I had an affair with Colonel Gaddafi in the late 80s

Well, I’m certainly not glad he’s dead.

My father died the same year as Papa Muammar, a few months before of liver failure. I was his caretaker, he had become sober and confessed to me about the other letters. I can’t exactly describe the way it feels, though forcing me to abort my child paired with the beatings were far worse than selling me for the week imao. At least there I felt safe in the arms of a much better man. I don’t hate my father, I feel pity for him. He was on drugs and not in his right mind.

Well :/ I guess things just happen sometimes :P



No one was thinking, imho :P

He wasn’t always a ‘plan ahead’ sort of guy to be honest. A lot of what he did was impulsive, when I first came to him we didn’t have sex right away, it just sort of...happened after a while.

Hmm.... I probably would had done the same thing as ur dad did.... force you to abort


:1

:P


I wouldn't want my 15 yo daughter having Gaddafi's child lol

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:P


That's just fucking weird

You see... that's probably the thing will leaders like Gaddafi


They think it's ok and proper for them to impregnate 15 year old children they've never met before :P

:P

It's really just a show of power, imo... what he did

I mean.... I don't know but.....


He shouldn't of had sex with you

What countries did you spend time in growing up and what was your education like? Which ones did you like the best? Were you at local schools or home schooled?

One time when I was 23.... while working at an airport some girl with HER dad :PPPP...... decided to come onto me...... She looked around 15 too probably... not even kidding



I was working as a store clerk.... and she was buying like water or something..... and she handed me a bill.... and wouldn't let go when I tried taking it.... :P


and I just simply ripped it out of her hand :P




lol



:PPP


I'm not gonna even think about acting sexually with someone of that age



Not even because it's illegal here......



Because they're just children!!!



They never know what the fuck they're doing, and it's gross....... and immoral

seriously


It IS rape


Statutory rape


They don't KNOW what their DOING!!!!



They aren't fully developed mentally or physically!!




Gaddafi wasn't helping you by having sexual relations with you, Anna :)

Uniform wench stinks.

That's where they end up.

after they're pimped and fucked.

this shit's bait.

Let me tell you about my experience with my father’s ‘concern’ for me having Papa Muammar’s son.

When my father found my letters he confronted me at the dinner table. He was shaking the letters in my face yelling at me, I said I was in love. He knocked me out of my chair and held me up by my hair, with his other hand he beat me. Thing is, when he started I didn’t cover my face, I tried to cover my belly, maternal instinct I suppose. He was yelling all sorts of things, the Lockerbie bombing had just happened and I think he said something about that. My face took the full blows, I had a lip split in two and a black eye. I passed out eventually, though I vividly remember begging him not to hurt my baby.

I woke up in my room, my father had locked me inside. (So I didn’t try to run away while he secured an abortionist willing to preform one on a late term pregnancy.) I had an attached bathroom, but no food. I stayed there for two days. I was so hungry, I had no idea how hungry a person could become. I tried to unlock the door with a bobby pin, but no luck. I could feel my son moving more and I resorted to eating a tube of toothpaste.

When my father returned he unlocked the door and said I had a gynecologist appointment. I started to suspect something when we went to a clinic I’d never been to after hours. When they took me back they put an IV in my arm and told me to relax. I remember the doctor saying something like ‘it will all be over soon Anna, relax’. It dawned on me what was happening and I jumped up and ripped out the IV, blood went everywhere. I struggled for awhile with the nurse and nearly bit off her finger. (Again, maternal instinct is a hell of a thing.) I went to run, but the drugs from the IV began to take effect, the last thing I remember was hearing something metallic hit the floor, I must have knocked over a tray. According to my father my son was born alive and died shortly after.

My father took me home and for three days I laid in bed, only getting up to clean myself, I thought I’d never stop bleeding. I stopped eating to the point of losing nearly 10 pounds in the course of two weeks. My father put me on a liquid supplement diet that had a sand like texture.

This is what my father did to me. I hope after reading this you’d agree that way he did was certainly not in my best interest.

I spent most of my childhood in Europe. Lived in Milan till I was like 5 or so, spent my teen years in France and Malta. Went to a few middle eastern/North African countries. I was homeschooled till 16, and I use homeschooled loosely because I really educated myself.

Here I am! (strong black woman albeit light skinned!)

I was raised Catholic by my mum. My father converted to Islam

I went to live with him in my teens and he tried to marry me off to a rich kenyan Arab

But first he tried to send me to finishing school in France (my stepmum is Muslim too and thought it would do me good) even though I was still attending Convent school for my A levels

I was headstrong and said 'No way!' to both

My past is one full of interesting stories!

