Then he more specific in your statements. As you have described it the same way for the past decade and more.

What decipherable specific process are you alluding to?

Living with what? Spikes in emotion and energy based on the non specific?

When I alluded to it potentially being hormonal or nutrient derived you said I was gaslighting you without even taking into account of asking the specifics.

I discuss everything I say here IRL; As creating a compartmentalized personality isn't healthy and as with the above I asked if you spoke about these phenomena with those in your circumstances.

Why the need to obfuscate?

If not discussed in the plain light of day it is often a thought which cannot walk on its own.

It becomes akin to the Noby meanderings.