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Angel help..Please read the intro first, new info added at the end!,,Page 86 for news.
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Hello,
I pray this is is in good time,.
broken heart here, loosing hope and fading. It feels like im a sort of empath but lately have lost my ability to recharge.
the world is going through so much right now, and though i need to disconnect from it to regain some perspective, the process to rejoin or put myself in a place to be of use has become blocked. sign of the times for everyone. I know the world needs this all around me, i dont know why i could even feel right to ask for it directly for myself. In fact i totally feel bad for standing in this line, like is something i deserve to go through and i should just take it in stride.
at this point i dont even feel im going to be of any use any longer . and this puts a big question mark to float around my head and to cover my eyes.
I been walking in circles, discussing if its time to turn myself off, yet found two nudges to ask for help from 'angel', this being the second. I am here. friends of God please?
the guidelines to ask mentioned to not need to be specific.
i hope this can be useful.
forgive me if this thread and its intended purpose has changed.
please disregard if this is the case.
thank you for all you are in God and and in spirit. peace.
Quoting: 9X9X9 79130431 i know that feeling of being 'blocked', of wanting to shut down, hide from the world, tune out.  let me remind you of what a kind soul reminded me of ..... we are not on this earth to hide or shut down. we are here to be of service of others. when we are depleted, which is what it sounds like you are, which is what i had become as well.. realize that when a cup gets empty, it can no longer give. the secret is to give good energy to others, keeping only enough to stay grounded and ready to help others again. when 'our cup' starts to get empty, we're giving too much and need to slow down, get grounded again. as an empath, we must .... 1: learn to get grounded again, stay grounded. 2: learn to let good energy fill us back up and bad energy to flow on thru us. 3: learn to give give give good energy back to others, and receive it gratefully back into ourselves. :butterfly7: thank you soooo much for your kind reply, i appreciate your time and gesture . it comes at a very dark time for me. my wife of 15 years is killing herself with pain pills in the other room daily, nightly. and she knows whats shes doing but cant stop. in fact at this time she is showing signs of getting worse..shes gone to doctors and just came from paying to see a psychic to see if she can get a clue how a grasp her addiction. shes giving up. I been trying to be helpful but cant do anything more then break down, staying up at night and to make sure she is breathing. we have a kid together and its not looking at all like this is going to get any better. shes a zombie all day now..bumping into things, always high and loaded, so sad.. and i keep coming here to peek into this thread out of habit every night just about..i dont know why. i dont just want to see me end this next few days sitting under a tree crying cause this turned out in the worst way that its obviously going. ..i dont want it to end like this. so much for being cryptic.. thank you so much for responding at the least i know i have had someone next to me as i face this. cio
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