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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 07:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His timing he chose for his suicide, is interesting. I remember that time..It was just before it all went to shit. All of it. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 07:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His timing he chose for his suicide, is interesting. I remember that time..It was just before it all went to shit. All of it. [link to youtu.be (secure)] I saw it coming too and wrote my first ever forum post regarding, in July 2008. I titled it, Does anyone feel like something bad is about to happen? And so it has gone..these 11 years. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76503163 Canada 10/30/2019 07:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His timing he chose for his suicide, is interesting. I remember that time..It was just before it all went to shit. All of it. [link to youtu.be (secure)] I saw it coming too and wrote my first ever forum post regarding, in July 2008. I titled it, Does anyone feel like something bad is about to happen? And so it has gone..these 11 years. Why was it bad? The market punishes inefficiences when it is working properly. All that is bad has transpired subsequent to those several months in 2008-9. Since...there has only been speculation and the furnishing of money at ultra low rates to those who do not need it. You have watched the largest wealth transfer in history and the greatest wave of inefficiency ever produced. Hopefully you have leveraged yourself according ly. |
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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 07:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The forum was called, Final Fantasy Shrine Forum and has been gone for years, to my sense. I didn't get many valid responses. Mostly 'TL;DR'. I waited another few years before typing another post. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 10/30/2019 07:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 6:45 lynching, speaking in regards to david lynch. "In the early 1990s Wallace became obsessed with the writer Mary Karr. He considered killing her husband,[22] threw a coffee table at her and tried to push her out of a moving car.[23][22] Karr has complained that Wallace's biographer D. T. Max underreported Wallace's abuse of her. Of Max's account of their relationship, she tweeted, "that's about 2% of what happened. tried to buy a gun. kicked me. climbed up the side of my house at night. followed my son age 5 home from school. had to change my number twice, and he still got it. months and months it went on." |
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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 07:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His timing he chose for his suicide, is interesting. I remember that time..It was just before it all went to shit. All of it. [link to youtu.be (secure)] I saw it coming too and wrote my first ever forum post regarding, in July 2008. I titled it, Does anyone feel like something bad is about to happen? And so it has gone..these 11 years. Why was it bad? The market punishes inefficiences when it is working properly. All that is bad has transpired subsequent to those several months in 2008-9. Since...there has only been speculation and the furnishing of money at ultra low rates to those who do not need it. You have watched the largest wealth transfer in history and the greatest wave of inefficiency ever produced. Hopefully you have leveraged yourself according ly. I had grown accustom to the salary I was making under the people I worked for, and had bills to match. They lost their jobs, and thus..I lost mine. Then everything else. Humbles one to put all their belonging out on the curb and watch people walk away with your stuff. But then..I learned to hate stuff..for a long time. I see it clearly. Certainly doesn't make it easier. Much the opposite.. I had a dream a long, long time ago. It was when I first got with my partner. It was an 'end of the world' scenario and I was standing next to this house that resembled a barn. I was talking to his dad, while he was gone..doing something.. like hunting. Years and years later..we bought the beach house..resembling a large, cedar barn. It was never lost on me.. There is a lot of room and obtainable food there. Not sure what else one might do. ] We sacrificed everything to hold on to that place. Lived in a carport for almost 5 years. Paying down debt. Now it feels like it will just start all over. again We're all waiting for it. Watching the clown show in the meantime. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 08:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Quoting: Seer777 ^^ They say suicides become civil servants in the Afterlife. That is what the receptionist is getting at here. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 08:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I know someone who was diagnosed with "laughing depression" or smiling depression. Quoting: Ricky M Those who are most surprised to realize they're experiencing some form of depression are those suffering from “smiling depression.” Most people haven’t even heard of the term. The definition of smiling depression is: appearing happy to others, literally smiling, while internally suffering with depressive symptoms. Smiling depression often goes undetected. Those suffering from it often discount their own feelings and brush them aside. They might not even be aware of their depression or want to acknowledge their symptoms due to a fear of being considered “weak.” Suicide can be a particular threat for individuals suffering with smiling depression. Typically, people suffering with classic, severe depression might have suicidal thoughts, but not the energy to act on their feelings. However, those suffering from smiling depression have the energetic ability to plan and follow through. This is why smiling depression can be more dangerous than a classic form of severe depression. [link to www.psychologytoday.com (secure)] Thread: From Beirut to Hong Kong, the face of the Joker is appearing in demonstrations Days after the global cinema release of the film 'Joker', the distinctive face of the titular comic-book villain began appearing in political demonstrations all over the world. It's still an underground phenomenon, but does this represent a new form of protest like the wearing of the ‘V for Vendetta’ mask? