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Message Subject Mad World
Poster Handle Anonymous Coward
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Yes. I was unformed but I was not alone. We were all part of each other at the same time. It was the most beautiful sense of peace I have ever known.

My last thought as it came over me each time was OoooOohhh Mmmmuuuuyy Gooooooooooood.................

It only would take seconds and I was rendered completely helpless and taken with it.

What disease?

Yes they do. It could be why I feel so wiped out. They energy has been intense today as well.

You too?
 Quoting: Seer777


Maybe I misread. I thought you said your mother was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease.

They floor me. My core gets rocked. Sometimes, the pain is so intense, I cant think or move. Just throbbing pain. Heart beating pounding it like a drum. Worst pain I have ever felt. This brings emotional, soul, and physical pain. I squirm just to find some form of relief. I just have to ride it out, for hours to days sometimes.

I have always seen death differently. When my great grandparents died, I was to young to understand. But when I witnessed it later in life I knew, I was not the same in this manner as others. Ill share the story and then leave you to your game.

I was in Iraq. We were housed on what they called pads. They were sea containers fixed as 2 bed rooms with ac and insulation.

We would be mortared multiple times throughout the day. You came to know the scream of the incoming, and know how close impact would be to your location.

I was on the day shift this time needing to get in the showers to report for duty. But something inside told me to wait. I never waited. A strict routine was in place down to the shower stall I used.

And during the time I should have been in the showers, the mortars fell. I waited till the had stopped, but knew they had been right on top of our pad, as the explosions were concussive. I went out and went to where the showers were, and right where my heart would have been was a 6in round hole punched through the shower sea container.

I walked further and saw an officer bleeding from his eye, with gauze covering it. Laying on the gravel outside his room. I kept going to where I heard screams for assistance. There was a container on fire and a young soldier on the gravel. He was full of small little holes. So many there was no blood pressure to pump the blood out. it was just rolling out like it would as water beads down a window seal.

I tried to help put out the flames, but it was helpless, and we let it burn. But attention went to the soldier. And in that moment I felt something leave. Like a brush of air. They tried for hours, bring his body to life 5 separate occasions but failed in the end. But I knew, that moment that he was gone. His body was "alive" but her was not there.

When it was over, everyone was distraught. But I was calm... People asked, are you fine? Yea I'm fine, I didn't get hit. After the fact, I thought about this for years.
 
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