The VOID

Okay, yeah.

There is a ton of power behind that.
And I guess that’s what I was getting at with the blood boiling thing.
It’s a ton of energy that I suddenly have access to.
When I do something very powerful on the astral, it is often because of that blood electricity.

Remember when we were talking about the bloodline of the dragon? And how I used to talk about “light dragons” that in my childhood, I believed I could summon?
I think that blood electricity is a psychic force that can be harnessed. I experience it as a cooperation between myself and an outside force, not an invasion, but an experience of absolute synergy.
That’s why I call it channeling. But many on this site have accused me of contracting with demons, which i dont see as true at all.

I think it’s just the way my own abilities work. Aether said once he percieved something like a legion around me spiritually, among other people whom he percieved as having one. So i think communication with that force outside myself, the one that provides me with power to make waves, is part of my own “dragon”.

I'm gonna start to pack up here in the next several minutes.

I'll be back around 6:30.

:driving:

Yes. I think people see anything incongruent with their own experiences as satanic. Fear is a disease. The unknown is always evil.

But you always do get a few precious here on this site that do understand, whereas in the outside world, your chances of finding that understanding are practically nil.

In regards to your earlier comment seer - innate talents, genetics being a prerequisite of intelligence etc

Which comment exactly?


Great vid. I agree completely with the premise.

I noticed right away when I became a nanny, one of the girls was talented with motor skills and the other with verbal skills.

I concentrated on those areas moreso with each, and I had the younger of the two, running down the hallway, while kicking a ball before she was one.

The other told me one day while we were playing play doh and that she was feeling 'pensive'.

She was 2.

I did my interview.
Very very intense story. Shit. I have a headache now just out of sympathy. My friend broke down in tears numerous times.

I did my interview.
Very very intense story. Shit. I have a headache now just out of sympathy. My friend broke down in tears numerous times.

Sympathy headache?

Did you cry?

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No, but it was very intense. Emotional and not at all what I was expecting.
He was accused and convicted of a very terrible thing that never happened, and it was devestating for him.

Do you believe him?

Yes. I absolutely do. I can’t explain exactly why, but the pain he described hearing himself being depicted as a monster was so raw and real, his pain was palpable in every way. That’s part of why I have a headache now.

Did you ever see Primal Fear?

Edward Norton is..excellent in it.



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It's about a boy that is accused of murdering an archbishop..after he is found running from the scene of the crime, covered in blood.


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I have always thought about how that would feel. To know you are innocent and to have to go through all of the consequences of being found guilty. I am a person who is highly sensitive to justice, and unfairness in the world has always bothered me. When adults used to say, “life is unfair”, I would always think, if we are the only sentient lifeforms on earth, and we don’t do everything we can to make the world fair, who will? Why just accept that the world is unfair when we can do something about it?

So if that happened to me, I can’t imagine how I’d handle it. Terribly, I’d imagine.

I was a huge fan of Unsolved Mysteries as a kid and one thing I recall that even then made me wonder..was 'eye witness testimony'.

They would offer up stories how some person remember a passing face they saw at some random point.

I would test myself all the time.. when my mom was driving to pass some random face, and try to hold in my memory.

I would purposely try..and wouldn't stick.


I knew at that point, 8 or so..most brief and eye witness testimony that took more than say..a couple hours to pull in..was bullshit.


Prisons are businesses. So are hospitals. Everything is rigged.