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78118997 From Chile to Lebanon, via Hong Kong and Iraq, a number of people have taken to wearing the recognisable exaggerated smile of the Joker currently portrayed in the cinema by Joaquin Phoenix in the international hit film by Todd Philipps. The face of the Joker, Batman's ultimate nemesis, has now been seen in masks, face paint and graffiti tags in global demonstrations protesting against governments. [link to www.france24.com (secure)] 1 Million+ people protesting in Santiago - Chile | 8 Hour timelapse [link to imgur.com (secure)] his work sounds like : confederacy of dunces. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76503163 You either laugh or hang. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 08:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His book infinite jest is considered one of the best ever written Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 74576684 United States 10/30/2019 08:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His book infinite jest is considered one of the best ever written Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye Do you think suicides go to Hell? No, but I don't believe in hell. I like what Edward cayce has to say about it. I don't know if I believe it but its comforting. Your son was not judged for what he did nor was he condemned to “hell.” It’s quite the opposite, actually. Based on what the souls have said to me before, he may have been taken to a place where he could reflect, and heal, from the anguish that he had endured and had thought there was no way out of. During this time and in this place, there is no one to get in his face, so to speak. His companions during this period will be small creatures such as birds, rabbits, kittens, puppies, cats, and dogs as well as other animals that are there to help the healing process by offering unconditional love to souls such as your son’s. Only when he is strong enough, will relatives, friends, and guides appear to help him understand and learn what he needs to know to continue on his spiritual journey. Christ also appears, not as a judge, but more as a consoler, helping him through his hurt and confusion over what he’s done. God doesn’t make mistakes, but understands when we do. The souls have told me over and over that suicide is a mistake on the part of those who have ended their time here in this way. It’s a blunder they committed in their confusion. They take complete responsibility for what they’ve done and insist that there’s nothing for their loved ones, who are still here, to feel guilty about. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 74576684 United States 10/30/2019 09:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His book infinite jest is considered one of the best ever written Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye Do you think suicides go to Hell? There is nowhere bu t here. For some terrifying; To others, exhilarating. I tend to disagree. I've seen other dimensions. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76503163 Canada 10/30/2019 09:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Seer777 His timing he chose for his suicide, is interesting. I remember that time..It was just before it all went to shit. All of it. [link to youtu.be (secure)] I saw it coming too and wrote my first ever forum post regarding, in July 2008. I titled it, Does anyone feel like something bad is about to happen? And so it has gone..these 11 years. Why was it bad? The market punishes inefficiences when it is working properly. All that is bad has transpired subsequent to those several months in 2008-9. Since...there has only been speculation and the furnishing of money at ultra low rates to those who do not need it. You have watched the largest wealth transfer in history and the greatest wave of inefficiency ever produced. Hopefully you have leveraged yourself according ly. I had grown accustom to the salary I was making under the people I worked for, and had bills to match. They lost their jobs, and thus..I lost mine. Then everything else. Humbles one to put all their belonging out on the curb and watch people walk away with your stuff. But then..I learned to hate stuff..for a long time. I see it clearly. Certainly doesn't make it easier. Much the opposite.. I had a dream a long, long time ago. It was when I first got with my partner. It was an 'end of the world' scenario and I was standing next to this house that resembled a barn. I was talking to his dad, while he was gone..doing something.. like hunting. Years and years later..we bought the beach house..resembling a large, cedar barn. It was never lost on me.. There is a lot of room and obtainable food there. Not sure what else one might do. ] We sacrificed everything to hold on to that place. Lived in a carport for almost 5 years. Paying down debt. Now it feels like it will just start all over. again We're all waiting for it. Watching the clown show in the meantime. :Jan122012: Ive never been motivated by or attached to things. I never buy what I cant pay cash for. Because of the artificially low rates I cycle my mortgage and invest the nigh free money. It keeps the bankers happy and stimulates my credit. O therwise all my cedit would go inactive. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76503163 Canada 10/30/2019 09:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His book infinite jest is considered one of the best ever written Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye Do you think suicides go to Hell? There is nowhere bu t here. For some terrifying; To others, exhilarating. I tend to disagree. I've seen other dimensions. and without here as a reference they would be where?. Facets of mind. Mirrors. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 74576684 United States 10/30/2019 09:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There is nowhere bu t here. For some terrifying; To others, exhilarating. I tend to disagree. I've seen other dimensions. and without here as a reference they would be where?. Facets of mind. Mirrors. The mind doesn't belong to this dimension either. It's a holographic universe. |
