The Real Diary Of A Vampire (Update Page 3)

There is a very special world out there that most people are unaware of!
I wish humanity would chill out with the isms and see what a fantastic miracle life really is!

Appearently we live in a world with strict rules and everything has been regulated to death for us, yet the world has never seen more barbaric inhumane acts of violence, destruction and opression. If the moral codes are so great than how come they did not prevent two world wars?

So this begs the question why prohibition, bans and restraint don't work. It's a simple fact.

Let me give you an example, let's say I give you the command NOT to think about

PINK ELEPHANTS

...how well does that work out?

Last Edited by OTTO VON BISMARCK on 02/19/2015 01:37 PM

I have no mental reference for pink elephants

The point is that if you were to be ordered not think about pink elephants they will automatically pop up in your mind persistently as a reference of what you ought "NOT TO" think of. The next level is the formation of a guilt complex.. but I don't want to go into the deep end of psychology here now..

Last Edited by OTTO VON BISMARCK on 02/19/2015 01:43 PM

the value of guilt is determined by the rules constructed around concepts that have been constructed for purpose

you misunderstood my position. I wrote the anonymous comment, noticed i wasnt signed in and then responded to my own comment regarding the devolution without framework.

I'm not a proponent of chaos, everything is simpler for me to not have to worry about the masses running amok. its simpler for me to know that they are abiding a set of instructions which through fear or perceived consequence maintains order by which i can execute my own will to extract and create the things i need.

by no means do i believe that these laws, these frameworks are immutable. But i do believe its makes things endlessly easier for you and I.

Also, no pink elephants, any elephants, or any creatures even resembling pachyderm features entered my mind.

I think the first thought was of my drums, followed by a nitzer ebb song, followed by a list of things i need to complete in the next 30 minutes...

Time out!


....This is the most convoluted way of spelling Jesus name that I have seen yet. What in the world is HaMaschiach??

It makes people predictable for me, just as it makes them predictable to the people who rule them through these artificially created "Ersatz-laws" ... be they judical or religious.

Does this make my world easier? No, I would prefer a world with authentic people, and I wouldn't be worried they could be "more chaotic" than the people that are currently populating the "developed world".

Last Edited by OTTO VON BISMARCK on 02/19/2015 02:18 PM

Are you left handed with blue or green eyes blondish reddish hair if this describes you you are rh negative blood the missing link now I know where it came from thanks I been looking for answers for this decades now it all makes sense to me thanks again op

the majority of people don't know what it means to be authentic. they have lost the sense of self generations ago. they only know what they have been told to believe is important. Even hipsters follow a tired pattern of spoon fed fashion and music cues.

i would love love love a world surrounded by people who were aware, awake, and cognizant to their surroundings, to each other, sensing the subtle interactions between one another, and communicating in all of the unspoken languages. That is not even adding in the complexities of character from one who is passionately pursuing one or two or three disciplines or hobbies, dreams if you will.

There are rare gems of souls out there, but they have exponentially become far and few between. Hermit-ism seemingly attractive choice to avoid Kardashianistic idiocy.

im intimately interested in your thoughts on RH- blood, i'm left handed, (well ambidex actually), spill it !

There are about 2000 different Sects in Christianity and the only thing that unites them is their insistence that only their interpretation of the teachings of Jesus is the one and only true version, whereas all others are either Heretics, or in worst cases "creatures of the Devil".

Same can certainly be said of all other religions.

But this is not to indicate that I am against religion. As I see it religion is like a helpful crutch when one has no means to develop their own spiritual reality. But I do think it should not be forced upon anyone, which unfortunetely it still is in most regions of the world.

to comment on the cant of your presentation of facts. I appreciate this thread, it is typically provoking and interesting to see the comments that glom on, lurk, or troll.

and while the industrial goth in me appreciates the delivery medium, many have not really addressed the meat of the content.

The understanding of the mechanics of how these relationships/interactions or sometimes i refer to them as conflicts work in your favor further reinforces their success. the creationism beginning with the individual thought, manifested, and delivered is so easily attainable within the right frame of mind. This is why the forces work hard to dilute, to nullify, to confuse, to occupy with drivel.

makes me think of the first time i toyed with sigils, and the first time i focused will, intention, and outcome ages ago. chaos systems simply work.

oh. /rant over.

Hermit-ism seemingly attractive choice to avoid Kardashianistic idiocy.

[LOL - yes indeed!]

All I know about Rh- is that they don't have Rhesus monkey genetics, and that it is disputed if this is due to some 'regenerative defect' or caused by somthing else not yet explained.

I have heard that some Royals and Politicians have made reference to their geneological relation to Vlad Dracul. I guess even these people are searching for some answers. But Vlad Dracul was more a war lord ruler then anything else.

I hope I do not sound arrogant when I say that only the spirit of the dead decide [chose] who will be a messenger between the world of the living and the worlds beyond.

Ambidex: means you got a brain that allows the left and right hemisphere work together.
That's great!

Last Edited by OTTO VON BISMARCK on 02/19/2015 03:13 PM

I can write with both hands simultanously if I want to because I once saw that in a kung fu movie and was compelled to learn it. I am otherwise writing with the right hand, but I am holding the key to unlock a door with the left f.ex.

In ancient times the archer being able to shoot an arrow with either the left or right hand would greatly increase his chances to survive .. it's something you can actually train.

