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9x9x9 User ID: 77041850 08/01/2020 05:24 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello, Quoting: 9X9X9 79130431 I pray this is is in good time,. broken heart here, loosing hope and fading. It feels like im a sort of empath but lately have lost my ability to recharge. the world is going through so much right now, and though i need to disconnect from it to regain some perspective, the process to rejoin or put myself in a place to be of use has become blocked. sign of the times for everyone. I know the world needs this all around me, i dont know why i could even feel right to ask for it directly for myself. In fact i totally feel bad for standing in this line, like is something i deserve to go through and i should just take it in stride. at this point i dont even feel im going to be of any use any longer . and this puts a big question mark to float around my head and to cover my eyes. I been walking in circles, discussing if its time to turn myself off, yet found two nudges to ask for help from 'angel', this being the second. I am here. friends of God please? the guidelines to ask mentioned to not need to be specific. i hope this can be useful. forgive me if this thread and its intended purpose has changed. please disregard if this is the case. thank you for all you are in God and and in spirit. peace. i know that feeling of being 'blocked', of wanting to shut down, hide from the world, tune out. let me remind you of what a kind soul reminded me of ..... we are not on this earth to hide or shut down. we are here to be of service of others. when we are depleted, which is what it sounds like you are, which is what i had become as well.. realize that when a cup gets empty, it can no longer give. the secret is to give good energy to others, keeping only enough to stay grounded and ready to help others again. when 'our cup' starts to get empty, we're giving too much and need to slow down, get grounded again. as an empath, we must .... 1: learn to get grounded again, stay grounded. 2: learn to let good energy fill us back up and bad energy to flow on thru us. 3: learn to give give give good energy back to others, and receive it gratefully back into ourselves. :butterfly7: thank you soooo much for your kind reply, i appreciate your time and gesture . it comes at a very dark time for me. my wife of 15 years is killing herself with pain pills in the other room daily, nightly. and she knows whats shes doing but cant stop. in fact at this time she is showing signs of getting worse..shes gone to doctors and just came from paying to see a psychic to see if she can get a clue how a grasp her addiction. shes giving up. I been trying to be helpful but cant do anything more then break down, staying up at night and to make sure she is breathing. we have a kid together and its not looking at all like this is going to get any better. shes a zombie all day now..bumping into things, always high and loaded, so sad.. and i keep coming here to peek into this thread out of habit every night just about..i dont know why. i dont just want to see me end this next few days sitting under a tree crying cause this turned out in the worst way that its obviously going. ..i dont want it to end like this. so much for being cryptic.. thank you so much for responding at the least i know i have had someone next to me as i face this. cio |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78333253 United States 08/01/2020 02:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | thank you soooo much for your kind reply, i appreciate your time and gesture . it comes at a very dark time for me. Quoting: 9x9x9 77041850 my wife of 15 years is killing herself with pain pills in the other room daily, nightly. and she knows whats shes doing but cant stop. in fact at this time she is showing signs of getting worse..shes gone to doctors and just came from paying to see a psychic to see if she can get a clue how a grasp her addiction. shes giving up. I been trying to be helpful but cant do anything more then break down, staying up at night and to make sure she is breathing. we have a kid together and its not looking at all like this is going to get any better. shes a zombie all day now..bumping into things, always high and loaded, so sad.. and i keep coming here to peek into this thread out of habit every night just about..i dont know why. i dont just want to see me end this next few days sitting under a tree crying cause this turned out in the worst way that its obviously going. ..i dont want it to end like this. so much for being cryptic.. thank you so much for responding at the least i know i have had someone next to me as i face this. cio We aren't promised a life of ease, while we go about helping others. Sadly. And yet, a difficult life helps to make each of us stronger, in every way. Will you tell us the first initial of your wife's first name? That way we can direct God's healing energy toward her more easily. My middle son D, is an addict with an infant daughter, I know the sheer pain that comes from dealing with an addict, day in, day out. It's mind-numbing, it depletes us of energy, if we let it. The sad truth, my friend, is that you cannot help your wife until she is ready to help herself. She needs to be as tired of it all, as others around her are. It's encouraging that she will go to her doctors. She NEEDS to be honest with them, that her life is falling completely apart and she needs help to get off those pain pills. Very definitely, you'll need to get and stay grounded. You need to be strong emotionally, taking care of you first, so you can be strong for your child, and strong for your wife too. One of the hardest