Any experts on Dissociative Identity Disorder around here?

never forget coprofagists want to die

and they develop complex and articualted strategies for chasing a suicide by cops

pretextuous and artifact

motivs for being killed

that is because they are ignorant

they ignore the required informations

I have always thought of it as a gift from God. A way to cope and deal with the strange reality around them that is too difficult to handle.


KJV
1 Corinthians 10:13
There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.



Temptation = peirasmos
Strongs #3986

Definition
an experiment, a trial, temptation

Last Edited by SerenaSeesAll on 06/14/2016 10:03 AM

interesting that you bring this up, just last night I was telling a friend about some really weird stuff that happened when I was a teenager and how I was connecting the dots between various topics in the lunatic fringe...and how they seem VERY related.

To answer your question, during my young ages I don't recall any real abuse although our neighbor was a perv who set up his garage all cool and encouraged us girls to play house in there and use the video camera and although at the time I was worried about the grownups finding out... I think he knew and I dont know about the others... I was a really young kid, before gradeschool.. having orgasms and practicing sexual stuff for fun and that camera was always there... I dont know if he was making porno or what...but I was only traumatized by my mother shaming me about sexual stuff when she caught me trying to get my cousins to do stuff like that.

Flash forward to when I was a teenager, and I was living at an adult halfway house, and coincidentally there were a lot of women from very well off families there for one reason or another... women whose parents were either in politics or in the entertainment industry, back then George Bush Sr was the vice president and I still recall one of the only other women who was under 18 was his niece. I didnt know anything about anything back then, and I just wondered why you would brag about something like that because he seemed like such a huge dork to me.

Anyhow, while at this place one of the therapies was three hours of group every day where you basically were humilated and exposed by your councillor and then picked apart by your peers, or sometimes you were given praise... seemed random... we also had one on one sessions for 1 -3 hours whenever your councillor wanted, usually at least three times a week.

We all had similar experiences I think, but my experience was this:
I was fifteen, and this therapist/shrink was very interested in my dreams(i was a chronic nightmare person, still am) ... she was always interpreting them, and somehow she was sure that I was involved in satanic rituals but had repressed memories. during this time I actually began to have dreams of that nature, although before that my nightmares were very different. I dream about eating people and human meat packed neatly in the freezer and weird crap like that. She eventually diagnosed me with MPD, along with other things.

Now, while there, in the woods and farm country, at night occasionally there would be lines of torches off in the field heading toward the wood... like 30-40 people carrying the torches there. I have no idea why, but bored as we were at times, we would peek thru the blinds if we noticed and wonder about it, invent reasons... naturally with a councillor suggesting we were in satanic rituals, a number of us were convinved it was something satanic.

During this time I also experienced what I now think was some kind of either hallucination, lucid dream, or out of body experience...but I came up and could see all places around me at once, and noticed that I was laying down on the bed, and I was like above it somehow... as I was noticing this, I saw a hand reach out of the darkness and actually reach INTO me, into my heart area...well into my body's heart area, and I Noticed my body begin to move about and then I found myself rushed back toward my body and then next i knew i was looking out of my eyes again and seemed to be catching my breath. IDK if that was brain washing, or if it really happened... it never happened again. But one of my friends was convinced that aliens were coming and wound up getting sent to the psycheward over it, but the night in question I couldnt sleep and I heard a noise that I thought sounded the way a UFO would...it wasnt even a noise, more like something i could feel the sound of if that makes sense.

gosh I could go on...

So, nine months of therapy for me and for all of these other rich girls from either the east coast or west coast, me i was from the midwest and the facility was in the midwest.

oh i should mention i had my turn at the psycheward, and while there they wanted to do shock therapy on me... my mom eventually intervened and I was spared that ...but only allowed to leave when I started seeing a psychiatrist out side of the facility who attempted to hypnotize me five times (to reveal these socalled repressed memories), but he gave up then and actually treated me like a human being then, and he told me that some people are easily suggestable, and some are not...and he seemed to definately feel it was better to be of the 'not' group.

As an adult I was in and out of therapy and whatnot, and at some point was rediagnosed with what you are talking about dissocitive disorder and all kinds of other crap that I dont really think applies... I believe that I see and experience things that others dont because I am slightly in a different reality.

