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I would have been scarier if they weren't there.

All their purpose was clearly to protect me. At least that is the impression I was given.

Long time ago..and haven't seen them again.

Like an egg shell, I broke out and away.

Served its purpose.

I’m glad to hear that you felt protected by them.

I felt neither protected nor threatened by the one I’m referring to. While the experience was very alarming, the hooded man seemed neutral in nature. Just there to accomplish what they were sent to do.

I was told by someone we both know that the above occurred to me, the same night the ‘belt’ was created for you.

Someone told you that just now?

That sounds like a lie. 'The night' doesn't exist.

No, not just now. I was told this by the person the next day, when I asked them to look into what happened to me the night before.

It is a small list that would know about that though.

So it is pretty easy to narrow it down.


Bending the Force against direct will, has consequence.

Given when it happened, it’s very easy to narrow down. Perhaps they only assumed it occurred the same night, but that was what I was told.

Which day was that?

I would need more context.

Late August 2016. I don’t remember the exact date. I’m sure if I dig in a certain thread later, I’ll be able to narrow it down.

the last couple of days the tower room with the stairs i have yet to go up is flickering into reality in a comfy way

Were you telling the truth about it being the same night, aether?

Figures..



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I don’t even care if it’s a lie or not. But I do want to know, because if true, it would explain a lot.

the hooded guy whom very sincere about you and you dont mind him being so
yes

i dont relate stuff with you related to seer at the time
maybe linear time matches

it is true

You lie to women about me all the time.

I can't tell you how many times I've willed your fatal header down the stairs..

Countless. But you're still alive..


How does that make you feel?

Ah ok, well you told me, at the time, that it was the same night.
Perhaps you were mistaken, and that’s why it’s since left your memory bank.

Again, true or false, doesn’t matter to me. But I’ve wanted to know since you told me, and haven’t been presented with the opportunity, until now.

i never lie about you it is that you will never believe what i say

how do i feel about that
sometimes it is awkward mostly it is not

same time is true and you similar to seer are okay with the person/ people involved

it is like that looking back

This wasn’t meant to be an altercation. The hooded people were brought up, so I used the opportunity to answer a question I’ve had for almost 4 years. There’s no emotional ties to any of it for me. It would just explain a lot.

Ok, thank you.

i know that is true and i am fine

And Seer, I was under the assumption the ‘belt’ night occurred. Had I known their were discrepancies in the story, I would’ve avoided bringing it up. Sorry for the confusion.

*there

your hooded man is reading texts that are involved in his understanding of you and you say that you are okay about that
i asked you and you say yes you are okay with him reading texts over you

it is like that him and you

That was what occurred that night, yes. Though I didn’t consciously give my consent. I had no idea why it happened. Then you found what you did, the next day.

true
it us like the room in the tower
same everything except it now feels lived in
no sign of who and i have been nowhere in the tower since then
everything is here

us = is

oh
there is a difference
seer fits in easier today since that day

there is that
linear time

Well it’s been nice to be able to talk with Seer about what we experience, so openly and honestly. I’m hoping that continues.