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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 09:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Why was it bad? The market punishes inefficiences when it is working properly. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76503163 All that is bad has transpired subsequent to those several months in 2008-9. Since...there has only been speculation and the furnishing of money at ultra low rates to those who do not need it. You have watched the largest wealth transfer in history and the greatest wave of inefficiency ever produced. Hopefully you have leveraged yourself according ly. I had grown accustom to the salary I was making under the people I worked for, and had bills to match. They lost their jobs, and thus..I lost mine. Then everything else. Humbles one to put all their belonging out on the curb and watch people walk away with your stuff. But then..I learned to hate stuff..for a long time. I see it clearly. Certainly doesn't make it easier. Much the opposite.. I had a dream a long, long time ago. It was when I first got with my partner. It was an 'end of the world' scenario and I was standing next to this house that resembled a barn. I was talking to his dad, while he was gone..doing something.. like hunting. Years and years later..we bought the beach house..resembling a large, cedar barn. It was never lost on me.. There is a lot of room and obtainable food there. Not sure what else one might do. ] We sacrificed everything to hold on to that place. Lived in a carport for almost 5 years. Paying down debt. Now it feels like it will just start all over. again We're all waiting for it. Watching the clown show in the meantime. Ive never been motivated by or attached to things. I never buy what I cant pay cash for. Because of the artificially low rates I cycle my mortgage and invest the nigh free money. It keeps the bankers happy and stimulates my credit. O therwise all my cedit would go inactive. We've done well with it. Not many people get to take the Winter off to go live at their beach house Not many at all. Not in all the world.. We're not rich or even close. Not by a long shot. But that place..make me feel like I'm enjoying the fruits, of what I labored for my whole life. Nothing like enjoying a mimosa on the deck at noon, overlooking high tide and awaiting fresh crab incoming.. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76503163 Canada 10/30/2019 09:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76503163 There is nowhere bu t here. For some terrifying; To others, exhilarating. I tend to disagree. I've seen other dimensions. and without here as a reference they would be where?. Facets of mind. Mirrors. The mind doesn't belong to this dimension either. It's a holographic universe. You are just describing conciousness. The first stop is realizing it is not of place but reflects it. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76102887 Australia 10/30/2019 09:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I thought it had a good message and did not know that, The End of the Tour was based on real person, until now. Quoting: Seer777 Makes it even more poignant. I think the ultimate message in the commencement speech can be summed up in a word that I often reference..if only by video. I think this is what he was trying to get to people to understand. I resonate with that. Very much. [link to youtu.be (secure)] :imaginelife: |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 10/30/2019 09:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Why was it bad? The market punishes inefficiences when it is working properly. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76503163 All that is bad has transpired subsequent to those several months in 2008-9. Since...there has only been speculation and the furnishing of money at ultra low rates to those who do not need it. You have watched the largest wealth transfer in history and the greatest wave of inefficiency ever produced. Hopefully you have leveraged yourself according ly. I had grown accustom to the salary I was making under the people I worked for, and had bills to match. They lost their jobs, and thus..I lost mine. Then everything else. Humbles one to put all their belonging out on the curb and watch people walk away with your stuff. But then..I learned to hate stuff..for a long time. I see it clearly. Certainly doesn't make it easier. Much the opposite.. I had a dream a long, long time ago. It was when I first got with my partner. It was an 'end of the world' scenario and I was standing next to this house that resembled a barn. I was talking to his dad, while he was gone..doing something.. like hunting. Years and years later..we bought the beach house..resembling a large, cedar barn. It was never lost on me.. There is a lot of room and obtainable food there. Not sure what else one might do. ] We sacrificed everything to hold on to that place. Lived in a carport for almost 5 years. Paying down debt. Now it feels like it will just start all over. again We're all waiting for it. Watching the clown show in the meantime. :Jan122012: Ive never been motivated by or attached to things. I never buy what I cant pay cash for. Because of the artificially low rates I cycle my mortgage and invest the nigh free money. It keeps the bankers happy and stimulates my credit. O therwise all my cedit would go inactive. We've done well with it. Not many people get to take the Winter off to go live at their beach house Not many at all. Not in all the world.. We're not rich or even close. Not by a long shot. But that place..make me feel like I'm enjoying the fruits, of what I labored for my whole life. Nothing like enjoying a mimosa on the deck at noon, overlooking high tide and awaiting fresh crab incoming.. nevermind! lol |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76503163 Canada 10/30/2019 09:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Why was it bad? The market punishes inefficiences when it is working properly. