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REPORT ABUSIVE REPLY
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Mad World
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Anonymous Coward |
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It does not pulse. It is a single solid, powerful spike, then I see.
Sometimes I get the flashes without the "pop"
Sometimes it comes from people.
Once I saw a young lady through ones eye. She was beautiful, smiling at me, showing me herself looking in the mirror.
I was led to this lovely girl's twitter and pinterest page 3 years ago. Such a unique name she has, I forgot it and could not find it again. She was in Oregon and studied psychology. Her profile pic was of her long beautiful hair with her right hand covering her tilted face.
This is the girl I saw. This is the girl I dream with. She is very special to me.
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 50470977 I see. Mine is so pronounced. It is like having a whole nother sense. It does all sorts of things. The purple flashes? Or blue-ish purple? I see. She sounds lovely. It wasn't me if that is what you might be implying. I have never had a twitter account and I have kept all images of me offline for years. Even if someone was to dig one up, it wouldn't be recent. Hell I don't know who she is. I was hoping though. I just know what I feel from you. I feel and dream with another as well. This other one I follow sleep patterns, and emotions with. I told you all about her of course. I'm told this one is to be my wife. Actually was promised, and shown how many kids. I had a vision where I was hugging the first one. We love each other, and spent some time together, but it was a good bye hug. The one to be my wife was jealous and I wondered why if she already knew what was coming. Then I left to go with her and we watched a movie together. I think I'm afraid I wont to experience that with her. Ha. That's enough of that. Understandable. I am starting to finally work past the desire for kids. It was a long and devastating 8 year fight with fate, but I think I have finally conquered it. I have neices and nephews. My neice loves putting makeup on me. She's 10 and quite talented. Has all the special brushes and such. I don't really know what to think about the energy anymore. I kinda know where it comes from. I kinda don't. Sometimes I feel it all the time. Sometimes barely at all. Sometimes it is highly suggestive sexually, other times, not at all. There are cycles that make sense and some that don't. Over the years of this I keep finding myself feeling somewhat isolated although so many have passed through. I hope that makes sense. I don't really have a strong desire for kids. It is just having seen her holding her first child for the first time brought a lot of happiness to me. This was another smack in the eye moment. It was.. I don't know. I never felt something like that before. Sometimes I wonder If she has seen these things as well. It makes sense. Ill put it this way, I've been told I get the complex things but really struggle with the simple ones. Really I'm confused as hell. My day is mostly sitting stalled, not knowing wtf is happening. I do know you give me a very specific feel. And it is lovely and rarely sexual. But when it is it is deep. I get that feeling throughout the day. I'm getting tired though. I want to give up. I don't want to care anymore.
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