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Message Subject Mad World
Poster Handle Seer777
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what you two are going through sounds like conflict me and two other users had on here

it was conflict of some sort of mistrust , we were too suspicious

we all deleted our accounts here
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 71031102


The distrust is not mine. I trust Caylus is, who she says she is.

I appreciate you adding though. I have seen many members delete their accounts over the years. It often feels like a loss. Far more than the other way around.
 Quoting: Seer777


the feeling of being watched was overwhelming . i often feel like more is going on than the knowledge bombs that have been dropped over the weeks as in there is more to it

the synchronicities we were experiencing were too strange and only added to our paranoia before we started becoming more knowledgable about the way they work

the thing was , we got together , discovered our answers , and we scared eachother off and I think that is partly because we don't fully understand how manipulative we can be to eachother - big thing - whether we are aware or not . it all moves at such a rate that we have to learn it , and we get scared by the things we dont understand
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 71031102


I understand that completely. I've been through it too. That is how I can recognize others going through similar.

I remember when sync got so strong, I thought I might drown. I called it the 'Sync Tsunami'. The impossibilities and rapid fire timing, pushed me to level of flexibility, where 'no thing' became real.

I get it.

I use to also say it felt like my understanding of reality at those moments, would resemble a rainbow-colored paintbomb going off in an enclosed white room. And then I would be left to put something back together of what use to resemble my sense of reality.

I recall how lonely that felt at times. But I do my best work in silence. And I knew that about myself.
 
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