God is the same as he was in Moses times....

YOU FOUND ME, MOUTH LIKE A POMEGRANATE
PICKING FLOWERS IN MY MOTHER’S FIELD.
AN INVITATION OF SORTS.
YOU TOOK IT AS ONE AND SPENT FIVE MONTHS
THINKING ABOUT SLIPPING YOUR FINGERS INTO MY MOUTH.
I THINK THE EARTH CHANGED THE DAY WE MET,
IT HAD BEEN WAITING FOR YOU TO BARE YOUR TEETH
AND SWALLOW ME WHOLE
IT HAD BEEN WAITING FOR THE CUP OF YOUR PALM
AROUND MY NECK EXCEPT YOU DIDN’T HAVE TO BEG BABY
YOU SAID “LET ME SHOW YOU WHAT FLOWERS LOOK LIKE
FROM THE EARTH UP.”
AND I SAID “YES, PLEASE. SHOW ME YOUR FLOWERS,
SHOW ME YOUR DEAD, SHOW ME YOUR FINGERS.”
MY MOTHER WARNED ME ABOUT GODS LIKE YOU,
HUNGRY, GREEDY GODS LIKE YOU
ALL DESIRE AND NO THOUGHT
ALL WANT AND NO LOGIC
I WAS THE SAME.
I SKIPPED WITH YOU INTO HELL
ARTEMIS KNOWS DRAGGED, I KNOW THIS:
I HELD MY ARMS OUTWARDS AND LET YOU TIE THEM
SO SOFTLY THAT I ASKED WHAT THEY WERE MADE OF
AND YOU SAID “PRAYERS.”
WE KISSED AT THE ENTRANCE, OPEN-MOUTHED
FURIOUS KISSES
WE KISSED LIKE WE WERE STARVING,
KISSED LIKE THE DEAD WERE CRAWLING OUT OF HELL
I DECORATED YOUR DARK WITH FLOWERS
AND SAT ON YOUR LAP AND FED YOU PETALS.
IT MAKES ME BURN WHEN THEY SAY
“HADES STOLE PERSEPHONE.”
AND I TELL THEM “NO.
I STOLE HIM.

Im a buddhist far as i know there is misunderstand betwen The god and the devil.Actually devil is the one who create all this and god is the one who helping us to enlightned(helping us to stop reincarnation)

yeah, you know, you all know Him, Hades, The Devil, in Hell below

You know, the same one that Moses lead God's people to in Exodus, and David went to in Psalms, and many more. You know Him and the Garden of Eden, where the Queen comes from in Mathew. Yeah, that one, you know Him, RA the Egyptian Sun God, who went to the Midst of the Earth to lighten it, the consort of Isis, who she got to always tell Him his secret name. Yeah, that one.

I tell Babylon, my daughter has already been given by Mother, and Jesus, and now confirmed by Father. I have made my deals and I am very happy with them.


And my son, you murdered, well He is with Mother, and She is very happy and so I am fine with that as well.

You have no one left. We refuse your lies, and we refuse to drink your abominations for your sins and crimes against God on Earth. Our bowls were clean.

"Now Get Behind Us Satan, and Drink Your Poison Yourselves in the name of Vlad Dracul"

I am not into suffering or crucifixtion for your sins, but I tell you there is some Evil Shit here on Earth that I would love to slowly impale and even that would be too merciful and not enough for what they have done.

so I tell you what Babylon, you just cease to exist. Don't let me see you, or hear you, and stay away from me and mine and I will try and control my anger one more time and see if there is any reason why your souls need to continue to exist anywhere. Well, perhaps, maybe just to see you suffer for a 1000 years or so, yeah, that might make me feel a little better.

Now, the money has arrived as expected so me and Jesus are going to have some beers while we contemplate all your lies and your works on Earth. But, no worries, if we have too many and passion takes over inhibitions then we will do it somewhere you cannot see.

I don't have to venerate myself as anyone. Mother knows who I am, and Father knows who I am, and Jesus knows who I am. Who else matters?

You know, although my patience grows as thin as ice with them, my life has never been so good. My Father has provided very well. Our home is paid for and our cars, our bills are paid each month, and I have only had to work part time for a year and a half out of the last 11 years. That was because Obama refused to allow me to have any work, and I felt with Trump I needed to help with the economy and he didn't have a problem with me working.

