Hey Peps!! Hi guys.

Thanks for asking, nice to be missed :)

Im doing ok-ish. Got to finally see my beloved daughter after two long years, so that was wonderful and Im so grateful to have gotten the opportunity.

my health is not so good. Ive been having blood pressure and heart problems for must be two years now. Very very bad pulsatile tinnitus. My doctor thinks that becuase I also have depression that Im either causing or imagining my problems. Im so frustrated. Im very weak a lot of the time, my palpitations which I had an ablation done , two years ago, have started back up, Ifind it hard to breathe properly when Im lying dow,

Ive been researching and I think I may possibly have something called Aortic Stenosis.I seem to have nearly all the symptoms bar swollen feet.

I know, Dr Google... but hes all I can afford right now
My Doc tor wont refer me to cardioligst , despite me asking her on at least 8 visits this year. Im terrified it will get worse, and that because of damn covid, all the real illnesses are being ignored.

I looked up a private cardiologist hospital, but its 250 just to go to the emergency, and possibly 600 euros if xrays or mris are needed. Scandalous that good health care is now only for the wealthy,

Im very down about it all. Hurts to be poor .

On the flip side, Im still here, still lurking, still keeping up to date.
So glad you are all well

much love and good wishes, always..

Dubz