Where do you find a good loyal guy

My hope is that all true lovers can hold on to the relationship... (if it's a healthy one. If not, to let go...)

The hardest things we as (spiritual) beings can learn, is taught through our relations to one another.

In today's society it's hard...
I mean, to stand other people, ha ha!

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Sometimes I cry myself to sleep wondering if a hug is as good as I imagine.

I think those people are ONLY interested in being and talking about being awakened. LoL

Are you a Skinny Minny yourself?

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It's quite a catch-22 really.

I used to be shy and quiet so I never found a girl.

That turned into depression. So, I'm depressed because I'm single and single because I'm depressed.

Not a skinny minny. However, regardless of my weight, I find curvy women attractive, including the woman in the video.

OMG this is so exciting!!!

I'm so gonna enjoy this!!!!

I wanna discuss this more.
Yes, yes, I agree!!
Zeitgeist is a gatekeeper false lead, cuz They cover up about higher consciousness and such.
Yes, both cosmic AND a being in this density.

I recommend William Henry's research, interviews and lectures, many are on youtube, about The Shining Ones and Jesus.


I heard to a VERY interesting interview the other day.

Listen especially at around 29 min onwards,

and, I think it's at around 55 min he talks about Jesus.

He also talks about Atlantis, the pleiadians etc

More from the interview ~
The reptilian alien war, and that we're in a kinda repetetive scenario / conflict right now, just as in ancient times... this war is ancient.

Seems the reptilians baited Eisenhower, and Hitler, and They gifted us with tech in exchange for humans... so we seeded Their Alien AI tech everywhere and now They use it against us. Their globalist take over is almost complete...

They wanna turn us into wet ware, total control, hive mind, AI ...
They have no soul...

They are after our soul too, see Robert Duncan's book "Project Soul Catcher".

They are the ones who lie about Jesus.
This video explains a lot...

They abduct humans to create hybrids who walk among us. Which makes me think of General Mark Milley, head of US Army, who warned in a speech we must prepare to fight hybrids and little green men...
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Len Kasten: The Reptilian Plan to Divide and Conquer the Human Race


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If you wanna read, there's a link to an article in the descritption under the video.

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She's quite attractive (you seemed of the opinion that only one man found her attractive).

Where are the good, loyal respectable guys?

Many of them are in burnt-out relationships and due to their morals are just living day by day finding meaning in their jobs, their children, their hobbies....

They know that their choices have led them into their situations and aren't willing to sacrifice being able to look in the mirror and like the person looking back at them.

I will never marry again. Doing so locks a person into a situation where one's lifestyle, choices and opportunities are too dependent on another person. Its tough when everything is one way in such a situation..

Oh for FFS.....YOU asked the question in your thread title. THAT IS YOUR ANSWER!!

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1. Go to the bar.
2. Go to the back alley or gutter
3. Go to a strip club
4. Check the crack house
5. Visit your local law offices
6. Congress?
7. Hollywood?
8. The tattoo shop
9. Starbucks
10. An Antifa rally

Oh, you said 'good' well, now isn't that the question.
Women who 'want' to go out with a guy? That shouldn't be any trouble. Ignore the list, you might try your local bookstore...

Be what you are looking for.

At this point, in this culture, the honest men recognize that there is no point in engaging in the courtship lie and marriage trap.

Women have commoditized sex, so that's easy.

But, I mean really, you expect honest men to take a 50/50 chance at divorce, in order to lose half of their possessions and 80% of visitation with their children, well why would any man worth having agree to such diabolical terms?

We found being single or celibate is infinitely preferable to linking up to women who use femininity, or what passes for it, as a hook and mallet to pound real men into submissive betas. To be happy and fullfilled, we don't need you or anyone else. We aren't co dependent. We are MEN...and the essence of that male spirit is independent. If anything we want a WOMAN who wants embrace the feminine, nurturing, life giving energy that makes a WOMAN. And if not, then the confused about gender role female can retire to lesbianism, shallow idiot beta males and whirring sex toys.

Question...why SHOULD WE desire YOU?

She needs to walk every day

Stand up and move around often

Get a physical job - NOT SITTING!

I used to train people in a gym near a big banking high rise

Those women that worked there had enormous butts from SITTING and STRESS - and working out at lunch helped ... But what they NEEDED is a different JOB!

