The VOID

Iona millers articles are fascinating.

I think it might he unusual to feel the bombardment of energy as a highly physical sensation.

When I had telepathy with a star, I closed my eyes and the visions appeared vivedly in my psyche. It was almost like falling into my mind’s eye.

Well..there is a giant thread here about the energy..and poster that made that thread was correct.

The energy was crazy. I saw the thread, the moment it was made.


I figured tons of people here felt it too. As time went on, the numbers of people I thought were experiencing the same thing I was..decreased.

Now I don't know what to believe. Just that this can't be faked.

Mm, are you saying the chaos is your fault?

Typically, in telepathy, there is an interaction that takes place between “senders” and “recievers”. I’d imagine that either would experience energy in different ways.

It's just moving the energy or the force around.

Once entangled, it is like rebis.

That can't be any more clear.

You are more of a reciever though.

True.

The reason I told you, you were stepping on toes the other day, is due to how forceful the energy was getting in that moment. It was really strong and seemed upset and when it is upset..it usually locks on.

When it is like this..I lose my autonomy. That is why I talk about stronger telepaths forcing compliance. They know exactly what I'm talking about.

You can feel the push against the restraint and resistance.

If I was stepping on toes, why was it bothering you?
My experience of energy doesn’t include others forcing me into compliance.
I don’t think anybody could ever force me into compliance.

Because it is connected to me.

Then you don't experience this.

It is aptly named, The Force.

I had a feeling that would annoy you.
You honestly believe that I have no connection to energy after all this time knowing me?
Just because I don’t get forced into compliance doesn’t mean I have no psychic nature.
Sometimes you can be very self-centered.

And why exactly would you feel the consequence of anything connected to me if you were not connected to me yourself?

The light side prevails in the end, if I recall correctly.

It's electric.

That is why it is so dynamic and one can move it, resist it, or restrain it just like electricity. Or just let it flow.

Right now it feel like I am sitting on a motorcycle that is running. Constant vibration.

Here's more on this, OP, maybe you can relate. The full article, found some links to certain conditions, but it's still a mystery. I remember, seeing this since I was a child.

Visual snow is a transitory or persisting visual symptom where people see snow or television-like static in parts or the whole of their visual fields, especially against dark backgrounds. It is much like camera noise in low light conditions.

The severity or density of the "snow" differs from one person to the next; in some circumstances, it can inhibit a person's daily life, making it difficult to read, see in detail and focus correctly. The "snow" is more generalized than the "blue-sky sprites" or "worms" seen in the blue field entoptic phenomenon.

No etiology for visual snow has been identified, and anecdotal reports point to a multitude of associated conditions, possibly rendering it a non-specific symptom. Insofar as sufferers of visual snow have undergone ophthalmic, neurological and psychiatric examinations, no systematic problems besides the visual snow have been identified. Pending recognition of the condition, little medical research is taking place to possibly identify more subtle deviations.
[link to en.wikipedia.org]

Vibrations and electricity, I get.
Thread: I can see energy. reality has never looked totally solid to me. unusual?
But as I mentioned, I feel electricity in my blood. And vibrations, I can see.

I think you are completely correct OP about being careful with tripping and it becoming a crutch. Although the research is hard to find it has been shown that taking drugs is like kicking in the door while meditation is like slowly easing it open. Meditation takes time, dedication, and practice but leads one to not needing the drug at all.

I have a friend that accesses a state of consciousness while on a drug and he operates out of a state of pure ego. But I always ask him what he will do if he must reach that state of consciousness and he doesn't have the drug to take to get him there.

Cool thread.

It almost sounds like you are talking about blue field entoptic phenomenon.

Does your heart pound when it happens?

Yes, that tendency to want to tip the scales one way or the other seems prevalent. The war of sides is hard to resist. Maybe impossible. But I seek the grey, hoping to get close to balance.

I have noticed that this place has a lot of jedi mind tricks going on, a lot of layers of weirdness. But then I have known this about GLP for awhile, and I never made an account. Months of lurking later, when I could even get into the site, I decided to make an account, and I see that there was even more to this strange place then I thought. I don't know why I'm so attracted to it when it is bizarre and often outright foolishly obvious the agendas and the players and such. Still, it is fun. As you say, though, it is a little iffy, so I must try to be careful~

It’s not just the sky. It’s everywhere, all the time. Looking at the wall right now, it is visually clear, but there is energy dancing on it. It’s all over solid matter. I guess it resembles a field.