The Anti-Messiah is the woman who teaches the world to save themselves

yes, belittle me so you can move on..

never seen that before..

Whoa
That's an interesting dream.

There was more parts of my dream as well. I had these kids, three kids. All newborns, two of them girls and one of them a boy. I left the room to get them food (as if breastfeeding didn't exist in my dream, and it was funny because I kept looking for 'something babies could eat' without ever figuring out the obvious) and when I came back in one of my children, a girl, was fully grown. Of course I was pretty freaked out by that fact, but she was like a fully grown teenager, and she shook her head at me because I had saltine crackers in my hand like I was going to give that to my other two newborns, like "babies can't eat that" or something. Well duh.

I couldn't figure out what caused her to grow up so fast like that. But I realized when I looked at her that she wasn't a normal child of mine, she was a clone of me. That made me scared because I remembered clones don't seem to live as long or as well. She was me, that was weird, to exist twice. This was really fascinating because I watched her in her teen years and she did and said and acted in all the ways I did, but she had a little of something different in her as well. Of course I've never had kids and don't know what it's like but I must have felt something right then resembling the honor of motherhood, if only simulated.

Then my other kids started growing up too fast as well, and their 'father' sent his friend to tell me that 'he liked the kids and all, but he doesn't like YOU, so he's leaving'. And I said, 'oh I suppose I'm not pretty enough for him, but that's okay, if he doesn't see me for who I am and love me for that than he doesn't deserve me'. The man who left is somebody I have no idea who they are and have no attachment too. Why I was having dream-children with them I have no idea. He had shaved blonde hair and a pretty face, but to be honest wasn't really my type. And in this dream he just sort of seemed to be a background feature, he never spoke to me or the kids and sat in his room most of the time, so good riddance when he left.

There are some other parts of this dream that are in my head in disconnected chunks but for posterity I'll record them. Huge tower, grey sky. Metropolitan area. My ex best friend who is having a baby with my ex boyfriend featured in this dream. she had a camera strapped to her body and was recording her sexteraction with a famous person who was staying in the tower/hotel because she was such a fangirl and wanted to prove she was with him.

He was part of this band and they were familiar to me. I saw them on stage and they were having a conversation I was involved in. But at this point I was one of the band-members myself, a young man, having a conversation with my friends. But when I turned around there was and enormous crowd of I want to say "11,000" people all watching us behind me (I don't have stage fright in the least, so it didn't scare me or anything) and the mic had been on. We hadn't said anything embarrassing, we'd just shared a bonding moment. And it seemed like the crowd wanted to watch.

I was very poor in my dream with the babies. In another part though the part before I woke up with that weird message where I saw that phrase "illuminati working girl" and the something which told me to "try it that way" I was back on campus and something was pushing me to return to irvine no matter what. I woke up with no such desire, though...

There's more to this I wish I could recall...but I woke up with the feeling it was terribly intricate and it felt very real to me somehow.

Last Edited by Caylus Ark on 05/20/2016 01:31 PM

Simple and English always have the same results, but many crossovers between Jewish and English/Simple is statistically quite unlikely (as they are entirely different equations) and worth looking into for sure! I get the feeling you should examine the root of the word 'papacy' and see what you come up with, could be quite informative...

What happened to you not engaging me.

Why would I move on? To where? I don't have anything to hide or feel guilty about.

whoa, interesting dream .. Ill think about that one for a while and get back to you if I can think of anything.

never said you did, I think you are just too lazy to give a shit because it would take effort. THis is worse in my opinion but I'm sure you will just shrug it off with the same laziness.

as far as engaging, this isn't, this is schooling.

engaging is done by equals, which I no longer see you as one.

The other weird thing this morning was that I saw the same saltine crackers from my dream on the dining room counter. I thought , "oh, I guess that's why those crackers appeared in my dream. but I wonder why they are out on the counter at all. nobody in the house eats or buys those. I wonder why they were left there".

The saltine crackers stood out to me for some reason that's hard for me to understand. I think I take it to mean - in waking, rational thought - that they are a symbol of material poverty and that it relates to spiritual progression in some terms. I asked the daemon in my head about why the crackers were placed there and if perhaps it may have triggered me to have the dream, and he responded that "the question was not why, but when."

Last Edited by Caylus Ark on 05/20/2016 01:36 PM

Alright, I acknowledge your stance on the matter.

my first impression of the cracker symbol was that it was your subconscious forming the closest to 'flat bread'.. you know, bread before we knew about the powers of yeast..

3rd one down on my screen (R..)

Yeah, I never examined the root of it yet, but I did look, being that I'm in to Law, it was kind of weird. To make it more so, I had started an account somewhere called "R Estates", and Real means Royal which normally translates to Royal Estate (because we don't own it), but according to Gematria, my account could be seen as Papacy Estates, which is incredibly to the point.

of course you do, you're too lazy to continue this argument.

I got your number dialed now dude, and it's disappointing.

Argument? I'm not arguing anything, if someone says I'm lazy, or don't give a shit about people, I'm not obligated to start debating you. I know who I am, and I don't really need you to approve of me.

