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Mad World
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Seer777 |
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Understandable. I am starting to finally work past the desire for kids. It was a long and devastating 8 year fight with fate, but I think I have finally conquered it. I have neices and nephews.
My neice loves putting makeup on me. She's 10 and quite talented. Has all the special brushes and such.
I don't really know what to think about the energy anymore. I kinda know where it comes from. I kinda don't. Sometimes I feel it all the time. Sometimes barely at all.
Sometimes it is highly suggestive sexually, other times, not at all. There are cycles that make sense and some that don't. Over the years of this I keep finding myself feeling somewhat isolated although so many have passed through.
I hope that makes sense.
Quoting: Seer777 I don't really have a strong desire for kids. It is just having seen her holding her first child for the first time brought a lot of happiness to me. This was another smack in the eye moment. It was.. I don't know. I never felt something like that before. Sometimes I wonder If she has seen these things as well. It makes sense. Ill put it this way, I've been told I get the complex things but really struggle with the simple ones. Really I'm confused as hell. My day is mostly sitting stalled, not knowing wtf is happening. I do know you give me a very specific feel. And it is lovely and rarely sexual. But when it is it is deep. I get that feeling throughout the day. I'm getting tired though. I want to give up. I don't want to care anymore. Did you notice it today? This morning in particular? I'm so confused. Just like you. I have no idea what's going on. I've been guessing this whole time. ...
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