You are alive, therefore your life right now may look like it's in ruins but I can tell you with absolute confidence that if you truly repent from your current ways and seek God, through Jesus Chris, you will be delivered from your demonic afflictions. God will re-wire your brain from the sickness porn causes.

I used to be just like you, and I cried out to God with a pure heart that really wanted to stop using drugs, alcohol and smoking and porn and on and on. He is faithful to those who call upon the only name that can save, the name above all names, Jesus Christ the King.

I pray you reach out to him today, may God call you closer to Him.