the team of specialists designated to handle "the experiment" , can we talk about 'em?

that's why I mentioned it, it really is good cinema, with the first directors giving you spartacus like scenery and the acting is really well done.

I remember before you saying you would turn off the subtitles to learn the language which I actually did with this after the first dozen or so..

anyways, enjoy, I've got 15 or so strikes I need to run tonight on destiny, so it's gonna be a long night.

Oh, and

^^^ its interesting that you responded to the voices that told you to kill! lol

I didn't, it took the man attacking me with a knife for me to do as I was told. Sure, when I was about to be stabbed, instinct kicked in...but that wasn't much of a 'choice'

it goes back to your programming, sounds like you've been activated! lol

looked up unlytened lol
[link to www.gematrix.org]

Active field containment. The level of isolation decided upon by the higher ups and imposed upon the reality of the psychically viable. Those subjected to this electromagnetic prison tend to notice aspects of their life drastically shift and seem to be confined to certain predetermined parameters. Mind you, not that the sentience capable of creating these prisons are easily perceived by the limited human sensory experience. Unless it has chosen to be…

The status of their active experiments was always closely monitored by a highly specialized and select team. Occasionally the question cropped up of why bother keeping them amongst the ‘mundane’ if they were showing bending signs. There’s multiple reasons depending on the case subject. For most of them, it’s simply not practical to resort to a complete abduction. Too many loved ones or relatives, extraction would create to much distress. If it could be done without any loose ends and/or the situation escalated beyond the point of redemption, than it would be carried out. Generally this is rare, a last resort. Most cases aren’t so spectacular that they’d warrant this and nearly all of the data needed could be gathered from the subject in their naturalistic setting.

The situation can be illustrated by means of allegory. Imagine that you wish to study a rare breed of endangered animal, but you recognize that taking that animal out of its natural habitat would comprise the experiment. To go about studying this creature, subtle means are preferable. How would the serious experimenter go about doing this? We have all seen the documentary depicting wildlife specialists roaming the forests, temporarily abducting target animals (sedating them, inserting a tracking device) before releasing them back into the wild (the animal mostly none the wiser, aside of some slight confusion and gaps in memory). After that the animal is easily tracked and monitored with little to no further interference from experimenters, who can watch from a distance. “Anomalies” are treated in a similar fashion. We are rare and high-value pets to the experimenters.

Occasionally, it becomes necessary to isolate the experimental subject from the greater world. Referring back to our endangered mammal in its natural habitat, we might erect boundaries around our experimental zone, protecting the subject and limiting interference from the outside. Natural or unnatural walls can be built to prevent trespassers from poaching and to ensure the animal does not wander outside the careful eye of the experimenter.

In layman's terms what is this gematrix

there's some reasons for the parameters ms wolfie

It's a system of matching the values of letters/words to specific numbers. So you have a list of other letters/words/sentences with the same numerical values/correspondences.

I am supposed to find them,or made? they are supposed to find me. One way or the other. I think. I think they are my friends. Would you like to enlighten me, about their nature?

I am supposed to find them,or made? they are supposed to find me. One way or the other. I think. I think they are my friends. Would you like to enlighten me, about their nature?

I was trying to ask about the specialists.but it did not post that way. My fault. New to all this.

sounds to me like op lost playing against a god at chess,and now hes pouting.not a sore loser, are you op?

Yes, certainly. I once dreamed I was at prom in high school and there was a serial killer in the courtyard. I ran up to the serial killer and ripped him into shreds like I was a werebeast or something. And I felt this insane adrenaline. I think I remember that dream because it marked a major turning point in my life. I was maybe 17 at this time. Up until then I'd been a fearful child. Fearful of death and the dark. But after this dream I rarely was afraid. I knew if it came down to it I could act.

After I ripped the serial killer into shreds I remember seeing a mask. I had no idea what culture it was from back then but I eventually recognized it elsewhere - anubis. I saw a man wearing an anubis mask.

sounds to me like op lost playing against a god at chess,and now hes pouting.not a sore loser, are you op?

I will take some time and check it out further.Used it for research on my name a few months ago.
As for the specialists I started looking for them at the same time. They have always been with me, I just didn't know. How weird is it to miss them. To know them by name. I know that I am connected with them now.but it is weird this way. I need to see them.yet I do see them. Everyday staring back at me.after so much, still alone.

Oh, well then I answered the wrong question.

Okay, yeah they'll find you, you can go looking for them but they're way better at being incognito than you are and you probably will end up chasing your tail.

They'll find you if you start to show signs of being an anomaly, and then they'll watch you. They might alert you to the fact they are monitoring you or they may not. It depends. They usually do eventually just to get you off guard. Then it's a question of whether you shrug it off and continue living life as normal, or if it becomes something you 'chase the white rabbit' on which can be both enlightening and destabilizing.

Things may remain this way for a time, like they will just keep an eye on you. Maybe you'll get their interest further if you have a lot of psi . Then the synchronicity starts cropping up a lot more. How you handle this will really depend on your nature and it can sort of be a spiritual trial by fire , lots of people... well they don't end up doing so well if it goes on too long and they don't come to grips with it and detach from the fear and paranoia it may bring up for many.

Yeah, there are levels to the program as I call it...if you are very very good at handling it, and grow a lot, (think jedi training, the force etc - the force is actually real) then they will further and further test you - its rare for them to find people who are capable of really reaching the upper levels without breaking too soon. they will usually push you until you simply won't react anymore , or you break...most eventually break at some point, then once you do break, you can be changed / molded or whatever...