things for you to do is NOT to enable your wife in any way. She very likely needs to 'hit bottom' so to speak, before she will see the need for herself to make changes. My family has been torn apart because of my son's addiction and withdrawals. :'( Standing by him in his worst time, is the very hardest thing I've ever done. I'd like to turn tail and runnnn to be with the rest of my family, who have scattered to the east and west coasts. Yet I won't, because I love him, and even tho I won't enable him, just observe and be with him, we are seeing teensy tiny steps in the right directions. I had to learn the hard way how to reach him, in the ways that HE could feel the love. It was a lot like this pic: :heal5: There are support groups for the loved ones of addicts, both in person and online. Please find one that can be helpful for you, where you can vent, plus learn from others who have been there, done that. This is also where you can find that 'good energy' to keep yourself going. Turn it over to God, let Him direct your path. And if you can find at least one good friend to help be supportive, that can make a difference too. Bless your heart for standing by your wife during her difficult time. She needs to understand somehow that her choices and zombie-like actions 'could mean' losing both you and your child. Please know that you aren't all alone in this. Many have been there and know the difficulties you face. You can keep coming in here, and also into the daily prayer thread for support. Thread: Daily Prayer Thread !!!Plus The Word Part 2 :heal2: |
9x9x9 User ID: 70116396 United States 08/02/2020 05:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thanks again zenergy! very grateful for your time and words =) her first name letter is S Love the picture too. Yes for sure..support groups, looking. I get the idea to not enable, Im just afraid that she wont wake up playing russian roulette with every incident now. i have to keep a close eye on her and not trigger it further to incite some bad outcome. I am trying to be encouraging about directing her to try? I not realy trying to make an ultimatum , this is why I mentioned this cryptically earlier in the thread as per suggested in the Op first directions. I mentioned to "turn myself off". what i was meaning to was if i should disconnect me and my son from her so he doesn't 'see' her ending it like shes showing signs she might. hes a spectrum kid and this would devastate him, even if he finds her out cold when im out sorta thing or even worse. i know if i pull to hard in that direction of safety she could snap and drop more then she can handle to cope like she does for every reason she finds. difficult choices. talking with her takes the wildest turns, not good. soo. yes, ok..im reaching out. doing things i normally dont and ill not stop. her letter is S - thank you sooo much for the time and prayers. i will strive to make this good. thank you zenergy. love that picture =) |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 76383404 08/08/2020 10:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ok, thank you, got it ,very emotional, not empathetic, or grounded. need to go into the woods and cry and try to be happy about my current state. dont try to be perfect, love myself as is. and Micheal will help out here and there. Quoting: 9x9x9 77023595 hmm..tell a broken person to love himself ..is this not like telling a person that asks for a drink cause hes thirsty as he hands you a cup with holes in it...'just tell to get over being thirsty.' no..ill stop..i can take this from here. thank you for your insight and understanding. cio while you are in the woods, touch a tree, lean with your back against it while you cry. :healnrg2: I see a tree this tree lonely tree does it call to me sit with me and cry around the 4 cycles or circles phases or lessons the who intentions to one. like the winds from four corners that breath the same air like a story having different words but consolidate to the moral this tree cry's for me [link to www.cropcircleconnector.com] thank you. she is two days in her recovery as of now. 'word' comes from dream that "the two shall be as one" thank you |
H User ID: 79243225 United Kingdom 08/08/2020 11:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ok, thank you, got it ,very emotional, not empathetic, or grounded. need to go into the woods and cry and try to be happy about my current state. dont try to be perfect, love myself as is. and Micheal will help out here and there. Quoting: 9x9x9 77023595 hmm..tell a broken person to love himself ..is this not like telling a person that asks for a drink cause hes thirsty as he hands you a cup with holes in it...'just tell to get over being thirsty.' no..ill stop..i can take this from here. thank you for your insight and understanding. cio while you are in the woods, touch a tree, lean with your back against it while you cry. :healnrg2: I see a tree this tree lonely tree does it call to me sit with me and cry around the 4 cycles or circles phases or lessons the who intentions to one. like the winds from four corners that breath the same air like a story having different words but consolidate to the moral this tree cry's for me [link to www.cropcircleconnector.com] thank you. she is two days in her recovery as of now. 'word' comes from dream that "the two shall be as one" thank you Dear angels, can I ask for your help im in a desperate situation. my landlord has decided to give notice, I didnt have much work or money coming in due to the virus. Im just about to start work and itll take time to come in. he doesnt want to wait and are nasty about it. Hes a muslim,and has a shop under me, banging doors, shouts, disrepairs, mould, locking my entrances despite said to leave open, no safety gas certificate, no deposit protection, leaking water room for months, i could continue. i have no other place i know court can judge in my favor to stay if rent arrears paid which will be. please help me so i can stay. please help change his heart.(those mentioned things are illegal here and fines) |
