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There's a lot to be said about hitting bottom.

Someone once told me..Hell is looking up and only seeing yourself.

I disagree, Hell is the fear of, Hell. Looking down and hoping circumstance doesn't just come along to kick you down the well..


No one is immune to circumstance. Like that Dutch billionaire that lost 3 of his children on Easter, in that bombing that everyone has already forgot about.

No amount of anything, will ever make up for that loss.


Rebuilding is left to those that can steady themselves after the fall.

Most turn to escape, as the sucking sucking chest wound..doesn't ever heal.

(chuckles) Yeah. Hell is hell. Next level of hell, multiple of it in existence. Punish, fear, pain, suffering.. for everyone no matter what. Everyone included myself deserved it no matter what even any age including kids.

Hell is all ever to know about.

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Well now you know, I know..

I'll be waiting for the ping(3rd eye flare), at 7:50 am, next Saturday as always.

They say War is Hell for very good reason. And I am tired of living in a world that has been at war since I was 13.

I'm 42. I've barely known a world without war, or rumors of war. So many casualties. It is hard to fathom..the reasoning behind it.


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Sure. I asked the question repeatedly over the years..but this was the first time.

12/21/12

Thread: I am a time traveler from the year 2020...... (Page 28)

It's a boundary problem.

Just like in real life..if you told someone to back off..they would have to or the police could be called. People respect boundaries they can see, generally speaking.

It is not like that..with this.

That's if anyone even believes you. That's part why I keep talking about it. Because it never stopped.

The only loops to see in this regard, are me either trying to makes sense, or break free.


One can be tortured with pleasure too. And it is a real mind-job.

Hope that makes sense.

So does it turn you on!? Giving you pleasure?

Depends on how much I enjoy watching the fallout..

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A fire at a Philadelphia oil refinery sparked an explosion felt for miles
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I think you're missing the point. But most do.

Which is why the Chernobyl memes.

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How many tests do we really need, before we know what will happen?

The one that blows it? And kills everything?

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X-rays ravaged Thomas Edison's assistant's hands and killed him

The first pristine image of bones beneath glowing flesh fascinated Clarence Dally in the 1890s.

He had just become an assistant to Thomas Edison, the first X-ray image had just been produced by another scientist, by accident, and Dally was ready to make the awe-inspiring technology his life's work.

Tragically, that work would also be his cause of death.

Dally exposed his hands to radiation over and over, for hours at a time, until melanoma bore holes in his hands - as documented in Edison's gruesome photos - led to the amputation of both his arms and, ultimately, his death.
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Russian media compare 'cover-up' of nuclear submarine fire to Soviet attempts to keep a lid on Chernobyl after it emerges 14 sailors died 'after locking themselves in with blaze to save vessel'

The Russian government has been accused of a Chernobyl-style cover-up after refusing to disclose details about the submarine fire which killed 14 sailors Monday.

The blaze is thought to have broken out on the highly-secretive AS-12 submarine - nicknamed Losharik - which is powered by a nuclear reactor.

But the Kremlin has refused to name the vessel or disclose the cause of the fire, leading to comparisons with the 1986 nuclear disaster and Moscow's attempts to hide the full extent of it.

The Russian defence ministry has said only that the fire occurred on board a research vessel surveying the sea bed, and that it was fully extinguished.
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FutureLeak10 Oct 16 2015

For those of you who are not science savvy, an alpha particle consists of 2 neutrons, and 2 protons, hence why a sheet of paper can stop them, really that's not what you should be worried about.

Next we have Beta particles which are electrons being emitted from the atom or particle.

Finally we have the most dangerous type of radiation which is gamma, these are not particles, rather just energy this is what makes them so dangerous, they can penetrate nearly anything and are high energy photons, hence why they are called Gamma Rays, not particles.

This is whats known as ionizing radiation, weather it be a (cat-,an-)ion, depends. This damages the DNA in your cell, the four bases of DNA are ATCG. When these are damaged, the way your DNA is read changes, and can result in cancer.


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^^

Top 10 all-time best movies. Was one of my favorites, as a teen. So much so, one of my best girlfriends, bought me the VHS for my for birthday..

Is that weird? My mom's uncle died in Vietnam. Maybe I'm reincarnated.


They don't make movies like Platoon anymore.

This show was also great..


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Good evening, Seer777 and all.

It seems that I have stopped talking about teleghost stuff to those few people close to me as most don't seem to either understand nor know what I'm talking about. They just dismissed it and moved on to other topics.

I googled supernatural for more info, but so much are related to the tv show which isn't what I sought after. But on other hand, I sorta knew that the actuality of supernatural that which I experienced are mostly not on internet except this thread.

Further reading:

A draw can be enacted in conjunction with tantric magick. Your primary contact is made at the mouth or the throat, and a tendril is inserted into the subtle body of your partner. Through intense visualization, this tendril is guided down through your partner's subtle body to the root chakra. Here the Kundalini energy that is so crucial to Tantra lies coiled. You can grasp onto the Kundalini energy and manually pull it up through each successive chakra. Draw in only a little during this process until the drawing up of the energy is complete. Once you have brought the Kundalini through all the chakras to your primary point of contact, you will have generated an immense amount of energy from which both yourself and your partner can benefit. You and your partner will sense something like an explosion of light and energy within yourselves, followed immediately by a bursting sensation as if you had just been pushed through some barrier. This will consummate in a powerful sense of climax on the subtle level.

Feeding in this manner is very productive, as it serves to energize both yourself and your partner. Your partner will almost invariably experience a prolonged and impressive orgasm, and one may feed upon the torrent of energy that results from the climax to increase mutual stimulation. It is almost impossible to exhaust a partner when feeding from the root: whereas prolonged or deep feeding from any of the other major energy centers can cause trembling, weakness, dizziness, and an overall depression of the system, feeding from the root seems to only increase that which you feed upon. The partner, after recovering from the intensity of the drain is almost always energized and while they still feel the effects of physical exhaustion, they are driven by a fevered desire that can sustain them for hours. The process is very difficult to master, however, and if the coil of Kundalini energy slips from your grasp, you will simply end up initiating a deep feed from all the chakras in succession.

Every time I read through the Codex, more and more makes sense...