Have several med problems....*scoliosis, neck is messed up, severe depression and anxiety, crohn's disease, married for almost 20 yrs to a controlling and mentally and emotionally abusive man (divorced now)
just can't seem to get past all this, it is overwhelming. My mom died 3 yrs ago whom I had't spoken to for yrs and instead of leaving nice words she left nasty notes to the point that even the coroner asked "was your mom bitter much?"
and 10 days ago my son hit a deer driving home from one of his 2 jobs so he can earn enough money for college and now I'm driving him because he's just under 20 and car rental places will not rent him a car.
I'm 61 and just can't take a lot more.
would like to meet a nice guy but its hard since after all the lies I don't trust anyone.
Its been years, since 2000 when he left our son home alone while I was at work so he could go to the casino, he spent 9 months in jail and I spent 3 days in jail for something I didn't do.
sigh.....