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(OP) User ID: 78791229 Netherlands 08/09/2020 03:35 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Think about it! Quoting: Stumpknocker This is trillions of dollars and he is putting it into our hands now instead of tomorrow. That must mean they aren't planning on us having a tomorrow! The government is spending money like someone with no heirs and 3 weeks to live! What the hell is really going on? Currently the USA is a company, just like a bunch of " departments" and institutions that act as if they are " Federal". That is gonna change soon, the USA will be a country again. All this new extra dept is put where it belongs. The money will be debt for the old Cabal not the new state. Nesara will be rolled out slowly starting this month. random tests are running now. Random people have currently their debts erased, be it the debts due to their education, their creditcards and their mortgages. And that is how Trump counters and breaks the by the Cabal planned " Global Reset". Gesara, the World wide edition will follow a few months later. If you think a thread is important enough for others to read, go to page one and click on the green pin!!! |
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User ID: 79237258 United Kingdom 08/09/2020 12:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dear angels, can I ask for your help im in a desperate situation. my landlord has decided to give notice, I didnt have much work or money coming in due to the virus. Im just about to start work and itll take time to come in. he doesnt want to wait and are nasty about it. Hes a muslim,and has a shop under me, banging doors, shouts, disrepairs, mould, locking my entrances despite said to leave open, no safety gas certificate, no deposit protection, leaking water room for months, i could continue. i have no other place i know court can judge in my favor to stay if rent arrears paid which will be. please help me so i can stay. please help change his heart.(those mentioned things are illegal here and fines) Quoting: H 79243225 I really hope that things get sorted for you. What choice do I have but to be myself? Everyone else was already taken. Develop a nostalgia for the future - Maxwell Maltz MySoul |
KnotHead
User ID: 79247029 United States 08/09/2020 02:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Think about it! Quoting: Stumpknocker This is trillions of dollars and he is putting it into our hands now instead of tomorrow. That must mean they aren't planning on us having a tomorrow! The government is spending money like someone with no heirs and 3 weeks to live! What the hell is really going on? Currently the USA is a company, just like a bunch of " departments" and institutions that act as if they are " Federal". That is gonna change soon, the USA will be a country again. All this new extra dept is put where it belongs. The money will be debt for the old Cabal not the new state. Nesara will be rolled out slowly starting this month. random tests are running now. Random people have currently their debts erased, be it the debts due to their education, their creditcards and their mortgages. And that is how Trump counters and breaks the by the Cabal planned " Global Reset". Gesara, the World wide edition will follow a few months later. Thank you grumpier. Good news indeed. And good news is scarce these days. “We don’t heal in isolation, but in community.” --S. Kelley Harrell “And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music.” --Nietzsche "Above all, never give up. Never, never, never give up. The only time you will be a failure is if you quit trying. Only losers quit. The biggest losers in the world are quitters. Winners keep on going. So whatever you do, never give up." --Donald J. Trump "God is reality. You need to be disconnected from reality to assume this world is an accident, and there is nothing special about it." --Anonymous Conservative "When you think of others instead of yourself, you can do anything." --Thomas Wictor |
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Zoloti Varota User ID: 74415782 United States 08/09/2020 04:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Think about it! Quoting: Stumpknocker This is trillions of dollars and he is putting it into our hands now instead of tomorrow. That must mean they aren't planning on us having a tomorrow! The government is spending money like someone with no heirs and 3 weeks to live! What the hell is really going on? Currently the USA is a company, just like a bunch of " departments" and institutions that act as if they are " Federal". That is gonna change soon, the USA will be a country again. All this new extra dept is put where it belongs. The money will be debt for the old Cabal not the new state. Nesara will be rolled out slowly starting this month. random tests are running now. Random people have currently their debts erased, be it the debts due to their education, their creditcards and their mortgages. And that is how Trump counters and breaks the by the Cabal planned " Global Reset". Gesara, the World wide edition will follow a few months later. :take care: Hello Grumpier glad you are back and hopefully well! So with Nesara and Gesara coming will there be a new currency and will it be backed by anything? Any asteroid hits soon? |
