I just don't know what to say. Literally. I got no answers and a whole lot more questions.

My hematologist is awful. She rubbed me wrong my first appointment, liked her the second (kind of), wasn't her biggest fan at the third (biopsy ~ lol), but today she has lost ALL of my respect, trust, faith (in her as my hematologist), etc.

Once I consult with Google on what the heck any of this report means...which by the way she was refusing over and over to print a copy of for me because she thought it 'would make me more nervous.' The real copy. Not the crap I get from that website. Sorry, most of you probably don't know what I am even talking about with that part. But I wanted the full report. With numbers and details!

And wtf do you mean it will make me more nervous?!

She was all out refusing to print it for me. Finally she agreed as I was becoming noticeably agitated, but told me to have the woman at the front desk print it for me when I scheduled my next appointment...aka on my way OUT.

This all after pretending she read the most important 3 sentences during the appointment. The report is FOUR PAGES long!!!

I'm so disappointed in so many ways about today's appointment. She's rude and sarcastic. Not understanding and/or caring. ZERO compassion!

I feel awful. Mentally and physically at the moment.

That's all I've got. Had some new blood work done. I'll look forward to the anxiety once again over the next 3 weeks while I wait for my doctor to be useless and explain nothing to me about them at my next appointment.

She was/got really unprofessional today. Due to me asking questions.

Just keep the light on for me please.

I need to find a new hematologist ASAP!

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