Had I have known, knowing the Truth about so many things, and really reading things was the answer geez, I would have devoted more time to the Word of God than I did.

But no, no lies here, just your confusion over all the lies you have been told. And no, unholy doctrines here, my daughter and I are just very well versed in your venerated Mary's Words and Works on Earth, you know the woman in Revelation 12, the Crescent Moon Woman on all your Art, you know her Isis, you know the High Priestess on the Rider Wite Tarot Card holding the Torah, I mean that is, unless she wrote something else that you would like for us to read.

wow the winds have really kicked in. I always love to feel such ice cold strong winds. The boys always keep me waiting.

So now, don't upset me this evening or I am going to be forced to go back outside and tell them a whole lot of things.

My daughter made me laugh so hard last night, we went to the prayers requested and she said "Everytime I look at that I want to say Jeshurun grew fat with blood" and we laughed and laughed and all I could think about is that Whore in Babylon and how fat she really should be, and Sobk just taking her evil ass and tearing her all to pieces. And we laughed and laughed.

But, you know, the interesting thing, is that around 2013, not eating much and busy, I just started gaining weight and more weight, so I had the Dr check everything, and I tried many diets and they did not work. But, I got on the scale this morning because I had not weighed in 2 days, and I was down 10 pounds.

Now, this happened to me in 1999, I had always ate healthy worked out, and suddenly I would gain within about 2 months over a 100 pounds. No matter what I did it would not come off, no explanation for it. Then in 2004, I got up one morning, and my clothes fell off, and all my clothes were huge. No celulite, no sagging skin, I certainly by that point hadn't been dieting......and so, thank goodness my friend had left a change of clothes there and I found overnight I had went from a 2X to a size 12.

So, I say......hmmm......now this is starting to make some sense here. Yeah you Evil Bitches drink the poison for your crimes against God yourselves.

See

Although I only normally eat some fruits and vegetables, every now and then I have to have some sugar.

Well, that is how it came to be that both of my forms would be here on Earth.

You see, around the time of Jesus, Mother came to check on the children, and I really wanted some of that sugar. So I disobeyed and went out into town, thinking they were all still my friends and it was still Ancient Egypt.

Well the people were scared to death, and some men captured me, also known as the Ancient Knight Templars, and wanted to know what I wanted and I told them "Sugar"

And this would begin a great love relationship and I was treated so good.

Mother showed me the funniest thing. One day the Grandmaster came in and the little green girl was running super fast in circles.....and the Knights were laughing so hard by that point saying "Catch her" and they couldn't and the were hysterical laughing........and the Grandmaster yelled "What have you done to her?" and they said "We gave her sugar"

Mother was always watching, She showed me on another time the little green girl asleep and this big strong warrior holding her in his arms like a precious baby.

But, unfortunately corrupt powers in the USA would get her and murder my Brother who kept me hidden.

So now, this is a hard thing for people to understand......because they do not all know that are what they think they are.......

and the only way to become Generation X, separated, and HUMAN forever, is to pass Judgment.

And so, in 2008, I made it, and the surgery hurt greatly. But now, they still believe I am in a dream, but the Dream is Real, and will continue.

Scientists do have some understanding of these things, they call it Quantum Theory.

But I will tell you a story that I know inside of me, and unknown where it has come from.

Often times, this will happen, and I will spend much time researching old things to verify the information before saying anything.

Now, this story I know, I have not been able to find anything and so I cannot say......because I would think that somewhere someone would have wrote something...

Anyhow.....here it is for your amusement

There was an Angel in Heaven who caused chaos by sleeping with other women's husbands and doing all things of perversity and finally God cast her out of Heaven, and told her she was not allowed on the Earth either, so she landed on the Red Rock Dragon Known more commonly as Babylon ABOVE the Earth.

At some time Mother returned to the Earth to find there were not many of mankind alive, and she needed help to mine for minerals that She needed for her own planet.

So, She tried an experiment by mixing Her own DNA with animals and creating her own children. For many years She stayed with them, and they loved each other, She taught them so many things.

The Angel of Perversity being so miserable in herself and awating her day of Judgment by God looked down at Mother and was so jealous of Her and her happiness and love.