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User ID: 79247029 United States 08/10/2020 12:59 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Think about it! Quoting: Stumpknocker This is trillions of dollars and he is putting it into our hands now instead of tomorrow. That must mean they aren't planning on us having a tomorrow! The government is spending money like someone with no heirs and 3 weeks to live! What the hell is really going on? Currently the USA is a company, just like a bunch of " departments" and institutions that act as if they are " Federal". That is gonna change soon, the USA will be a country again. All this new extra dept is put where it belongs. The money will be debt for the old Cabal not the new state. Nesara will be rolled out slowly starting this month. random tests are running now. Random people have currently their debts erased, be it the debts due to their education, their creditcards and their mortgages. And that is how Trump counters and breaks the by the Cabal planned " Global Reset". Gesara, the World wide edition will follow a few months later. Hello Grumpier glad you are back and hopefully well! So with Nesara and Gesara coming will there be a new currency and will it be backed by anything? Any asteroid hits soon? Two good questions! Here's my 2 cents worth: Trump seems to have hinted at returning to the gold standard here in the US. I just don't want to see a "global" currency. As for asteroids: I hope not...but it's looking ominous. What do you guys think? “We don’t heal in isolation, but in community.” --S. Kelley Harrell “And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music.” --Nietzsche "Above all, never give up. Never, never, never give up. The only time you will be a failure is if you quit trying. Only losers quit. The biggest losers in the world are quitters. Winners keep on going. So whatever you do, never give up." --Donald J. Trump "God is reality. You need to be disconnected from reality to assume this world is an accident, and there is nothing special about it." --Anonymous Conservative "When you think of others instead of yourself, you can do anything." --Thomas Wictor |
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User ID: 79232994 Germany 08/10/2020 10:13 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Internet may fail, I think, for a while, in the sense of an intended "pause" for certain (positive) things to be accomplished undercover, and in the sense of an even greater challenge - but simultaneously OPPORTUNITY - for people to revise their priorities and realize that worldwide, a change in behavior is necessary if we do not want to continue the path to self-destruction. Could be asteroids and solar flares. That could disturb communications and power grid Quoting: Northlights Colour Crusader: may we fill the world with vibrant colour, constant critical assessment and deep compassion, moving ever forward towards a paradise of our own creating Thread THE WORLD WILL BECOME PEACEFUL, BEAUTIFUL AND ABUNDANT IF .. Thread: The world will become peaceful, beautiful and abundant IF .... Thread INCREDIBLE VOICES: THE MOST PERSONAL EXPRESSION OF THE HUMAN CONDITION Thread: INCREDIBLE VOICES, AND MUSIC WHICH COMFORTS AND INSPIRES IN DIFFICULT TIMES Thread: WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? CHOOSE THE QUALITY WHICH HELPS Thread: HOW WE CAN SOLVE GLOBAL PROBLEMS BY CHOOSING A NUMBER BETWEEN 1 and 100 Thread: HOW FULFILLING IS YOUR JOB? WHAT IS YOUR VOCATION? DREAM ON ... Thread: IS YOUR JOB USEFUL, AND HAVE RECENT DEVELOPMENTS HELPED YOU TO REFLECT ON YOUR REAL VOCATION? Thread: QUESTION OF THE DAY Thread Thread: QUESTION OF THE DAY: SELF-REFLECTION IS ESSENTIAL FOR SURVIVAL |
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User ID: 79253377 Indonesia 08/11/2020 09:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dear Angels, thank you so much for the offer. If the benevolent god/ universe/ bright light allows, please kindly consider my humble requests for help: - The Discipline to daily meditate/yoga in order to understand my inner teacher better - The Discipline to keep me away from doing self-destructive things - To Successfully Complete my task in getting the Hotel under my responsibility and its staff through this pandemic thanks again! Peace and Salvation be with us all. Last Edited by Nagabonar666 on 08/11/2020 05:13 PM |
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User ID: 78185358 United States 08/11/2020 12:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Just popping by to say hello to all. Yendor - how's the garden? I hope your harvest is abundant! I've taken up canning and dehydrating when my energy allows it. Much love to you all! Thanks for the info Grumpier! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 74811597 United States 08/11/2020 03:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Just popping by to say hello to all. Quoting: akasuzanne Yendor - how's the garden? I hope your harvest is abundant! I've taken up canning and dehydrating when my energy allows it. Much love to you all! Thanks for the info Grumpier! Hi Suzanne, its doin well.. kinda weedy right now, but have picked many peppers and tomatoes coming in good! |
