After you've been betrayed by people who you gave a good portion of trust, it tends to leave a person bitter, and resentful, with very few fucks given.

Every relationship on this planet has been one of disappointment. My take, stop investing so much in people, start discovering what I was brought here for, and what my purpose on this Earth is. Perhaps waking up the sleepers, or bringing understanding to a false world full of many false doctrines. I know what ever my purpose is I am meant to go at it without the reliance on humans, because we are fallible.