I find that after periods of atheism, I had to return to Cathoicism and beliving in Christ

I have written in this thread about why

Thread: Does Anyone Have any Experience dealing with PSYCHIC ATTACKS?

Please try to move on from this man

I'm sure that you know that Isa is Jesus in Islamic Faith

You can read an English version of the Quran and the Hadiths to get a picture of what I'm about to tell you (If you can't speak Arabic)

Monogamy is not the way in Islam. You must submit to the will of your husband when he suggests a 2nd wife (over the years I have been propositiond to be a 2nd wife which was awkward especially when I knew the 1st wives)

Be not under the illusion that Gaddafi would at least have concubines if you had married him

You have romantisized your relatonship with him, but the reality is far from the dream

You were young so it is understandable that you fell in love, I know girls who were married off at 15 and are still in love after years of being a 2nd or 3rd wife.

He was your first love

What are you getting at? I’m not following.

Sure... your dad did that to you... but so did Gaddafi :P


I would say it's just as much his fault

Your story if fascinating, and I’m glad that you’ve come back to Christ.

I was aware of the fact that I would be sharing him, if not with concubines than with Safia at least, and maybe a 3rd wife if he were inclined. That being said...I didn’t really mind...Love is a weird thing isn’t it?

Have you had a family of your own since all this and if not why not? Wouldn't you like to have a bunch of mini-you's running about?

Papa Muammar never forced me to do something I didn’t want to do, he never raised a hand to me, he never called me a whore.

What my dad did was closer to rape than anything else, he forced his will on my body and took something from me I’ll never get back.

So obviously you missed the F111 strike.

I have to ask but why were you so dumb to trust your father when he took you to the "gyno", it seems pretty obvious where that was going especially since you knew how pissed your dad was. If it was me i'd have run away after the beating.

You seem like a very obedient person. Did you just always do what you were told?

No, I tried daiting to be ‘normal’ in my college years, it all ended badly. I’ve had three subsequent relationships, and had sex once with two of the men (the first was a date rape though, so I don’t really count that as consensual). I was fooling myself, I’m just a monogamous person, I guess I’d consider myself celibate now if not asexual. And sure, I would of loved that, unfortunately that was taken from me.

The Tripoli raids happened two years earlier.

Because I was half starved and saying no meant another beating. There was no running away. He beat me into unconsciousness and locked me into my bedroom. My window was too small for me to wiggle out in my state, I tried to pick the lock, but I didn’t work. Two days of no food doesn’t exactly get you in a rational state.

Ok well... he definitely shouldn't of had sex with you ... that's all I can tell you :P

Yes. Love IS a weird thing

I was in my 20's the first time I was asked to become a 3rd wife was when I was in Spain staying with my dads friends.

I was getting along splendidly with the first wife, she was kind to me and I loved thier 3 children

Then I went to stay with the 2nd wife and she was cold towards me (they lived in separate homes)

Needless to say, the 1st wife was priming me to enter the harem and the 2nd wie was jealous of me and the first wife!

I found out that I ws there to get to know the husband in preparation for marriage and I thought I was there for a holiday!

You have to consider the politics between the wives, its not as easy as you think.

Each wife has to accept the other and of course there are the children to consider, they are siblings

No woman is monogamous. You are not biologically designed for it. Women are designed to be highly adaptable. If their husband dies, they move to another provider.

Also the idea that your only ever meant to love one person is ridiculous. There are so many personality types and different looking people out there. If your love actually has any kind of intellectual foundation there will be someone else who you connect with.

I can't believe you've given up the most precious things in existence, love and a family just because you fucked some guy for a week in your teens. It sounds more like you're psychologically scarred and don't want to commit or have children due to the pain you've already been through.

It sounds like you've just given up on life and are waiting to die essentially and that's all your choice, it sounds like the easy choice when t doesn't have to be that way.

Muammar Al Qaddafi had been used by the Zionist deep state and a tool of the great Anti-Christ. He had a brain of a syphilis and is indeed crazy. But he took part of the original conflicts that is still ongoing will lead to the battle of Armageddon.

Actually ALL political correct leaders (included US and UK) are responisble for the coming battle of Armageddon with the Zionist deep state. If Qaddafi was not that stupid, he could become the Anti-Christ, but he is not and as daft as a brush as Obama.

At least he had a soul which is very unusual because all descendants of Ishmael and those mixed seed of men and seed of monkeys are mankind (beasts) without souls.