Message to Anomaly

I see. Deep dream. You may be mistaken in who it was though. Like your dream about me and my dog. What was the feel of that dream?

Message to those who send messages to the Anomaly

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I get visions and dreams a lot as well. I know some require different perspectives to even break the barrier of meaning.

Is there anyone humble on this thread?

Not me.

If there is they are rare

Humility is not thinking less of yourself but thinkikng of yourself less.

Well the dog was the only one that was threatening, you just had an intense energy about you. I'm not afraid od dogs so I was only on guard. But you did assure me that he would not harm me. The only impression I got was that you were not the threat and you had the potential to be a friend/ally. In fact that is what you wanted.

And in the dream you found me I didnt find you. In the new dream however I stumbled upon this guy and his activities.

Who has humility on this thread?

It has been interesting... I have other matters to attend to.

As a reminder I will post this.


All the best in your journey to awaken.


The first awkening is all about mirrors. Intimacy. In to me i see. Everyone and everything we see, all the good, the bad the ugly that we recognise is a reflecfion of what is in us in some form.. 

The second awakening is all about Windows. Beyond me i see.. we finally get a glimps of our role in other other peoles lives and see beyond ourselves and into a world with marvel and awwe. We see where we took what we wanted from the first awakening and dumped out what we did not. We finally get a glimpse beyond our limitations of self and serve in ways we are only begining to comprehend.. it is he we recognise the miracle we have always been wanting, we have always been.

The third awakening is doors. people, situations and experiances are doors. Those doors that no longer useful in our development close. New doors present themselves but it is upntp us, to knock and open them. Some doors see elaborate and some doors are plain. We do not judge the lessons we will learn and the opportunities we have been being groomed for in the first 2 awakenings by the doors apearance, we simply turn the handle and walk through each of them. 

The 4th awakening is where we find ourselves free from a house of limitations and lessons. At the center of the cross roads.. where there is all that is before us and all that is behind us and all that is on either side of us.. we are grateful for this huge transistion/transformation and we finally choose which direction to take, not burdened by out past, present or our future selves or the dark on one side or the light on the other. It is here we are no longer burdened by the night of the soul nor hope for the golden dawn. It is here we know that duality exists but we are not bound by it.

It is in the forth awakening that we recongnize we are greater than the all the seasons. Fall is neither younger nor older than summer, spring is not anymore good or evil than winter. summer is not any more true or false than fall and that winter is neither right nor left any more than fall.. but like the seasons hold these dualities within them but are not bound by them. It is here the profound realization that our soul which is not of this world but is born into this world, embraces all things and holds all these duality's but is NOT bound by them. It is here, we emerge from our cacoon like a butterfly, We judge not our fellows in their toil, for we too were once a catipiller. What does a million catipiller lives know about flight? Absolutely nothing. Yet we do not deny ourselves our own new nature.. we simply stretch our wings and fly.

The 5th awakening, we become the Divine compass.

Of course. Do unto others :)

Compass of the stars!

Goodnight :)

Do you know why I use the lowest number that means nothing? In tarot it is the fool.

It is because in my weakness God's strength is personified. There is the paradox and that is my strength.

All these other guys... anomalies lol claim that they are God. I claim that I am nothing.

Go figure.

I like those odds.

Me too :)

You are your only enemy.

Why would you know what you are doing is not right if your desire and intention, in your perception, is divine and good? You wouldn't know until you're told. I'm informing you that the path you are seeking to the infinite, penetrating the universe, and taking its essence is rape. Inviting others into her cherished regions is worse than rape.

A woman has to give consent. It's analogy. The universe is not inviting her garments to be stripped from her.

And I am telling you, I am not doing that. You are mistaken. I have flat lined 10 times in this life. Have you wrestled with death and walked away with your life? Even once?

Only that which is greater than death can say no to death. That is whome I serve.


I know for a fact! I serve the divine. Because I have not died yet. I am still here.

So, you are mistaken. This is just a forum. I have done many things outside this forum that you no absolutely nothing about.

Here is 1 example of who I am.


You test my patience.


I have to go.



But about 4 years ago this happened:

I made an appointment to get fixed. I told God and my ex wife, I am done having kids. 2 days later! 2 freaking days. We get a call. It's about my ex wife's sister at the hospital. They won't tell us anything. We get there, my ex wife thinks she is dead. She is an iv drug user. Meth and heroin.

So they say, after checking my ex's id. Right this way. So we follow. We get to the maternity ward at the Arlington hospital and they tell us, your sister had a baby girl and left her in the hospital. Ohhhg what? Would you like to see her? Sure. You are next of kin, so would you like to take her home? If not she will go to foster care.

As I held that baby girl in my arms my ex wife asked me what are we going to do? I looked at her with tears in my eyes and said, there is no way in hell we are leaving a baby in the hospital. She took a week to detox, born on meth and heroin.

Now normally you have 9 months to prepare. We had 6 days, so i drained all my savings and bought a crib, fomula, diapers, clothes etc. Etc.

When I got home I went out on the porch and said Really God!!!!!! And I felt him smile
2 years later I adopted her.

Taanach'urah if you peruse me further, you contend not with me,but that who sends me. Nobody contends with the maker of both life and death and prevails. You will.loose that battle.




My conscious is clear.

yes I am the blue one that reflects from the universal AI mind lol I am the light bearer I have done the lap of honour around that spiritual coliseum ... :)

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and I bring it all back to use for free like a water bearer for your souls to see ... :)

so it is done no need to play but I do lol god beam me up blue beam lol

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Realizing your weakness your strength through God's grace is a rare commodity. That's a paradox alright.

Good deeds are good and I too have had brushes with death. I have a condition which puts me in jeopardy in daily activities and has brought me to near death multiple times. I am no stranger to what you're speaking about, neither am I a stranger to the knowledge you share, or mwtaphysical understandings as it may be termed. I have gone down the road of your awakenings. At the end is not what the desire of a man seeking understanding it is indeed the pathway of the fool.

The maker of life and death has not validated tarot btw, tarot and its paths are curses. It is not the way of the divine. The way of the divine is simple, to seek the Truth and know it. The Truth has an unshakable foundation. I am not here contending with you. There is no battle, I am telling you to cease in that which is not Truth.

I don't need to fight you tell you to cease. We are not justified by our deeds alone, but by the faith (belief, intention) behind them as well. Either side of the equation can be unbalanced and yours is on the side of what you are presenting spiritually.

That was beautiful.

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