need help from psychic

I need help.
i'll give some info to help get you started

42 years old. White male. Raised by single mother and had 3 half brothers and a half sister. Never knew my father. I saw my brother's father a few times. When I was young like 9 or 10. But i was kept hidden from him, when he came around. I have his last name. My mother claimed she gave me her last name when I was born. There is no fathers name on my birth certificate. I know what you are saying.. It's him. But my mother and everyone else say it's not him. My mom kept me away from him because of my last name. She didn't want any problems from him.

My mother passed away in 2000 but she use to say who my father was. But I didn't believe her. This guy is the complete opposite of me.

This has bothered me for years..Who is my father? Is he still alive? Is he dead? if so where is he buried?

Back when I was active duty I went to a psychic in downtown San Diego. She gave me a reading and I ignored it. I for some reason remember what she said. She told me of a problem that I would run into going west.. that would ruin my life for awhile. She was right. I married an american woman I met in japan and that divorce caused so many problems for me. Im still dealing with them. So I personally believe in them.


but, i just need help finding my father. Please help me.
I just need closure. It will be greatly appreciated.