Hello,
I pray this is is in good time,.
broken heart here, loosing hope and fading. It feels like im a sort of empath but lately have lost my ability to recharge.
the world is going through so much right now, and though i need to disconnect from it to regain some perspective, the process to rejoin or put myself in a place to be of use has become blocked. sign of the times for everyone. I know the world needs this all around me, i dont know why i could even feel right to ask for it directly for myself. In fact i totally feel bad for standing in this line, like is something i deserve to go through and i should just take it in stride.
at this point i dont even feel im going to be of any use any longer . and this puts a big question mark to float around my head and to cover my eyes.
I been walking in circles, discussing if its time to turn myself off, yet found two nudges to ask for help from 'angel', this being the second. I am here. friends of God please?
the guidelines to ask mentioned to not need to be specific.
i hope this can be useful.
forgive me if this thread and its intended purpose has changed.
please disregard if this is the case.
thank you for all you are in God and and in spirit. peace.
Quoting: 9X9X9 79130431 You are a very emotional person at the moment. Do not make it worse by thinking you are a empath, that would bring your system in overload.
Being a empath means you can clearly and without any distortion pick up other peoples emotions.
In order to be able to do that you have to know yourself, be happy about the current state of yourself, be very coherent and logical...and be empahtic , sensitive and generally loving to other people. Do not demand or expect yourself or any other to be perfect..just to strive for improvement.
You are not grounded. You can just ground or be in nature and look at the tiny stuff. Do not go there to be impressed...go there to be amazed and emotionally moved. If some crying needs to be done in the process of self acceptance...there is no better place to do that than in nature.
There is no reason to turn yourself of.
Compare yourself to to the captain of a sub...looking to the periscope. A second before a bird dumped his shit on the lens. The captain can go into panic mode or think about it...coming to the conclusion that it might just be birdshit doing this...ordering the sub to go lower to flush the shit off the lens.
The final cleaning can be done on a better moment when he can resurface.
Micheal agreed to give you some help here and there.
