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You're creeping me out lol ac

i see, you lay claim to being a writer but have no idea that capturing others is the most intent for doing so! you must not understand yourself very well! lol

is that a bad creepy or good creepy? women telling men they are creepy, or creepy them out is an attempt to gain or regain control of the situation! lol

As in, you have correctly ascertained my emotional state and I'm not sure how you've done that. Lucky guess?

of course, it always just a lucky guess! why would anyone box themselves in with no wiggle room? lol

Wriggle right into that little box with shroedingers cat.

When have I referred to myself as a writer? When have I stated that I understand myself well?

I've actually done the opposite of both, many times...

This is how I feel right now

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Sorry to hear. Interesting feedback day.

I'm like in a trance and on the verge of a panic attack. I'm just listening to music.

Why?

Maybe you should talk to someone there? Isn't that what they are there for?

I can only do so much from behind a screen and I'm still annoyed from yesterday.

I've been finding these relaxing the last week or so.

There is a bunch of them.


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There are many supportive people but I feel like I just cant talk about it. I dont even know why its affecting me so much.

Does it have to do with your ex?

You both need to let go and move on. That's my feel of the situation knowing next to nothing. Doesn't seem like you are good for each other.


Sometimes.. it is just like ripping off a bandaid. Better to do it quick, than slowly a bit at a time.

If that isn't it, well now you know how I feel about that.

The space between dreaming and awake is true peace. Probably my favorite part of sleep.

I had a dream last night of eating fried chicken. I was just eating it, thinking, well I guess I eat chicken now.

Dreaming of eating is always bizarre.

Sort of like dreaming about being high, feels quite realistic

It was the fried chicken with the crispy skin. I was pulling it off and eating it. It was just like I remember chicken tasting.

I didn't eat much yesterday, so eating in my dream with all the Popeyes threads, isn't surprising.

How realistic it was, is though. Kinda weird how my brain created the texture and flavor.

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I havent been able to eat all day, I feel sick to my stomach and my heart is racing and I'm super tired probably because I havent eaten but I cant stomach it at the moment

Some cultures think dreams are our true reality

Is your heart racing or pounding? You are probably in ketosis which is why you have no appetite.

You know how fast the weight can fall off if you're not careful. Maybe have some apple sauce or toast.


If that were the case I died there countless times. I still wake up.

I've been stabbed in my dreams, it fucking hurt

Syncy...had a conversation about this topic yesterday using those exact words.

Maybe they were for you then and for your feedback.

She didn't respond to it.

I remember one time running from an explosion and feeling the skin on the backs of my arms burn and peel away..I woke up and it still burned.

Passing out in dreams is also weird. I saw a person mention it here, just the other day.

I'm kind of doing it. It hurts like hell but it's only one part of my crazily manic feeling

Once a relationship gets to the point where they become an ex, it really isn't a good idea to keep hanging around each other.

It just, recalls fondness and pain and both get all mixed together to become confusing, dependent, and abusive relationships.


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