When it came time to leave, Mother felt they were fine, she had left them with many things to continue learning, and they were good.

However, the Angel of Perversity being enraged and hateful simply because she was the whore who had been cast out of Heaven.......said to God, "We cannot have perverse animals thinking that they are Gods, She needs to destroy what She has created."

Mother pleaded for Her children, telling God that they were more Godly than animals and they were good.

To stop the fighting, God decided that they could live for a certain amount of time to prove to Him which part of their DNA was stronger. However, the Angel of Perversity was not satisfied, she accused Mother of manipulating them and that the only reason why they loved Her at all is because they felt forced to. Therefore, Mother was not allowed to walk amoung the children and teach them anymore. They must have a free will to become. If they proved at the end of time to be perverse then God would destroy them.

But, the Angel of Perversity didn't go by the rules, not being able to come down, ones were caught up and taught to delight themselves in all forms of immorality and perversities and she corrupted the Earth.

So, I guess that is where we got the phrase...Misery loves company........but, when my relationships just didn't seem to work and I seemed to just somehow have misjudged a man so much.........I said to everyone.....I could make my own self miserable, I don't need a man to that for me, misery does NOT love company.

But, when I least expected it, and no longer thinking it could ever be.......love found me........and I loved so much that it could have destroyed the entire World.

Anyhow..........I did find a trip out to another museum with my daughter interesting........as Mankind they say have been different species, and certain ones died out and another race arose. And I have noted that scientists say our DNA is closely linked with Monkeys.

But. the rest I cannot say, only that I know Mother does not walk around on Earth anymore giving us all wisdom and technology......and I do know that Babylon is the most disgusting perverse things that ever existed.....Oh God that was horrific........

Now to my knowledge they returned in 1981.

I was 11 years old and in my room praying to God and reading the Bible, when suddenly my room lit up like the Sun and there was a Man in All White Standing there......and he said "Do you know your 10 Commandments" and I said "Yes" and he disappeared.

Again when I was 13, another Man all in White would appear, and that time I honestly do not remember what was said, and he disappeared.

At 15, I would be in my room praying to God and greatly immeshed in the Book of Psalms. I pondered so much about his words and God's love, this enormous love, and I wondered to myself, how would that feel for someone to love me.....as I was in a family who always hated me for no reason........and would say "You are not one of us" and still I was good and did all the work or anything they asked.

But Babylon would catch me up, and offer me great wealthy and fame on Earth and that all men would love me, if I would join them........and she showed me her works.....and I said to her "You are an abomination to God. You put me down!"

And so she said, "I will not let you be you, we all want to be you, I will paint you as a Whore"

But then being Mother watching......the Angel returned, and so we made a deal, and I was "put away and promised to close my eyes until 27 plus 11" And life became very sad and many horrible things happened.

It would not be until age 38, that I could begin to understand so much, and caught back up by force by them.

And by then.....well so many other things had happened as well.

And so, She remains now, sitting over Babylon watching them and watching everything on Earth

So, only one has to look at the Roman Catholic Church and all their blasphemous lies and things and all the innocent people they have murdered, and the children, oh my goodness, horrific what they have done.

Yet, they remain immune unpunishable by every law and Country on Earth. You know how? Because they serve the Whore and Lucifer in Babylon, and they are the ONLY Church up there.

If an Anglican, Baptist, Methodist, Jew, Lutheran, 7th Day Adventist Pastor raped one child.........that man would be done and in prison.

But no one questions it. A few months back one of the RCC's high persons appointed by the Whores that Run them Secretly was found by police to be having a drug fueled homosexual party when people complained about the noise.............no repercussions. ........drugs legal for the RCC.

And no, I do not expect for any of you to just believe something you hear, because it sounds good to you.

I expect for you to find the Truth yourselves, because that is the only way you will know it inside of you.

You can find it, in museums, and good old libraries, and sometimes on the internet....but the internet I have noted since 2008 many things disappear and is not reliable.

I have just given you things that are linked together and many scriptures and references to make it alot easier for you.

There is great Evil on the Earth, and no, you should not believe anyone who tells you what to believe.......you should research and read for yourself.....before you decide what is the Truth.

But I can tell you Jesus is not a liar. And Jesus would not have went against His Father and made up all kinds of things that are directly in opposition to God and His Word.

