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Mad World
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Hmm. Maybe that is just the experience I have had.
I have yet to come across anything that can subdue me within.
It feels to me like fear is always the key when there, though.
If I held fear of it, it would have power over me.
There was one time I gave in. Not out of fear but out of irritation. I would be dog piled by flesh eating wraiths at times. Usually I would just blast them off in a force push, but one time I said "fuck it" and they consumed me. I did not wake up. No, I went somewhere else, and was my full being. So powerful I felt.
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 50470977 We have discussed it in the past. For me, it felt like total peace. And being enormously vast and flat. Totally black. No thoughts. Just sensation of ineffable weight. Which I believe is why what I perceived as my lingering consciousness, felt pressed perfectly flat. That would scare me with the wraiths. I have had similar experience. I learned to block quite effectively due to it. I don't feel the weight. Same total black and thoughtless, but the feeling that comes is a radiating energy, feeling outwards through the void. Its like, I am the void. When it speaks, I am speaking. Its really quiet today. Do you ask why I talk to you? It changes for me. In that case it was great, weight. In most other cases, it is radiant and/or internal energy like you say. Yes. I also felt like I was part of something gianomous. But that whatever still remained of my sense of self, there was a sense of otherness, many otherness, there as well. It is quiet. Maybe people are tired. I know I am. That back and forth between Caylus and I yesterday, took it out of me. That and working and my mom. I like talking to you. Seems we share similar experience. Which is always nice to find and discuss.
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