Why bother, honestly?

Sorry I missed your post.

That's a fair question, and I don't have a good answer. I do know that I could imagine quite a number of realities more pleasant than this one, but God's artisanship always proves far more nuanced and interesting than what meets the eye; and that's really my faith - I struggle with seeing His plan in all this darkness some of the time, but His vision is superior.

The best cure for apathy is to get down to earth.

Dig a hole. Plant a garden.
Clean and repair an old car.
eat a salad without dressing.

I just wanted to grow some cannabis flowers, but the goblins wouldn't allow it.

I like your thinking here though. Shock therapy in a way. Shock therapy by way of getting down to earth? Wait... I think I took a wrong turn somewhere.

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You're a spoiled incel cuck. End of story.

Says the leaf. I'm sure the irony is not lost on your silly ass.

jajaja yea grow some pot. We can have 15 plants per house in my city.

There's lots of things that are humbling and healthy for us that help us to remember how fragile and significant everything really is.

There's nothing more ridiculous to an atheist like myself than a whiny little reiligitard bitch like you.

A leaf and a sperger?

I'm jealous man, but happy that you can grow like that. Florida is so slow on the uptake.

^incel jargon. qed

ggwp

Thought it was better than watching you slip. back to being emasculated.. your not a young kid.. your a grown man Just a few years younger than me. This is something you've been talking about for a while..

And.. I care. I didn't want to see you ripped up again.. sorry I'm a human.. and I try to seize every opportunity to play that part when I see real human issues emerge.

Start bird has a history working with at risk youth.

I have a history working with people... Actively dying..

I guess i valued the parts of your discussion after the ick was swept away where there was a real human beneath it.

Thats a flag for me in my experience...a process.... And yes I hovered when you switched gears.. because I already read your proverbial chart and the last time you reached out indicated your responsive to being redirected but in each return your getting darker and darker.

Sorry.. I know I'm a Bible-mandella tard.. but I'm also a human.. and if your reaching for help.. I'm using the same medicine that you logged on for before you made this post. Because while you may be 26.. you still have many many more years to put this together.



Last Edited by one_of_nine on 05/21/2017 10:23 AM

I feel like we are never quite on the same frequency for whatever reason.

I'm 26. What do you mean exactly when you say you're using the same medicine I logged on for before I made this post?

What do you mean to see me emasculated again? Didn't want to see me ripped up again? What does all of this mean? And why 'again'?

And that I switched gears? Can you please elaborate? If you mean the things you say I'd like to understand better.

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Interesting. Thank you.

This isn't the first post you've made about hating your life. I fat fingered the 8.

The last time you made the post you were hit pretty bad with critics who called you out for being a punk (in their assessment)

In other posts you made you represented your deep seeded spiritually with paranormal activity..

This particular post was particularly dark and distressed and spirituality desperate.. it was an alarm.

And I'm happy to see you weren't too burned up. It let's me see prayer was at work in keeping this thread guided with positive energy and direction. This one was far more provocative then the last post where you hated your life and didn't ask to be born.

I guess I would hate if you were reaching out for help to see that you didn't get brought back to reality.. and sometimes the only way to get someone out of the deep is to put on your boots and helicopter hat and journey in the mist and sing "I was crazy once".

See.. those dark guys with red eyes? They don't pay attention to you.. until your awareness let's them know you're there..

Didn't want you to get slammed. In the event... You won't come back and talk about those bad guys you saw. Just don't want you to join the league of Tormented.

A lot of us are where you are.. but here.. we aren't alone in this journey through the universe being dragged by our heels to "GOD" only knows where. Find Haven in your anonymity.

The parts in red I am having a difficult time understanding, aside from being quite condescending.

So I'm the crazy one for having a dark view about the world? Well that's fresh.

Last Edited by masterpalerider on 05/21/2017 11:03 AM

If you are.. in going crazy with you.

post-trauma symptoms systematically reinforced with indoctrinated responses from the public by organised disinformation marketing marked up patented salvations of 'the free'(slave) market/trafficking.

at least there is dialogue, the foundation of understanding is acceptance, the other perspectives all add up; discern without judgement.

Freethinkers Unite even when it's outside the boundaries of acceptance and indoctrinated truth in our awareness of a simulation that only wishes to silence our minds and stifle our spirits in fear of rejection from their status quo.
GLP is an open canvas for exploring the possibilities that what we believe is what we hold as self evident.


Last Edited by one_of_nine on 05/21/2017 12:04 PM

inherently unity is slavery to the group; hence legal precautions in effect to prevent exploitation not enforced by blind shepherds as part of cell based terrorist organisation resisting the emancipation of humanity.

GLP reminds me of the Mosaic t.v. series concept; enjoy the view and don't get stuck on obscure details, everything changes.

keep focus on life, grow light while you explore darkness; embrace nature, it is true.


"crazy=mad=angry=afraid=panicking"

there should be a sign
on the path to illumination
saying dark roads ahead
prepare to be scared

~H

don't blame me for your own lack of understanding, lol.

Lack of compassion, burnout.
You need compassion and understanding in a rigged health care system all about the moneys, no treble.

Surely we must meet each other halfway then?

Let us bear this cross together, my Icelandic friend.

like?....
ihihihihihihi
washington was named new rome on river tiber...
google it....

it means.. I love you. One human to another.
it means.. I don't have all the answers.
It means. All of us are here one way or another for truth because the truth we see around us is scripted.

A cross is also a dagger (and cloak); excuse my salad, I'm a decent cook.
Just not in the mood for bbq, despite good weather (local standards).


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It's the season of seeds and weeding.

to accept the bother with patience and a smile.