Having experienced things I can not explain, in my waking hours and in my sleep, I have often asked myself was I somehow manipulated into believing the experience.

Then I think about the feelings that went with these experiences, the sheer quantity and quality of them and that others had experienced some of it with me. I come to the conclusion that there is something to it, that I have been abducted as well as had my prayers answered.

I can not help but wonder how the average person who is not an experiencer be able to differentiate real from not real. I am wondering if I will be able to. I can not help but wonder, is Project Bluebeam somehow just a psyop to distract us from what is actually happening, meaning real contact experiences?

How do we know what is truth in a world that is a lie?