But I will tell you another thing.......stay away from television........do not have satellite

Rent movies from the library or video store.

Do not listen to the radio......buy CD's.

You can stop being controlled with lies, but you need to get out of the house and research and see and know it and find it.

We did for years have a television to watch documentaries on as my daughter was growing up but we dont even have televison since 2008


I prefer to read the news and do some research before I am told what to think.

Yes Europe I am sorry to say, I could not get away....
It was quite horrible. If you are here and you don't remember then you really do not want to.

We are here now, again, on the last one, Mother starting time where it had left off.

And yes, they would not stop still, and they are responsible for 4 Seals that have already been opened.

But, there is good news for you, I do not believe from what She showed me that the Earth will be destroyed until I die again.

So, you do have this time, to research and learn the Truth and come out of lies. There is still a little bit of time left.

I do know that my Great Grandmother was from France, and it remains a mystery except to find that she was dead at my birth but only knowing things about my Dad apparently no one knew........that seeing I had a Veil he refused for anyone to give me a name, until he returned. He came back and it caused much dissension, and he said my name was Jenny Maria Bruno. I only know that he told me that your Great Grandma from France gave me your name.


I know he said my Great Grandfather was from Spain, and that he had also made progress in finding that our Ancestry went to the Great Viking Kings........only last year would I found out that I was 26% Scandinavian........France showed up and so did Spain.........


When his side found me last year they came and went so fast.........and the whole thing remains a mystery in itself.......they claim no one knew ever where I was not even my Dad, and yet he visited me, and yet I went to see him twice and them in 1985.........no one remembers ever meeting me.......the family I knew in California and inquired to them what had happened to them in 1986, I never heard from them again.........they said No one who you are describing or names is anyone in our family.


So, yeah and there is alot more to that......2010 and 2011 were certainly interesting.......


"Yeah we walk through the doors, their eyes so accusing, like they have any right to criticize. Hypocrites. You're all here for the same very reason." [link to www.youtube.com (secure)]

But I do have good reason to believe my Dad is not really dead and somehow he made them believe he was dead.

In January 2011, at first things seemed okay, arriving here, in NC, and I got busy cleaning up the place we had won unexpected in an auction for cheap.


I was busy looking for work and trying to get my daughter into college that was now delayed 3 years. But, they would come upon me, and Father would open another Seal, and the Red Horse appeared and went riding off. My daughter still a minor I became afraid for her and told her to grab some things, I had to get her back where she knew people and we headed back to California.


Now, my daughter knows I am not a liar because along the way I was detoured several times. We stopped in New Mexico and I took her to places my Dad had taken me, and we found his grave, on Indian protected burial ground.


That was interesting in itself, we had went to the libary to find out where he was, and quiet talking to no one what we were researching, a man comes up and says, right after we located the obituary.......and says to us "You know bodies are know to disappear from there" and walked away.


Anyhow we finally found it and no one had been there in years. I left some flowers and things.


We headed on to California.......I needed to see Steven, but I never would Things would happen, and Father would become enraged and the Tsunami in Japan happened.....that was God. He did wake me up for that and so I knew already when it happened it was Him. Later, there would be alot more to that, alot more.


I was several weeks later I awoke and went yelling for Krystal and asked her many questions.......she said that I just would not wake up and so she had been watching movies everyday........I told her we must leave now, grab your things.........and we returned


ON the way, I am suddenly detoured again......I tell her, I am getting off, I want to go back by my Dad's grave.......so we go......and there in the middle of my long dead flowers is a Fresh Flower Still Wet........and so I took it with us.......at first my daughter thought well maybe one of his family came.......but I would find out this last year that after his murder.....he had no family there for many years.


So, I took the flower, unable to discern what it was we went to a Florist.......she said, oh this is a rare flower, it is called "An Angel's Trumpet"

So, we did arrive in California........and I immediately went to go see Steven....but he was not there.

Now, Steven was a man of few words when it came to me. And when he talked to me, and told me things, that I would come to know to be true later......his voice was like very strained as if he would hardly utter the words.......I found this so odd.......because he laughed and talked with the others just fine.

