Trauma based Mind Control and Satellite based weaponry

Hello everyone,

Back in June to December of 2013 I worked at a company that was based in Maryland. After 1.5 months of working there I realized that my boss and a few other people would comment on the things I said in my apartment and when I went home to visit my Mom and Dad.
During that time period I was drinking heavily everyday and I cursed, complain, and said some really aweful things about my boss, the Vice President, the Vice Presidents daughter, and a few other people who worked at that company. Looking back on it I am ashamed of the things I said, but what they have done to me is demonic.
They have molested me using Remote Neural Monitoring, raped me, subliminally brainwashed me, teleported my conscience to a 3D hologram, experimented on my sexuality, and have continually injected thoughts into my head that are evil. For example, if I see a man..they would inject "hot", "sexy". If I saw a woman.."rapist", "bitch", "whore". If I saw a child.."sexy", "small penis", "small vagina", "blowjob", etc. They have repeatedly let known to me that no one cares, the fbi-cia-nsa all don't care. I have been financially, psychologically, physically, emotionally, and socially destroyed. I know they are going to kill me because they have basically done everything else they wanted. They say that they wanted revenge for the things I said, and have told me no one will care if they kill me. Please someone help me. I have called fbi, nsa, and cia, the senate intelligence committee, some congress men and senators all to not avail. I was only 23 when this started and I think they are doing the same thing to my mom...meaning they have bought her mind, but have not let her realize that yet. No matter what anyone says...this is torture and it hurts in a way that is different to physical pain. Also, I do not know who to trust on the internet...because there are a lot of shills and random people who don't care and like to mess with you. Thanks.