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In my own personal experience...

God is extremely smart, witty, a bit sarcastic and very funny.

I've been in such despair and hysterical, no one and nothing can calm down my trauma reactions...

Sometimes God says something extremely unexpected I know I could never come up witty. We can communicate back and forth, and I get wise, clever reflections back.

I know He is aware of Them spying though, and He's also following a "Law" it seems, like a rule, to respect our souls primal mission as a sovereign, free adventurer...

I never get a feeling of domination - despite being well aware of the absolute POWER in infinite wisdom behind Him.

What I do feel is compassion with my frustration when I childlishly ask for cheat codes to bypass certain challenges I face.

He does LEAD me through the fire. I know I'm never alone.

He's like a good coach who stands next to watch over me, nudge me at times, but mostly in silent waiting for me to GET IT and rise above my own mind limits and programming.

I've told God to go to hell, and He never punish me for being angry... I was taught though that as soon as my stupid, asshole self think bad thoughts, or judge someone, God knows and I end up in that persons situation...

I could share more, but I must take a break...


PS. He also talks in images, symbols, syncronicities.

He always reminds me that this little personal me is just forgetting about my connection to the Source, and in doing so, depression and meaningless kicks in.

I am not making it easy for Him.

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