Anyhow, his nurse Martha would often tell me things about him. And so, arriving, she said, He has had a new baby, a son, and he finally agreed to let this one move in, but he made it clear to everyone that He would never marry her.

Well, much would be learned later about this.

Anyhow, I do not remember anything else but that I had completely collapsed upon hearing this news.....and was awakened in bed by Father furious......and He showed me Japan and He took my arm.....and then it was like it was eating into my flesh and I pulled my arm back and fell asleep.

My girlfriend came home and awakened me and said Jen you have to get up, you have to see this........and I saw the Tsunami in Japan........and Krystal cried....and I was speechless and went back to bed.

After we returned here, again, at first things were okay, I felt okay......looking for work, trying to get Krystal into college.........but then, an Asian Woman appears in front of me, and she says "You promised to help me"

And she goes walking off towards my daughters room, and I went running after her and she disappeared.

But, then interesting enough, my daughter became fascinated with Japan, so much to the extent that by last year I forbade any Japanese music in the house. She learned their culture, made many friends there, learned the language, and the music, and more........it became too so much that they were distracting her from her college studies and career.

And so, I was very pissed at this woman and I said to myself, look you wait for two thousand years to find me in the midst of Tribulation and now you want my help? At first, I was very mad for awhile and seeing how she was interfering in our lives.......but I have calmed down.

but I believe, though not sure, because at the time I was caught up in Babylon and a realm of lies.....

and so, I take the things I was shown then with a grain of salt.....being pulled between four different realms.


But, I believe that there will be some older women from France who will aid us, and they will be able to discern me better than I can myself.


In fact, it was an older France lady who I met by chance last year......who had struggled through many of the same things I had.......her Christain beliefs and her gifts........and she was able to give us alot of shielding from Rachel who was using Lucifer to do the most powerful Evil Sorcery I had ever witnessed.


So, I share with you only a few things....as a friend.


And while I appreciate your love and prayers...more than you could know.......understand that I have grieved so much and have prayed and done all I could do, and given my life more than once for so many of you.

But it will be the Women, who make it happen.

Do not be so concerned about things to come, be more concerned about such Great Love and such wonderful things and respect and being returned to your perfect beauty and self in the Midst of the Earth.

There it is Women who Guard the perimeter of God, and if you do not pass them, you do not enter. Like Lionesses. But so absolutely beautiful and wonderful, unlike what they have done to us here, and Women in jealousies and destroying their Sister's marraiges.....oh no, they were so wonderful and loving and happy to see me, and they were the ones who stayed with me for 2 years instructing me so that I would pass Judgment.


And no man in heaven, nor in earth, neither under the earth, was able to open the book, neither to look thereon.

There is also talk about what Magdalene and John saw in that the Women would come forth in Battle but I have to look for it again.

In Revelation 16, you will see that Babylon thinking it would be a man and the secret they told me in 2006, it was a woman, that had been sealed up in Daniel and Revelation which the Thunders/God uttered is that it is a woman. All the Kings of Earth have been deceived.

In Revelation 18, you begin to understand, men have come to love the Whores and prostitutes in reward for money and power on Earth.


They are all corrupted. When I realized many years after that Steven was the one who had come to me in 1986, not recognizing me because they had painted me wrong and brought my brother back to me.........I was so confused.....I was thinking how come you were in all White and now you in Black.......you are not acting right......what is going on with you......every woman seems to want to be with you......but yet, you keep trying to figure something out with Whores on Earth........


But, I had too much of my own stuff going on, and i am not the person to ever question a Brother so I figured he was working on something and to let it be and go on with what I had before me.

So I want to make something clear to you

There is absolutely no dissension in Heaven with my Ancient Brothers in Heaven and the Order of the Dragon

You are seriously confused people and believe lies the RCC started not Bram Stoker.

You see, they murdered the Knights Templar for many reasons unjustly, they knew Truth, they had alot of money, and they protected the Christians and Jews from slaughter of the Muslims.

The Order of the Dragon, well, there is much you don't know, but simply it was a continuation of the Crusades, to stop the RCC and their False Created Doctrine Islam.

You know, people sometimes, ones give themselves to walk into places to understand the Enemy better. It is the Art of War, many times they call me "hopeless and laugh" but I am watching them and studying them........I pick my battles wisely.