Sitting is deadly and makes a wide load butt

They all told me they gained every year since they worked for the bank - and their butt was wider proportionally than they ever were

Its facetious to pretend to wonder why ...females?...women?..can't find decent men.
After all, we can all admit that the stock in trade of females to attract men is sex. They know what most men are after, and they leverage that power to the maximum. Why does a female need any given man when she has another hundred shallow breeder males waiting...on tinder...fb...etc ad nauseam?
And since the males can fund sex with any shallow, confused female who says she wants one thing but chooses another...well everyone gets what they want but no one has any idea what it is they want. Ironically.

Its the same as women who dress provacitavely and wonder why all the men they meet are only interested in sex...while the idiot men who buy sports cars can't figure out why all the females they meet are gold diggers.

Aisle eight any Walmart

Perhaps, some are in such phase... when one breaks free and deprogram, there are stages when one can be very narcissistic.

The center of ones being starts to notice syncro-mysteries, and how all is magic.

If one gets stuck there, one becomes a pain in the holy ass of all sacred other beings...

The 3 lower chakras are soo strong.

If we can rise up, above the root chakra, sacral chakra and solar plexus, the divine spirit can Master other domains in The Kingdom.

If we can tame our Beast, (the beast is in us... see the number of man in Book of Revelation)... and reach mastership, despite temptations, baits, triggers, demons... just like Jesus did... then we too can be crowned by our Crown chakra, who blossoms in 144 000 lotus petals.

Why a lotus?

The lotus flower rises through the mud, through the water, and ascend as a beautiful flower... opened up towards the light.

So can we...

Our flower knob, our spirit, dwells in the muddy water body (our human templet)

We are made of 72% water.
There are 72 names of God.

Our eyes are 90% water.
Our brains are 85% water.

In the story, God is said we are made of mud.

Earth... earth and water.

More deeper symbolism ~~~

Mother Mary...

Mary, Mari, Miriam means star of THE SEA, the great water, the ocean...

Marie, a goddess in Syria, holds clay vase used for water (see the symbolism?) She is the water bearer.
(Jesus spoke arameic, the only place it's spoken is in Syria. The reptilians are busy destroying all evidences of the ancient history in the middle east.)

Marie means fountain or little spring of water.
Maria - the ALL water.
Our Mother.

Mem in hebrew, (mem, as our cell membrane), it's pictograph symbol are drawn as waves...

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And... more symbolism related to our divine body tempel ~

When we SPIN our carbon atom cell, it reflects various sacred symbols ~ symbols used by various religions...

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Mem in hebrew... a wave, and depicted also as a pyramid with a secret gate opening to heaven...

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...pyramid in egypt, alchemy meaning pyramid fire = plasma and torsion fields... (Hermes / Thoth)

Hebrew and sanskrit (from Vedic India) is a plasma fire language. When it is spoken it is magic if done by a master magician.

Many magician j.ws and in Israel are baited in root chakra, sacral chakra by satanic sex magic and war to keep them slaved to the vatican reptilians...
They target potential magicians...
that is also why baby boys are ritualistically circumsised, as it destroys the nervous system of the
divine tempel.

The penis is an Einstein-Rosenbridge!!! (A STARGATE, a portal).


The human super consciousness is inside a divine blueprint, the divine body tempel, and is hacked, full of infectious script, malware, ~~~ persons are very much under attack...

and They use religious mind control dogma to destroy all divine beings... it's a dysfunctional Stockholm syndrome. All religious people are trauma bonded to love Their abusive shadow leaders who are fake gods, fake prophets...

To break free is going to be just what a domestic violence victim go through. Study that psychological process to understand how hard it is... and how the abuser often murder those who break free. And plant deep seeds of despair - can you ever learn to trust again...?

If Jesus came back, He would have to deal with healing a abused population with global Post Traumatic stress disorder, who will not dare to trust anything or anyone after all the mind fuck narcissistic abuse, all the gaslighting, false rescue and treason...

He must do as any good physician ~
analyze all of the various reasons for why a patient is sick... before he can approach how to heal.

And as you know, free will means the patient can say no, as every true healer must respect autonomy. But Gods Kingdom can come if we fight our demons and Master the beast..

An intervention to help the addicted who lost control has already happened.. but not everyone will be saved. Not everyone can see deeper.