I was born with red hair, but it is now masked by darker pigmentation, so it's turned brown the older I got. Everbody in my family has green or blue eyes except me. I am type O positive. The difference between neg and pos is unclear to me, but the O type means faster distribution of adrenalin and all other hormones and it's less prone to severe diseases.

Last Edited by OTTO VON BISMARCK on 02/19/2015 03:10 PM

Are you related to Vlad Dracula him self and what do you know about draco secret society

No sorry I don't know anything about the group you mentioned and I am not aware of any geneological relation to this or any other famous or infamous historical character.

I personally am not interested in secret societies in a time where everything is revealed. But that's just me.

The strong man is strongest when alone. ~Friedrich Schiller

I believe I have experienced energy vampirism at an electronic music concert I went to recently. I was very wary of the staff there - dark eyes and cold stares. The music was very heavy bass, like electronic metal almost. I could sense my presence was not welcome.

I would like to protect those who are not aware of this form of vampirism. Suggestions?

First I would like to say there is no such thing as "vampirism", but I am aware that the term is a modern rendition to denote a situation in which one is subjected to some form of circumstantial or deliberate energetic depletion. Music has the power to uplift or to depress you, and I am sure music can be composed with [such an] intention.

It's great if you can sense that certain sounds don't bode well with you, but it's rather difficult to protect others from it since they need to be able to tell the difference themselves to know when it's time to turn off the device, or to leave a place, and that requires a considerable level of continues awareness and self-command.

You could point out your own impression in an instance to those around you. This would force them to listen to it in connection to their own emotional state. Does it drain me? They might be very grateful and wonder why they didn't notice it themselves. Or they might not because it does resonate with them.

Principally it is difficult to raise somebody else to a higher energetic level then it is to drag somebody down, therefore it's always a good thing to keep a certain distance to things and people that you feel intuitively as detrimental to your wellbeing.

i think there are a variety of modern day vampires. Many believe in the benefits of an energy worker or energy realignment specialist (ie Reiki) manipulates energy fields (or attempts to in any case) it's not a far stretch for the imagination to believe that one would attempt to do so in the opposition to feed off of another?

in all respects, i would not dismiss the energy vamp claim, its a wildly popular belief. And after all, belief and observation is all it takes.

Oh man, i was hoping you would touch on endogenous retroviruses, perhaps expound on its characteristic susceptibility to a specific protein sequence in certain blood types for instance...

In our blood tiny particles of light can be detected. They are called symbionts. They form the threshold from Spirit to matter. The term symbiont (sym = together; bios = life) describes microscopically visible particles smaller than cells or bacteria, which live inside advanced multicellular organisms including humans. Their size is about one-twentieth the size of a red blood cell.

It is well established that symbionts consist of even smaller particles, socalled Protites. Chemically, they consist mainly of Albumin and Globulin, ie protein structures that have the function of buffering agents (acid-base balance) in the body's distribution for vitamins and minerals.

In addition to harmless bacteria of endobiontic forms with its host organism maintaining a mutually beneficial peaceful coexistence, there are a number of pathogenic, ie disease-causing microbes, which can also occur in parasitic forms. These disease-causing forms are the result of a disturbed milieu in blood and tissues.

Last Edited by OTTO VON BISMARCK on 02/19/2015 08:37 PM

I am not diputing the issue of possible energy theft, only that this is somehow supposed to be a oneway road of energy flow in New Age believes. There are no oneway roads in the universe and Newton's fourth law can without doubt be applied in the physical as well as the spiritual sense.

Everything causes consequences, so I recommend neat book-keeping to balance ones scales in order to be harmonically in tune with the greater sea of life.

Last Edited by OTTO VON BISMARCK on 02/19/2015 08:33 PM

Why be a part of a religion if you don't think it is the right one?

Is this question directed at me or more a general one? I personally am not interested in any religion, hence my attempt to explain why others still might be, even though it is basically impossible for 2 people to have an identical spiritual experience. We don't even perceive colors in the same way, some see a lot more shades. While the brain has a basic structure it is still uniquely wired. That's why I refuse to submit to a one-fits-all type of practice.

How then does one control the flow?
It seems an odd mix of guide/be guided....
universe will arrange the encounter...due to positive/negative aspects chaotically combining naturally from cause to effect...
Perception shift? Almost placebo effect...to affect real change would require more surely?
Tuning yourself perhaps? More sensativity leads to greater perception ad infinitum...

Theoretically adds up many different ways, but to be stupid, proof is in the pudding so to say

There are actually two ways of understanding the Nature of Reality: non material/materialistic, intuitive/rationalistic, spiritual/scientific, two sides of the same coin. However there lies a big discrepancy between how we perceive reality and how reality actually exists.

The idea of Oneness or Interconectivity is the idea that everything in the universe and existence is intimately interconnected.

Mind is the tool which creates reality.

"What we observe is not nature itself, but nature exposed to our method of questioning" ~Werner Karl Heisenberg

Reality is defined by the Mind that is observing it. Reality does not exist without the Mind that is defining it, without this Mind tool reality only exist as infinite potential. I purposely call the Mind a tool, because we are not the mind, just as we are not the physcial body itself, which is another tool we could call 'spacesuits'. Ancient shaman have been telling us that reality is a 'perception of the mind'.

We must be willing to break away the foundation of our old [inherited or indoctrinated] believe systems and we must be willing to engage in an open mind inquiry into the true nature of our reality. The implications are profound, but ultimately liberating, because true change can come only through ourselves from within.

so no brujah then