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Anonymous Coward User ID: 68837254 United States 04/10/2015 08:01 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ever since my awakening a couple of years ago I feel the loneliest I've ever felt in my life and because I'm lonely and fed up of people who are sucked into the system and the matrix im subsequently feeling somewhat depressed. Quoting: VioletR I'm actually starting to wish I had never woken up. Anyone else feel this way? I guess the reason that I am having a hard time feeling sorry for you, is that I woke up 25 years ago. I have been fully awake ever since, and have gone through every phase of waking up, from shock, to fury, to anxiety, to depression, to acceptance. Both my sister and I woke up at the same time and have both never had a normal life ever since. I am 55 years old, and have been wide awake since 30. I was always awake to some degree, but never like after what happened when I was 30. I spent DECADES trying to wake people up. It is the single most thankless job in the world. So you Johnny come latelies, who are "lonely and depressed", who are looking for sympathy, just consider yourself LUCKY to have only spent a couple of years of Red Pill life. Try 25 years! |
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(OP) User ID: 31814551 United Kingdom 04/10/2015 08:22 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Sorry, I didnt mean for it to be a depressing thread nor was i attempting to gather sympathy. Guess i just needed to get it off my chest. I dont mind that other people aren't progressing at the same pace in their awakening. I just feel its a very lonely road. I can come on here or other sites and I know there are people who feel the same or having the same kinds of loneliness. I just can't seem to find those people in real life and sometimes I wish I could. I dont think I have fully awakened as I dont appear to have found my 'path' in life. A lot changed for me in the last few years after major surgery...it was like I was anaesthetised and a few hours later I woke up totally different. So I gave up my run of the mill office job to pursue a university degree in complementary therapies, which is going really well. I've become a lot more healthy and exercise more than i ever have before. I've become a much better mum.....so there are a lot of things I have positive in my life. It would just be nice to share it with someone. Sorry....I will stop whining and take all of your kind advice on board. :):slaphim: |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 52590369 United States 04/10/2015 08:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Sorry, I didnt mean for it to be a depressing thread nor was i attempting to gather sympathy. Quoting: VioletR Guess i just needed to get it off my chest. I dont mind that other people aren't progressing at the same pace in their awakening. I just feel its a very lonely road. I can come on here or other sites and I know there are people who feel the same or having the same kinds of loneliness. I just can't seem to find those people in real life and sometimes I wish I could. I dont think I have fully awakened as I dont appear to have found my 'path' in life. A lot changed for me in the last few years after major surgery...it was like I was anaesthetised and a few hours later I woke up totally different. So I gave up my run of the mill office job to pursue a university degree in complementary therapies, which is going really well. I've become a lot more healthy and exercise more than i ever have before. I've become a much better mum.....so there are a lot of things I have positive in my life. It would just be nice to share it with someone. Sorry....I will stop whining and take all of your kind advice on board. :):slaphim: Sounds to me like your doing fine and on a journey like many of us. I'm just always glad to find, on occasion, others in the same boat. Do your best and be good to yourself on the way...at least, that's what I try to do. And thanks again for having the courage to start the conversation! |
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(OP) User ID: 31814551 United Kingdom 04/10/2015 08:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Sorry, I didnt mean for it to be a depressing thread nor was i attempting to gather sympathy. Quoting: VioletR Guess i just needed to get it off my chest. I dont mind that other people aren't progressing at the same pace in their awakening. I just feel its a very lonely road. I can come on here or other sites and I know there are people who feel the same or having the same kinds of loneliness. I just can't seem to find those people in real life and sometimes I wish I could. I dont think I have fully awakened as I dont appear to have found my 'path' in life. A lot changed for me in the last few years after major surgery...it was like I was anaesthetised and a few hours later I woke up totally different. So I gave up my run of the mill office job to pursue a university degree in complementary therapies, which is going really well. I've become a lot more healthy and exercise more than i ever have before. I've become a much better mum.....so there are a lot of things I have positive in my life. It would just be nice to share it with someone. Sorry....I will stop whining and take all of your kind advice on board. :):slaphim: Sounds to me like your doing fine and on a journey like many of us. I'm just always glad to find, on occasion, others in the same boat. Do your best and be good to yourself on the way...at least, that's what I try to do. And thanks again for having the courage to start the conversation! Thank you, its appreciated :) |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 67537415 United States 04/10/2015 08:46 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Sorry, I didnt mean for it to be a depressing thread nor was i attempting to gather sympathy. Quoting: VioletR Guess i just needed to get it off my chest. I dont mind that other people aren't progressing at the same pace in their awakening. I just feel its a very lonely road. I can come on here or other sites and I know there are people who feel the same or having the same kinds of loneliness. I just can't seem to find those people in real life and sometimes I wish I could. I dont think I have fully awakened as I dont appear to have found my 'path' in life. A lot changed for me in the last few years after major surgery...it was like I was anaesthetised and a few hours later I woke up totally different. So I gave up my run of the mill office job to pursue a university degree in complementary therapies, which is going really well. I've become a lot more healthy and exercise more than i ever have before. I've become a much better mum.....so there are a lot of things I have positive in my life. It would just be nice to share it with someone. Sorry....I will stop whining and take all of your kind advice on board. :):slaphim: Sweetheart we are right here standing right next to you. You have to want to see us baby? |
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