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76503163 All that is bad has transpired subsequent to those several months in 2008-9. Since...there has only been speculation and the furnishing of money at ultra low rates to those who do not need it. You have watched the largest wealth transfer in history and the greatest wave of inefficiency ever produced. Hopefully you have leveraged yourself according ly. I had grown accustom to the salary I was making under the people I worked for, and had bills to match. They lost their jobs, and thus..I lost mine. Then everything else. Humbles one to put all their belonging out on the curb and watch people walk away with your stuff. But then..I learned to hate stuff..for a long time. I see it clearly. Certainly doesn't make it easier. Much the opposite.. I had a dream a long, long time ago. It was when I first got with my partner. It was an 'end of the world' scenario and I was standing next to this house that resembled a barn. I was talking to his dad, while he was gone..doing something.. like hunting. Years and years later..we bought the beach house..resembling a large, cedar barn. It was never lost on me.. There is a lot of room and obtainable food there. Not sure what else one might do. ] We sacrificed everything to hold on to that place. Lived in a carport for almost 5 years. Paying down debt. Now it feels like it will just start all over. again We're all waiting for it. Watching the clown show in the meantime. :Jan122012: Ive never been motivated by or attached to things. I never buy what I cant pay cash for. Because of the artificially low rates I cycle my mortgage and invest the nigh free money. It keeps the bankers happy and stimulates my credit. O therwise all my cedit would go inactive. We've done well with it. Not many people get to take the Winter off to go live at their beach house Not many at all. Not in all the world.. We're not rich or even close. Not by a long shot. But that place..make me feel like I'm enjoying the fruits, of what I labored for my whole life. Nothing like enjoying a mimosa on the deck at noon, overlooking high tide and awaiting fresh crab incoming.. I live on the water and find I most enjoy it under a full moon. It gives you a depth direct light doesnt. I like my mimosa hostilis. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 10/30/2019 09:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His book infinite jest is considered one of the best ever written Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye Do you think suicides go to Hell? No, but I don't believe in hell. I like what Edward cayce has to say about it. I don't know if I believe it but its comforting. Your son was not judged for what he did nor was he condemned to “hell.” It’s quite the opposite, actually. Based on what the souls have said to me before, he may have been taken to a place where he could reflect, and heal, from the anguish that he had endured and had thought there was no way out of. During this time and in this place, there is no one to get in his face, so to speak. His companions during this period will be small creatures such as birds, rabbits, kittens, puppies, cats, and dogs as well as other animals that are there to help the healing process by offering unconditional love to souls such as your son’s. Only when he is strong enough, will relatives, friends, and guides appear to help him understand and learn what he needs to know to continue on his spiritual journey. Christ also appears, not as a judge, but more as a consoler, helping him through his hurt and confusion over what he’s done. God doesn’t make mistakes, but understands when we do. The souls have told me over and over that suicide is a mistake on the part of those who have ended their time here in this way. It’s a blunder they committed in their confusion. They take complete responsibility for what they’ve done and insist that there’s nothing for their loved ones, who are still here, to feel guilty about. sounds like pets that are not endangered by being in the food chain! comforting, if not a precarious, whimsical situation of! lol |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 10/30/2019 09:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His book infinite jest is considered one of the best ever written Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye Do you think suicides go to Hell? There is nowhere bu t here. For some terrifying; To others, exhilarating. unless of course you crash your bike and end up … ah nevermind! lol |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76503163 Canada 10/30/2019 09:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | His book infinite jest is considered one of the best ever written Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye Do you think suicides go to Hell? There is nowhere bu t here. For some terrifying; To others, exhilarating. unless of course you crash your bike and end up … ah nevermind! lol exactly |
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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 09:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thanks for this. I watched it a few times yesterday, while making dinner. Kinda makes me want to watch it, but I have a feeling it's probably too violent for me. Which is why I avoided it. I've heard from many it is excellent. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 10:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | FYI..the constant motorcycle thing..is annoying. Quoting: Seer777 I don't like it. Constant anything, is pretty obnoxious over time. No matter what it is, or how it feels, or what its function. Think about it.. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Everyone has a breaking point. Even the bestest..people. Demons run when a good man goes to war.. Last Edited by Seer777 on 10/30/2019 10:23 PM Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78084756 United States 10/30/2019 10:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | FYI..the constant motorcycle thing..is annoying. Quoting: Seer777 I don't like it. Constant anything, is pretty obnoxious over time. No matter what it is, or how it feels, or what its function. Think about it.. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Everyone has a breaking point. Even the bestest..people. Demons run when a good man goes to war.. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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