"no I am not arguing with you."

Now now you two, you are both quite special!

sorry, I will step back for a while. people that profess spirituality with the same laziness that they clean their trailer with piss me off.

talk to you later kayli.

So worked up..

We are all special, even you snaggle!

Just so anyone who reads this knows, I don't know what's up with my site, and yes I don't really care that much.

If enough people tell me there's problems with it, I'll just take it down and use a different drag and drop service.

I'm feeling better, I turned around to see my boy drawing circles with a dry erase marker in his toes..

2 years old and he can already do it better than me.



Last Edited by snaggle_poo on 05/20/2016 01:48 PM

I do think the tower in my dream was the tower of babylon, which I have dreamt of more than once.

I guessed that as well.. yes, your dream is more a when than what..

be back later, imma go draw circles with my toes.

Yes, All love what else can I say now

When I posted this thread, my daemon was like, "you named an archetype!"
I think what he meant was that there is a reason we are coming around to the 'woman hero trope'. Some of the anonymous people online call it SJWism, social-justice-warrior-ism, but frankly I disagree. There is a reason for the 'supergirl' 'rey' 'katniss' theme going on.

It's the cycling of eras, that's why I was so fascinated by the 'coph nia' 'kenneth grant' result to that gematrix. You see the female is the spirit of water, which is the abyss of chaos from which order was formed, the unconscious, from which magick arises, and darkness, from which light can contrast.

The bringer of the era of magick aeon is a female spirit because the prior one of order, strict prurience, and obedience was a male spirit and it belongs to the departing age. we are seeing the new archetype ever-becoming more popular in public consciousness because it delivers this 'child' which is the combination of male and female spirits, the third pillar.



The spirit of king arthur in a particular anime called "Fate Stay Night" is depicted as a blonde female. Why would the ruler of excalibur, the god sword, be a female? Because the mother of magick is the source of the children of potential.

Why can Rey beat a trained Sith? I will tell you why. Yes, she was not trained in the force, I grant you that. But the theme of the new era stems from not LOGIC, but the DREAM, the ILLOGICAL made possible. That is because the true laws of the universe and physics can only be understood when their grip on logic is loosened. The creative and irrational are the 'missing links' in science, for a grand unified theory, and they are also the lost pieces of the secret of the ancients.

The reason Rey beat a trained Sith with the force is because the power she needed to win was the ability to manifest her will in actuality and that is an inner ability. Inner psychic potential is a new theme and a new archetype.

All over, you can see the pictures of this secret, the laws of the universe are depicted on these incredible paintings, but you must have the eyes to see.

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Last Edited by Caylus Ark on 05/20/2016 02:00 PM

That's quite fascinating...

I even looked up tower for some interesting observations, good & bad, but I had mis-read what you said as "NOT the tower of Babylon.

I'm not very physic myself, I don't think, at least I don't trust much. I really do love reading stuff like this, even if speculative, love it.

The tower has a lot of meaning for me! I drew the tower recently out of nowhere it seemed as well. I often find it interesting on GLP to pay attention to mis-perceptions of thread titles and headings. It happens to me on here a lot and I always find I learn quite a bit about my own psyche when it does happen.

Being psychic isn't about being able to predict the future because I don't think the gift works like that. Just like a space-time anomaly you can't really 'choose' when it occurs, when it occurs chooses you, and you are the vehicle for the anomalous occurrence. There are environmental features you can arrange in order to increase the likelihood of certain phenomena, but it is still more of a lightening rod than a hard science. Then the current of manifestation comes from the degree of psychic complexity you bring to the table with your own awareness or consciousness.

Fung Shui entails this awareness of how to arrange space in order to direct the current of manifestation. the practice of 'magick' and 'alchemy' refer similarly to arranging symbols and space around your personhood and the inner temple, as above so below. east west north south refers to the heavenly and fallen, astral and earthly, inner and outer. Psychic is perhaps better thought of as the ability to 'charge' a construct, vivify the unmanifest.

Heh..reminds me of something i said to a friend...

"maybe the naturals are returning"

enjoyed that

I believe that they are, and insofar as belief can impact what can or may happen, we may as well all continue to believe it!

Last Edited by Caylus Ark on 05/20/2016 02:18 PM

In that case, maybe I am. I also am very aware of words & their subtle effects, biases/fallacies, body language, weird shit. I'm a little too much in my head too often, sometimes thats when the magick happens, other times it seems effortless.

I've never been a lucky guy per se , seemingly unlucky often but I see it as opportunity, except when I really need luck, it seems to really be there so no complaints.

Sometimes I think luck is a matter of perception rather than anything else. Sometimes its the things we want least that make us grow the most. If you lived exactly the life you wanted it's doubtful anybody would ever do anything important.

Last Edited by Caylus Ark on 05/20/2016 02:22 PM

Absolutely... Great point! Mine is not the lotto/cards/dice (immediate gratification) luck for sure, mine is super unsexy but I'm super grateful none-the-less.