To truly understand the deeper mysteries, you must study alchemy (pyramid fire - torsion fields) and physics (quantum)...

There are many great mystics on earth right now who are teaching wise insights... sadly, the so called Christian Church does NOT. Jesus is NOT welcome by the reptilians who took over and created Christianity. They are very nervous that the truth will come out.

They target those who downloads from the divine source, and try to drive them mad or bait them with egotrip guru-wannabee / Messiah CIA MK-Ultra programs... that way, anyone who speaks out will be either a crazy wacko or a cult leader who leads true mystics astray... right? Cuz the majority are right now under Their spell...

And that is the source to why They spam everywhere to drive people away from doing research.

Like I said, many can get stuck in that ego phase of being God...
If the spirit matures, they move on to the next phase.

Only the deep state uses religions to bind your spirit... or cult leadets, gurus, to spellbind you...

It is explained by particle physicists who analysed Jesus transfiguration, that His body went through a super powerful event in the burial cave. All his cells accessed a power equal only to what is found at the edge of a black hole. It's known as The Event Horizon.

His lightbody scorched the burial cloth, known as The Shroud of Turin, and left a unique print as evidence that not until today, with our physics science, can be understood...

See, 7 min video


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Jesus lightbody access the field, and He downloads insights into anyone, everywhere. He is in the Source Field (seen symbolised in the movie The Matrix, when Neo merges with Their AI...)

We are all in Their AI prison here.
Jesus came here to show us the way out.

They always manipulated us to keep us trapped in hell.

That is why They created an Alien AI grid network, to hack the global unified field through quantum computers etc.

The deep state world satanic leaders held Their Bilderberg meeting in Turin for a reason. They use the relic to bind black magic commands ~ thinking They can manipulate earths global consciousness.

((One of the reptilian chosen leaders for Sweden was there, and she roleplay a new act to perform as the deep state globalist prime minister candidates. No one in Sweden wants that, but They follow the Vatican script, to create Anti-Christs kingdom on earth...))

They - the vatican, jesuits etc, just like Hitler - and was it Waffen SS, elite soldiers, hunted Jesus relics, like the spear of destiny, arc of the covenant etc (see the Indiana Jones movies)


They are controlling the 3D materia, and seek to bind your body, mind and spirit to be stuck in this density.

That is why They hijacked the teachings of Jesus, Mother Mary, and Mary Magdalene and all the other mystics teachings.
They collect masses of seekers in mega machines (temples) and indoctrinate them...

And that is why They gang stalk all who download from source, and all who can set mankind free.

But, They cannot hack the source.

They alter our bodies, our DNA, glands, poison us, frequency weapons, and turn us into wet ware by injecting us with nano weapons.

They don't want just to steal our potential, They want to kidnap, and hack God... Source itself... you see...? So They think that by merging with us (through sex, implants etc) They will somehow get to Source, and fuck with God.

But Source knows this, and is compartmentalised. Jesus had to leave this realm to prepare room for us in Gods mansion.

Think of a partitioned harddrive.
Or filtered Operative System that cannot get infected, but it can still interact online... (sorry, can't find better words)...

Source is beyond Their reach!!!


They use occult cyber command hacker teams to try to get access...

Those are the ones obsessing over the Targeted Individuals who They gangstalk...



You have God within and without.
As above ~ so below...
They don't. And They hate you for it.


If we ascend, our spirit rises to the light and shines all insights to all... to reach enlightenment is a hell of a struggle...

I think Jesus appreciated all the struggling souls, and knew of all baits and traps, and about the journey to deprogram in a supressive, deadly system, about group pressure, fear and hopelessness.

Since he knew and understood that... I think that is why he said what he did after all he was put through, as the witnesses say he said: (I paraphrase) "Forgive them father, for they do not know what they do"...


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So this schizophrenic diatribe is relevant how

Meridian... relax!

OP, Sensible advice that works. 1st make a list of the most important qualities you're seeking in a man with the deal breakers on top.

2nd Realize that the pickier you choose to be, the more men you'll have to encounter as it's really a numbers game.

3rd Know that you can meet a good, loyal guy anywhere including running errands, shopping. However best to join groups where men congregate. So expand your hobbies to hiking, going to the gym, etc.

4th Whenever you see an appealing man, smile, make casual conversation, and stay positive. Reject if necessary.