I'm 42 years old and I still have a crush on Ginger Spice. I liked her since I was 20....... 22 year old crush. Am I crazy

I don't think I am.
I do get jealous a lot though.
Can't help it. I also like Danielle Harris.
I had a crush on her since middle school. She got married recently, and I was a bit jealous.

In the year 2005 I dated a girl who looked like Ginger, but I was over baring and over obsessive. She got creeper out and dumped me. I didn't give up easy though. I sent flowers to her job, and I called her day in and day out trying to get her back. She wouldn't take me back, so out of frustration I broke my hand punching a brick wall.
I still check her Facebook page. She moved to a new province so she is now out of my reach.
Geri Spice is my dream girl. Maybe I should focus on establishing myself by getting my own home. I don't care what ppl think of me.
My psychiatrist told me to share these feelings publicly, so I picked this forum to do it.
Maybe this will give me closer.