I am trying to move on. Like I said, I am a huge overthinker. I have always had a scenario played out for everything and that has been my nature for eons.

I am trying to focus on my kids. I send them texts every morning and evening. I call them 3 times a day and leave messages. I have also sent messages to the wife to enquirer about the kids and find out how they are doing. I never get a reply....well I take that back...after 4 texts I got a message (4 days later) about My sons health. I sent texts asking to see them. No replies. I have sent texts asking if they need school supplies or clothes? No replies.

I have been trying to be in their face daily, via text and phone. I am certain that she is alienating the kids from me and telling them not to reply.

It hurts that I dont get to talk to them, but i see this as something that God is putting me through to better me in some way. Yes, yesterday i broke down. I talked to the preacher at the Church I am going to and I also talked to a Rabbi.

I did get some insight from them.

Love you Tiger. Hope you are doing better. :)