Some Psychic Help, Please?? (MK Ultra Stuff)

*UPDATE*
I'm leaving this here, but since no one is replying, I probably won't check for any in the future. Thanks, though. ... I dunno if it is possible to delete threads, so here is one for the archives.


I hate seeing/posting threads of this nature, but, here we go:

I need someone to do me a psychic reading, to the best of their skills. I'll add info underneath this explanation of why. Basically, though, I've been cooped up and very sickly for about a week, now. It is really messing with my mind, and I need some guidance as to where my life will go next. I have no real money to give, so I am sorry for that. But I promise I will help others whenever I can and read them in the future, because I am also psychic, but I cannot quite control it as well as the older people in my family.

So, anyways... Here is what you'll have to go on:

My family are victims of government mind control/programming. Everyone is-to a certain degree-but I do really mean hardcore stuff. Torture, and full control in times of sleep or memory lapse (of which I have hours). They make sure our lives are a living hell in the worst of ways, and I've watched my whole family be sucked away from me before my eyes... They aren't themselves, anymore. I feel like a last bastion. But I am losing, too. Or so it would seem.
Honestly, once I figured out why my life has always been weird and horrifying, I thought I had lost the battle. But slowly I started to unravel a narrative saying otherwise... One that was unbelievable, even by someone like me, until physical, tangible anomalies began to occur. The only evidence I had of torture and mind control were bruises in my heart and occasionally (mysteriously) on my body, as well as the unknowing testimony of my sister and other family members reporting strange, disturbing things. But once I began to stop giving in to the darkness so much, I started to regain things like flashes of memories. Really genuinely terrifying ones, and sickening stuff, too. But they were mine, once again.
I was able to prove to myself that my past lives were real, by writing in languages I didn't know (singular words and characters, but it was something), finding a small rock with a cross clearly etched into it on Easter of last year, finding a rosary in the woods (no one else about) after saying I was lost, and finding a mysterious letter on the roadside one day: "Found Another Puzzle Piece," was written on the front...And, inside, was an address to a place about an hour from my house...The street names all connecting very clearly to things I know happened in one of my lives, and the other note leading to a town in PA...Named after one of the men I was, before I even knew him to exist. I found this letter the day after doing a ritual (I was into the satanic and occult, I am no longer) for a demon relating to one of my past lives, and a smudge of what looked to be ectoplasm appearing near the top of my doorframe (which has a cross on it, and that goop was smack dab on top...And no, it wasn't anything dirty. I was the only one around at the time).

I know this all sounds like coincidences, and like I am just insane, etc. I know. But it isn't. And I've spent my whole life trying to prove to myself that it isn't real, and ended up believing with ALL of my heart and soul that it absolutely is.

I know who I am. I know who I was. And, I think, I know who I will become.

And this knowledge has been driving me MAD... Ever since I got sick, and haven't been able to go for a jog to walk it off. I can't stand it.
I'll become someone terrible, because the light I bring to this world will consume me in darkness.
... I know it sounds like edgy bullshit, but, believe me, I wish it were. My family is in danger, and we are all killing ourselves from the inside out. In order for them to save me in the future, I will have to save them all, now, and sacrifice myself. This will cause my own personal days of darkness, and I still do not know how the story will end. Will it be light, or will it be dark??

Of course, I am hoping it will all end in such a way that we can be together. That is all I want, at this point. They've split us all apart, and burned us alive, and here we stand-- ghosts of ourselves. ... We've been through so much together-in past lives, and, even now-but this world has torn us apart. So here is your job, generous psychics of GLP...

I need you to try and look into my future, or my past, and just tell me what you see. What vibes do you get. Who do you think I am? Who do you think I will become?

I know these are questions I should answer my damn self, but, trust me... I need some real hearty chicken soup, right now. This is for me. I need it. Please, help me. I'm sure people will be turned off by this thread, but if anyone cares to chime in, I'd be eternally gracious.

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Thank you. Even just hearing this, what I can't tell anyone else, is helpful to me. Sorry if anything in this post makes no sense, but I am still very sick, and my mind isn't working right. ... Thanks.

Last Edited by Canalave on 02/07/2017 09:20 PM