You have found your inner-self, your conscience upon which you can rely as you filter out what you call 'carnality'. That's great. Many can't achieve this.

However you have not found the Creator. Communing with Her is a beautiful non-verbal experience where She uses Creation to express Herself: myriads of animals and plants at different stages of development during various seasons to make Her point. Adam experienced this when he was called to name the animals. Noah experienced this before the flood. He didn't round up those animals. They represent the Creator.

She presents Herself as a female Buddha, a Hindu god (all of which have a female look), Venus etc constantly changing.

She presents humanity as hideous monsters not of Her Creation, creatures that have mouths within mouths. They plunge into an abyss deep below the ocean where they can't breathe. They are also shown as small plants that wither in the Winter but then grow again in Spring. Kindly she represents me as a simple flower blooming from a thistle but it's not a thistle bloom.

She also hates to be praised, shaking Her head humbly.

She likes the name 'Nature' but don't stick 'Mother' before it. She hates that by showing a myriad of nagging older women. As for 'God' and being mis-gendered she will present a Tom and Jerry cartoon, declaring it nonsensical fantasy, I guess.

It took me seven years to share time with Her like this. You have to walk with Her as Her, not a preconceived idea.