Thanks op! I would like to provide another opinion, it provides me with comfort, perhaps it will do the same for someone else:

1) By definition, God is perfect, therefore it is reasonable to assume that it did not make a mistake when it made you.

2) If you are not a mistake, then it follows that your thoughts, feelings, desires and interests are there for a reason. For example, sometimes it makes sense to be angry, anger may help you in a life-threatening situation. True freedom is allowing yourself to feel/do anything based on the situation in front of you, the key is to remain balanced. With this in mind a more liberating answer can be given for the "two-wolves" parable, and that is to feed them both equally, recognizing that both have attributes that can serve you well.

3) The best parents are those that want their children to be themselves, to shine on their own. Can we expect less from God? So spend your time "getting to know your true self", follow that path wherever it may lead, find your "balance", its the path from God for you (my opinion)