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User ID: 79254553 United States 08/11/2020 03:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Just popping by to say hello to all. Quoting: akasuzanne Yendor - how's the garden? I hope your harvest is abundant! I've taken up canning and dehydrating when my energy allows it. Much love to you all! Thanks for the info Grumpier! Nice to hear from you, Akasuzanne. I'm also canning/preserving as much as my limited energy allows...finally graduated from hot water bath canning up to also using a pressure canner. Thank goodness for youtube videos and a knowledgeable sister I can call to walk me through it. This seems like a good year to stock the pantry as full as possible. KH “We don’t heal in isolation, but in community.” --S. Kelley Harrell “And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music.” --Nietzsche "Above all, never give up. Never, never, never give up. The only time you will be a failure is if you quit trying. Only losers quit. The biggest losers in the world are quitters. Winners keep on going. So whatever you do, never give up." --Donald J. Trump "God is reality. You need to be disconnected from reality to assume this world is an accident, and there is nothing special about it." --Anonymous Conservative "When you think of others instead of yourself, you can do anything." --Thomas Wictor |
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User ID: 78185358 United States 08/11/2020 09:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yendor - I see fresh salsa in your future. Knothead - It was hard to find a pressure canner but I did. I have been canning chicken, bones and all. My dog has chronic issues and can't tolerate dog food or many forms of protein and the bones once canned are very soft and an excellent source of calcium and phosphorus - he loves it. Youtube is my friend as well. Someone gave me 2 gallons of milk and I canned them to make condensed milk for sauces and such. I didn't know that was possible. Northlights - yummy berries! I have a bunch of black raspberries along the woods - perhaps I will try that if I don't eat them all! Have fun everyone! XO Last Edited by akaSuzanne on 08/11/2020 09:23 PM |
KnotHead
User ID: 79254553 United States 08/12/2020 12:10 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yendor - I see fresh salsa in your future. Quoting: akasuzanne Knothead - It was hard to find a pressure canner but I did. I have been canning chicken, bones and all. My dog has chronic issues and can't tolerate dog food or many forms of protein and the bones once canned are very soft and an excellent source of calcium and phosphorus - he loves it. Youtube is my friend as well. Someone gave me 2 gallons of milk and I canned them to make condensed milk for sauces and such. I didn't know that was possible. Northlights - yummy berries! I have a bunch of black raspberries along the woods - perhaps I will try that if I don't eat them all! Have fun everyone! XO It seems we're all being very industrious. Yay for us! Suzanne, I'm finding it harder to get my hands on canning equipment and supplies than usual. My old hot water bath canner sprung a leak, and I'm looking for a new one...no local stores have any right now...they're on back order. Meanwhile, I'm making do water bathing with a stock pot and my pressure canner pot...but they're not deep enough to handle quart jars. My dad used to can chicken for his dogs...he said the same thing, that they could eat the bones and it was better for them than canned dog food. I've never canned chicken on the bone, but my sister does all the time. Right now my freezer is full of pork roasts I found on sale that I need to thaw, cube and can. It's also full of chicken bones (which we save up) so I need to make a huge batch of bone broth and can it. Northlights, I wish I had a supply of berries to can. We have a strawberry patch but my grandson eats them so fast there aren't any left over to preserve! Berries are hard to resist. Happy canning and preserving, everyone! Sounds like we're going to have well stocked pantries this winter. KH “We don’t heal in isolation, but in community.” --S. Kelley Harrell “And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music.” --Nietzsche "Above all, never give up. Never, never, never give up. The only time you will be a failure is if you quit trying. Only losers quit. The biggest losers in the world are quitters. Winners keep on going. So whatever you do, never give up." --Donald J. Trump "God is reality. You need to be disconnected from reality to assume this world is an accident, and there is nothing special about it." --Anonymous Conservative "When you think of others instead of yourself, you can do anything." --Thomas Wictor |
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Helene User ID: 79251413 United Kingdom 08/13/2020 08:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Please, dear angels. i believe in you. Can you please help my situation? My landlord has decided to evict me. He was not willing to listen, it did not help that I would be able to pay the money owed. Owed because of virus and lay offs. Im working now but he does not want to listen. He has been very threatening and he has not done repairs, living with cockroachs, no health and gas certificate, no deposit protection. And that is required by law. He threatened me saying he could evict me in a week. wrong. the law states three months and a long process through court. I need to find somewhere else to live fast. please help. I am talking to a person called Shaz, about a house for rent. it is very close to work. it is a 3 bed house. and very nice. main thing is location. and it is not much more than what I already pay. but no cochroachs or problems. I have asked to come see it and hope I can make a deal. Problem is my landlord wont give me a reference because of how he is. And I could probably get work reference, or show contract. I have two jobs. I would only be able to pay a bit over half of the deposit now due to pay dates and move in end september. please angels I need your help to secure this. If not this then something close by similar. anything. please help angels. thank you very much |