Mad World

how about when the haunted become the haunters?
haha

seer...gotta tell you this

once you watched anti hero it stopped repeating in my head

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Split brain conditioning

That’s what I’m thinking. If I had seen it first, then went to YouTube and saw it recommended I wouldn’t have thought anything of it, because I know that is how the algorithm works.

However, not seeing or clicking your thread and it still works it out in minutes and offers me that video on the chance I’d choose it and we’d have this conversation. Is that sync or something else?

I think unrelated, but this prompted me to recall someone in a certain server saying they would "cause a split".
I remember thinking that was a strange of particularly dodgy thing to say.
Who knows, maybe directly related. *shrug*

that is very specific terminology, I'd know what they meant for sure if you knew the whole sentence

As I remember it was out of context, like vaguely said. Not a reply to anyone. "I will cause a split" is what I remember, though it might've been phrased slightly differently.

are you sure it wasn't...
"It will cause a split" rather than "I"?

You're making me second guess. I'm now only 95% sure it was "I".
How dare you create doubt! :P

well yeah hehe the reason I say is just because "it will cause a split" is a phrase commonly used in did but I cause a split I've never heard

Ah ok. Well the lack of context doesn't really assist.
Split in a person or of a group? It or I?

I have seen quite a bit of use of "it" in referring to a person before, I had assumed that the use was a tactic to promote a depersonalization of an aspect of self, which you appear to be confirming here.

Whichever it was I tagged it [fucky] when I saw it.

to cause a new alter to form, generally if that happens its because you have some new traumatic thing happen and the dissociative mind is already not whole so it'll "split" a new alter to cope with the traumatic thing

in that context that's what that means

Yeah that's what I meant by depersonalizing an aspect of self, as in the existing whole (or unstable "whole" is probably more accurate). To depersonalize an aspect (say certain personality traits that the wannabe programmer doesn't like) with certain traits whilst other aspects are encouraged as being "real", leading to a split of what is "me" and what is "it".

yeah I totally getcha, you mean that person may have been threatening to cause a split in someone else.
It's just a curious way of saying it (not doubting you).

I'm not sure I can explain this sufficiently.
With such shielding, blocking, or otherwise mechanisms I'm typically trying to align my own state with what I am 'cool with' and the shielding 'frequency' is sort of an extension of that. So, whilst I'm not visualizing a set vibrational rate I am instilling it with by building it from 'self'.

There's a few examples in media and science of such a thing, there's an episode of stargate where there are force field barriers that they cannot pass through unless moving very fast and are able to 'see' the gaps.

Consider to wave forms coming together that are not in alignment, say in music. It 'sounds' wrong.

.--.__.--.__.--.__.--.

meeting with

/\__/\_/\__/\_/\___/\_/\

It's abrasive by feel, you don't even need to analyze it, it just feels "off".

We can get more technical and have layers at different frequency and vibrational rates, say an outer "shell" that is similar to that jagged one whilst you're layers deep closer to the first, calmer wave. Mind you some folks will encounter that and feel you're abrasive to them.

It's also worth mentioning that there are those out there that will seek to mirror, mimic and align to you simply to get closer. Psychologically we might consider these the sociopath, the covert narcissist. It can be interesting or useful to allow these types to do exactly that, knowing that you've got a little something in store for when they think they've reached "core access" and try to hurt you.

I hope some of that makes sense, I'm just spamming it out in attempt to explain what is largely, for me, intuitive and by feel.

I should mention there is a scenario where someone has a hard, spiky outer shell, that has been developed due to abuse or continued harm and everything they interact with gets filtered through that and so the world becomes interpreted as. As though their protective layer is affecting the frequency of incoming energy and causing it to be seen as a threat, though the actual cause is their own energetic/psychological shielding.

Consider the below masterpiece work.

.--.__.--.__.--.__.--. [Other frequency]

/\__/\_/\__/\_/\___/\_/\ [Hard outer shield]

^._.^.^..^.^...^.^ [As felt after modulatation by the shield]

The shield in that 'diagram' is causing the frequency to be changed, so by the time it is felt it seems quite a bit jagged and harsh.

So to answer your question...
I suggest constructing your layers in such a way as to vibe with yourself and if you do put some hard outer layers in, when encountering abrasive frequency, take the time to feel it out. There is always a chance your extra-strong defenses are modulating the energy in to a state that is worse than it actually is.
Then again, some energy is quite obvious :)

It's weird. I really, really am curious about "Dream Themes" - not recurring dreams, but continuing storylines or themes that get repeated over and over.

I told you guys about the dream where all the people from GLP were in this little minecart that was riding through a giant studio, like a movie studio. That really stuck with me.

But yeah, these military dreams, they're more frequent sometimes than others. Right now, for example, I'm getting theme park dreams consistently and I can't remember a recent military dream.

But in those dreams, the overriding sort of "feeling" is there is a mission, something that needs to happen, OR, it's training, training, training - testing, training, IDK. I can't remember the people in my squad, just that they are there, and/or, their bodies.