You dont know anything about me, so dont assume that you do. Here's the dealio. This isn't eating disorder treatment and they dont consider themselves qualified to deal with serious active eating disorders. If you think about it people would be creating a sort of liability for them by engaging in that behavior at a place that only specializes in drug treatment. My eating disorder was under control for my first 3 months here, it wasn't an issue. Recently its cropped up again and I'm sitting here on my hands trying to figure out the best way to handle it. The last thing I want is to be kicked out, because eating disorder treatment is kinda toxic and I can never live with my mom again. This is also the most stable my life has been in a long time and the reason for this self sabotage going on with me is unclear. I dont know what to do yet.