Mad World

indeed there are :)

“Derail”

What are we
A mockery
Of true potential lies
Underneath bitter skies
Twisting and turning
Each in turn burning
Seeking yearning for
What rising sun shore
Has lies to
Behold through
The years died
And told anew
While the wise hide
And scry a view
Toward the moon black
A tail upon back
So frail a wail to sail
Through time in rhyme of rail
To face a light behind
Ever on my way kind
Each time to know
A bit to grow
Passed since last
Flinch 'ver fast
Then face someday
To joy dismay
Mind's disarray
Another fey
Flighted in gray
Coming my way 11/29/2013


speaking of forcing people against their will...

were you ever privy to what orbs did when he traveled to Canada to meet a small group of people from GLP?

and what would the current state of association between aether and orbs be at the moment?

if orbs is still active on glp, how could i tell?

questions, questions, sorry, i know it is possible you have no answers... opposite end of day for me, hard lemonade's an odd couple to be with coffee

As far as I know aether and orbs parted ways in July 2014..and not in an amicable way.


I have not seen any posters I thought was James, in years. I do hope things are going better for him. It got very rough for years.

I have no clue what IV222 refers to, and something tells me I prefer it to stay that way.

From what I do know, I'd say good for aether.


honestly didn't think i'd get a clear view regarding more than one subject of query

hope your day goes well, thank you

:flycab343:

Nice. Soltari taught me about the grey Jedi.

The lesson about caring what others think took time, if only what it was about was clear right from the drop of the dime...

Do you find that ironic, being a mentor in how to form healthy boundaries ado with interpersonal association?

It's actually rather Chironic


I'll save for another time to re-type the short story of Chariklo, the eye of my avatar. If her sister is in fact pregnant right now, I'll have to add a few more chapters about a sweet little fluffy shithead cardinal crossed calico and her grandkitten wanting shenanigans.

The implication of your mentee was me, not K, in what I said.

I often don't read between lines well, which lends me to doubt whether what I write between them myself is clear as well.

Just to be clear... but no, no kitten cheers, please, i don't need more reasons than my intertwined mind can find to have more than seven :)

this kind of cheers

not half inverted this kind

Speaking of that plane ride..weren't you on that plane to Amsterdam and at the same time another plane leaving Amsterdam, was blown out of the sky?

You left me that email and then later that morning the passenger plane was hit by surface to air missile.


Did you ever think that highly bizarre?

Because I sure did.

i'm only ok with being seen as a provocateur if what it provokes is water under a bridge, fyi

seldom it may be that i state clearly when provoking is my intention, but i'll always clarify when it is not if it seems it could be to those paying attention. i did not want to provoke any sort of argument; thus was not my intention.


he hurt friends of mine. after so much time, i simply wanted to know badly enough to say it clearly. so that no more anger might be further misdirected via any perceived association.

Seer I tried that day to reassure you along with others that he was fine to help you cope, this is where the “false” Seer started emailing me, but some of your “forum remarks” then were hard to discern what was real.

It is more upsetting the degree to which I fell for some of it too but literally 2020 is like clarity...and hoping to clear any fog I can in relation to that time if I can be of any help....

After I saw him rage that first time, I attempted to keep my distance. Then he came to the X thread, and started calling me 'Seerstar'. Which was reminiscent of the IV days and him calling us all 'stars'.


I do give people room to make mistakes, and then later amends, but then he raged on me again. That wasn't the last time either.

He also raged on IV, his crew. Every time IV attempted to reemerge on GLP, James was there to chase him off.

It was ugly at times. And also very painful.


I hope I've been able to provide some clarity in that regard.

You have utterly and completely lost me. I know nothing of anything you're talking about. I know nothing of his history on GLP. I don't even know who you're referring to as IV.


I have traced back out of curiosity, and June of 2013 is the first time I ever interacted in the X thread.

It was then mostly things, from my recollection, that you and SS spoke of that made sense to me that I shared thoughts on.


Associations can be strange subjective things. I think it's association that's in the eye of the beholder, not beauty. Beauty is intrinsic, association not so much.

Now about that compulsion for association with the moon in it's color wholly under the umbra of gaia...

On second thought, nah, no more questions today

pole plants for dictating! lol

I know the “atmosphere” surrounding some of that but details no...but curious that “dictation” thing was recently brought up on my Night traveler thread...the LOLAC seems to be the one pushing some of this...divide

i've never known lolac to post a song video! lol

i can't believe it's not am impersonator without the exclamation! lol