Wish I had never "woken up"

It's just a stage, there is no reason to feel lonely, you are on a planet with 7 billion others, wheather they are awake or not they are still your brothers, try talking to "normal" people about normal things

You think that's air you're breathing?

Hmm?

punch yourself in the head with a lead pipe

I don't ignore other people, I do talk to people about normal things.....I guess I just feel empty somehow, but thank you for your advice and I hope it is just a passing stage

You are still walking, when you arrive you will know.

Weakling

Have you ever read the GLP's disclaimer?
[link to www.godlikeproductions.com]

DON'T BELIEVE A DAMN WORD YOU READ ON THIS WEBSITE!
USE DISCERNMENT
We do not discriminate against the mentally ill!

Just a hint.

Well now you have so get over it.

You will be ok, we will help you.

Erm....thanks.....but I don't feel this way because of glp. And I'm pretty certain im not mentally ill

it's only depressing when you aren't christian.

There's an "awakening" trap.

You've dug deeper than many.

But thinking you've finally "awakened",

don't realize the rabbit hole goes much much deeper.

You are not alone as you think, we are here with you.
We stand beside you, we love you!
You are not alone!

Thank you

Look to the night sky when its dull and grey.
It is us who stand by you, it is us you fall for you.
It is us who you fight next to.

youve only "awoken" to or rather become aware of the evil and corruption of the world and its systems of control. this is not really awakening, just learning the knowledge of evil. its actually a negative thing. part of "awakening" once youve learned the knowledge of evil is "going back to sleep" in a sense. what you would refer as going back to sleep is forgetting all of the worlds evils and systems of control. you view this as a bad thing. it isnt, you need to let go of your fear. youre never going to forget what youve learned but it can be put out of mind or locked up in a compartment somewhere in your mind that can be opened up at opportune times to better the world, now its time to just stop worrying about it, stop being afraid of it and return to a more innocent state. return to innocence, return to ignorance...ignorance of evil, as when you were a child.

change yourself to change the world. talk with people, interact, love, spread joy and zest for LIFE. the biggest part of awakening is actually a reversion to a previous state to when you were not battle scarred and weighed down with your sins and the sins of others. dont be afraid of that word, its just a word for a negative apathetic direction of energy through words or gesture toward you or toward someone that later came back on you. its what jesus meant when he said to become as little children to see the kingdom of heaven. to become your higher self, only your higher self is composed of many elements of your previous child self unencumbered by "sin", evil, the knowledge of evil.

I feel the same way sometimes. Even around my Christains brethren who aren't awake. Great thred Violet.

Yes. I feel the same but could never go back too much to ignore.

Last Edited by Apollonian on 04/10/2015 07:48 AM

You are not alone my friend, I feel it too.

And no, I don't believe 95% of what I read or watch here. I am just what I like to call a "truly open minded" person so I will give most theories & stories a chance. Most of it just ends up being "entertainment".

Possibly you have great purpose destined in your life. Have you awaken only politically or have you also woken up spiritually? A relationship with Jesus Christ will lead you to your purpose but when you begin this relationship there is a possibility you will feel even further depressed as those destined for a great purpose have to be planted and when you are planted you either die in the ground or you begin to grow and when you grow your depression will shrink and you will find your purpose

Wake up spiritually with a relationship with Jesus and you will find your way out of your dark place!




The treasures of God are inside the tent of meaning!:



Last Edited by waterman on 04/10/2015 07:58 AM

OP- come on now. Step down off your high horse. This is a simulated life, enjoy your experiences and stop being so effing dramatic.

You aren't special.

FFS, find some way to entertain yourself.

Don't worry you'll be fine. It'll be overwhelming at first. Everyone goes through something like this at one point. Find a happy place, don't judge others and try to have a good time before TSHTF ;)

It's tough...feels like you can't talk or relate to others. I can't imagine going back to sleep though...that would be worse. You'll get through it though!

Don't fall for it. Don't become hopeless just because trolls on here predict false doom every 10 minutes. This is all propaganda orchestrated to get you to feel hopeless and not progressing your life and making it better. LET THE TRUTH BE SPOKEN AND THE GOOD LORD WILL GUIDE US(not the religion lord though)

There are mind traps on here that loop your mind to be hopeless 24/7 and that is what TPTB wants from you. Don't forget it.

This forum is as asleep as any other group of people.

What I know this year is different to what I knew last year. What I knew last year was different to the year before.

The great thing about being open minded is you frequently change your ideas based on new knowledge. You will eventually reach a point when you realise that in actual fact you know nothing. At that point the whole World opens up to you.

"If you can change your mind, you can change your life".
William James

"I've had a lot of worries in my life, most of which never happened".
Mark Twain

I didn't say that. Yet many posters here, spamming paranoid predictions & doomsday prophecies 24/7 are - to put it mildly - sick.

Hi Violet,

[link to realitysandwich.com]

I just found this on another thread. It is a great read.

Let me drop a bit of it here for you, that I think is relevant to your situation and was also very empowering for myself, as I have been through similar feelings over the last year or two -

"In addition to the weak and defenseless, vampires seek out people who are on the verge of a quantum, evolutionary leap in consciousness, but have not yet fully integrated their realizations and come out the other side. These individuals are in an energetically sensitive and "charged" condition, and their openness and vulnerability invites the vampiric entities to help themselves and gorge on the light of their expanding awareness. The strategy of these predators is to distract us so as to keep our attention directed outwards, thereby stopping us from finding the light within ourselves, which would "kill" the vampires. If we hold up a mirror and reflect back the insanity being exhibited by those stricken by the wetiko psychosis, we run the very real risk of being accused of being the ones who are crazy. If we do manage to connect with the light within ourselves and try to share it with others, these nonlocal vampiric entities (what I have in previous articles called "nonlocal demons," or NLD for short), not bound by the third-dimensional laws of space and time, will try, via their "connections" to the nonlocal field, to stop us by influencing other people to turn against us. This process can destroy us, or, if we have the meta-awareness to see what is happening and are able to skillfully navigate our way through, can serve to further strengthen our intention, deepen our connection with the light of lucidity, hone our skill of creatively transmitting our realizations, and cultivate more open-hearted compassion. It is as if these psychic, nonlocal vampires are guardians of the threshold of evolution."

When you first started to realeyes the world around you, wasn't it a joyous feeling? Even though you were seeing such sickness, didn't the realeyesation of that sickness feel empowering?

It's this feeling of empowerment, self-determination, that is the absolute antithesis of the "others". The extra-dimensional virus/parasite that has been subsisting in our consciousness for millenia. We have many words for them, demons, archons, greys/reptilians, they're all the same extra-dimensional thought-parasite and they cannot stand to see our love, as they cannot experience it themselves.

Just like a virus, all they can do is destroy. They're not "evil" in our sense of the word. Their only function is to destroy and spread, just like a microscopic virus.

Yes they are and they feed off the depression of gullible innocent minds. Indeed they are sick.