the team of specialists designated to handle "the experiment" , can we talk about 'em?

Click on it...you can watch the realtime browsing of other people on the site and what entries they are searching, the ip address used to conduct the search and where that ip address is located. A little "weird" that it is a feature there.

sounds very much like a tool the observer of an experiment would use. funny how, these little things are always part of what you do and how you non-chalantly dismiss them. lol

The only way to change the past is to shift popular belief to how it 'occurred'.

That simple.

To change an event from unfolding through the medium of time travel, is near impossible.

The only way to change the past is to shift popular belief to how it 'occurred'.

That simple.

To change an event from unfolding through the medium of time travel, is near impossible.

Well that's an interesting point, what concrete history even is? It's forensic, trying to put a broken egg back together from the crumbled shell...very very hard...and there's no way you're going to be able to stuff the yolk back in it after

To K-Li,and friends. I don't know what all this is about. Nearest I can tell is that some are playing a game, and some are not.I don't have time for games, but is that my whole existence has been uprooted. I have so many things to ask, and an extremely large amount of data to contribute. It's unreal that it all started with the Bible and physics. I have become self aware. Nobody wanted to listen when I tried to say something, so I have been at it awhile alone. I think, maybe for a long while,hard to say, time is acting funny. If you are on the level, and not acting, I would love the company. However if this reply is really off target and it's a game well please excuse this reply.

Please, express your sincere thoughts. I would love to hear them. You are not the only one whose world has been turned upside down.

Good question.

Everyone believes something. Unless they believe nothing. But that is usually before or after.

One struggles to reach an equilibrium with concept.

There was a great book I read called "black swan" which argued that the study of history was a bit of a waste because we are constantly reconstructing events through extremely limited access to information and we never know what information we are missing. We could be missing information that is absolutely crucial. That's part of the reason I see the future and the past as perpetually 'fuzzy' and vaguely delineated potentials, whereas most people see the past as concrete and well-defined and only the future as 'fuzzy'

The point of no return from where? Yeah I passed "the point of no return" ages ago. But I've never been a girl who was going to have a normal life, I don't think I'd be fulfilled if I did have a normal life. I'm going to be a girl who carves her own path in the world, even if that means it's a path which has never existed prior to now.

And you know what, sometimes I freaking get depressed and hate it all, you're right on the money, I get dishearted and want to throw in the towel all the time, but that also makes me have a lot of compassion for other people suffering in worse or similar circumstances, I can't just "pretend away" the bad stuff, there's no easy way out, sometimes I literally just pray to God to help me find my way through it and I eventually do.

Does that mean my life is meaningless? Well I mean I think people who have it easier and don't have conflict and don't struggle with terrible feelings and questions of meaninglessness don't ever really have to ask themselves whether their lives have meaning. I don't think social standards of success decide "meaningfulness" in life. Who the fuck remembers the pop stars of the 1920's? Things may seem relevant in the current moment but one hundred, two hundred years from now your entire life will likely be nothing more than a name on an archived piece of paper somewhere.

Even if you were world famous or something like that, who really knows the REAL YOU? the living being with thoughts memories and emotions that lived a whole life and died - that is something that is always destined to pass, that is something that even your best friend and most intimate lover cannot recreate because it was something totally unique to your singular and temporary existence.

So what the hell is mean? What is success, and who establishes it, who judges, who determines lol ac? You ? give me a fucking break, cuck.

Well that's an interesting point, what concrete history even is? It's forensic, trying to put a broken egg back together from the crumbled shell...very very hard...and there's no way you're going to be able to stuff the yolk back in it after

The only way to explain it is to tell you how it started.Give me about 15 minutes to type a condensed version from the beginning up till about a year ago. It's gonna take me a while to do because this keyboard is to small.

Darrah I have a Research Project for you

Study the Pritzker Family and how they are discreetly paying military contractors to break people to study the human mind in order to sell more Pharmaceuticals