I hope this answers some of your questions, I have not had any sleep yet today so my thoughts are slightly punctuated with me dozing off. Sorry! If you have any questions feel free to ask, I have no qualms. It is such a weird coincidence that I havent thought about or talked about this stuff for years and JUST LAST NIGHT i was... and i dont really believe in coincidences, so there you go.

Have a good day, good luck with your research.
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Not so much honestly...do you have it?

Wow! Fascinating! Thanks so much for sharing!

k-lis your really bright i dunno why you spend your time with human perceptions of things. You can fit a sqaure intoa circle if you try enough, you can make anything fit into anything.

You are trying to step outside by going into?
You are talking about 'keeping the trauma shame in the family', sorry but what does this have to do with dissociative disorder?
I think maybe you have learned too much of the human ways.
people are lost beasts untill they find themselvs.
You are looking for things no one can show you.
And your trying to find it through means they invented?

*cough*

Real 'Sybil' Admits Multiple Personalities Were Fake
[link to www.npr.org]

I read Sybil Exposed Seer, we've talked about this. DID is still a real disorder though.

Last Edited by Caylus Ark on 06/14/2016 01:00 PM

It has to do with dissociative disorder because part of how it is made is through unbearable trauma.

I see your point though, I have to understand many ways of looking at things. Otherwise I can't move forward.

See, there is something I am trying to make sense of, myself.

[link to www.gematrix.org]

Maybe. I don't think so though. At least not in the way people want to think of it. I think SRA is also bullshit.

You are not DID. Stop trying to force yourself into that box.

good morning everyone



Last Edited by aether on 06/14/2016 01:04 PM

I'm not saying I am, but it is a disorder that exists and which I'm going to learn as much about as possible. What's the problem with that?

Maybe SRA is bullshit the way that it is interpreted, but it still says something about the state of the psyche - the unconscious. That I don't believe is worth discounting entirely.

Because this topic, like the Nobody topic, facilitates mental illness on a topic that doesn't exist.

Dissociative Identity Disorder DOES exist though. Certainly it is more legitimate of subject matter than The Nobody. And I don't even consider the meme illegitimate. I think this site in its entirety facilitates mental illness, but that doesn't mean it doesn't do any good things too.

I mean, do you really buy into the idea that mental illness is really so simple that is has nothing to do with untrained psychic talent? Don't you think it's possible the West has got it all wrong?

Not sure what your asking me.

Jos is liar who played your interests...

Different levels of nonfunction, loss of reality, most likely due to the chemical that keeps people from 'dreaming while awake' is not functioning properly.

Same chemical is exploited with LSD and causes the 'hallucinations' people experience.

your avatar has become noticbly active kali
I like it
smile

You've convinced yourself Jos is a liar because to believe otherwise would too deeply challenge your existing worldviews, something your ego is incapable of handling. For that reason you will maintain with certainty your position.

Sometimes a hallicination is actually a vision. How do you believe in the psychic experience at all without compromising that sometimes mental illness is mysticism the mind was incapable of integrating?

I actually got the card related to this avatar , "sprinting wolf" from a pack of force of will cards :)
I also got "blessed holy wolf", who is all white.

Everyone plays different roles. Daughter/Mother/friend/sister to start. Then people choose their vocations...that's another role. People go out to the bar...people sit in class. All different roles the same person plays.

People also put on different 'airs' depending on which role they are playing in the moment. Everyone plays different roles.


I don't hallucinate and the only time I did, I had stayed up all night. The 'visions' were nonsense created by a sleep deprived brain.

Last Edited by Seer777 on 06/14/2016 01:31 PM

satanic ritual abuse/monarch programming

and seer is a psychic! and my psychic ability says seer gets jealous when people she tries to handle, reject her! lollol

seer and aether are not mentally ill, but aether believes he's metatron, if that not disaasociation what is ? and seer fully enables that disassociation and actively believes in it! lol

seer rode into town on a turtle! lol

Do not presume anything I believe. I do not believe that aether or anyone is Metatron.

Pickup truck.

Don't you have anything better to do with your life?

Normal people have different personalities for different social circumstances yes. But if it's a normal thing, you can even more so imagine cases where the ordinary mechanism functions in overdrive. Compartmentalization of the psyche.

Not all visions are "hallucinations". You can't tell me there is any validity to crowley-variety magick and not see that.

k-lis , I've read most everything you've written and I believe you have strong did tendencies. if you unlearn those tendencies seer and aether lose control! lol

think about it, who pointed you to aether! lol