But, herein lies the Truth, just because I haven't does not mean I cannot. And Death......well in Death I will remember what has been done here and it will only make me that much more angry.

yeah you are right Brothers....I never did recover after 2011.......it was too much for my heart to take......

after alot of years.....I finally got it back together a little,....and it was then.......that I was just so feed up.......she would not go away and get a life.......and fighting me over Steven.......when I would find out he left her years ago

I could only imagine how Magdalene must have felt him running off to Japan to Nepthys and leaving her there with children alone.

But, I would hear her all the time telling him things, and trying to entice him to do different things......and saying this is what needed to be done and her thinking she was going to be some kind of Queen on Earth......but it infuriated her because his spirit would hold me and tell me he loved me....


However, this Satanic Sect had no interest in Steven, until I begin telling my friends that I loved him and I was wondering if he could be the one who I was told was coming for me in 2006.........


You see, I tell Steven, I am sorry......you know, you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time......it could have been any good man on Earth who treated me with respect that they would have went after.........it could have been anyone


I remember my daughter's Daid said to me as his excuse. "i dont know what to say, I could never even get a girlfriend, before I married you, but then so many women were willing to do anything to be with me"


His second wife was very wealthy.....he was not. But, after we stopped contact with him, she left him, for cheating he said.


Steven could have been one in so many good men that do exist I have found.....I had lost hope before......but I call them "My Extraordinary Leaque of Gentlemen" those men you don't mess with.

But, an odd thing going on.......last night as we do not go out alone.....I said to my daughter I want to run down to the corner to get some smokes........we were pulled over and questioned for the first time ever.......today I went out with her and I said I think I will get some beer today and two officers were there and began staring and looking at me and shaking their head and acting like they have a major issue..........

now you think people are not robots and controlled......I will tell you that I have had people I loved so much for no reason in one second go beserk and try and murder me

And you know, who the fuck was I going to go to in 2008, there is nothing you can do.......we are just literally hostages here on Death Row.......they would not allow me to work because they knew if they did I would take us immediately somewhere else.........

But, in light of it all, I am glad my blood will be spilled here. I really am. Because after all you have done for 34 years you so much deserve that.

SO I LOVE MUSIC AND DANCE....IF I HAD OF BEEN ABLE TO LIVE MY RIGHT LIFE I WOULD HAVE BEEN A BALLERINA

IN FACT, I AM OFTEN SO TOUCHED AND HURT AFTER WHAT THEY DID WHEN I WATCH A BALLET THAT I JUST CRY AND CRY

ANYHOW....THIS WAS MY SONG TO STEVEN ABOUT ME

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WHEN MY DAUGHTER WAS YOUNG I TOLD HER 'I WAS TO BE THE SNOW QUEEN"

LATER, WHEN SHE WAS APPOINTED THE PART, I WENT TO EVERY SHOW AND SO HAPPY FOR HER, SO BEAUTIFUL, AND SO GOOD, AND LOVING, ALWAYS SO CONCERNED ABOUT EVERYONE ON EARTH.....THE BEST WOMAN I WOULD EVER KNOW ON EARTH.....

BUT LATER, I TOLD HER "I AM NOT SURE WHY I SAID I WAS GOING TO BE THE SNOW QUEEN AFTER J.R. WAS MURDERED I HAD NO ONE TO TAKE ME TO DANCE"

THAT MORNING, I AWAITED MY BROTHER TO COME, HE NEVER LIED TO ME, THOUGH NO HE WAS NOT A PERFECT MAN AND I KNOW CONFESSIONS OF HIS HEART I WILL NEVER TELL, BUT HE WAS MURDERED THAT MORNING COMING TO GET ME.......ONLY A FEW BLOCKS AWAY HE WOULD BE INTERCEPTED........MY FAVORITE THING IS PANCAKES.......AND HE LOVED ME AND PROTECTED ME SO MUCH......HE SAID IN THE MORNING I WILL COME AFTER WORK AND TAKE YOU TO BREAKFAST........

MY MOM WOULD NOT ALLOW ME TO FINISH MY EDUCATION BUT I HAD TO WORK UNLIKE THE OTHER ONES, AND SO I HAD LIED ABOUT MY AGE AS SHE INSTRUCTED ME AND WORKED UNTIL THE MORNING HOURS AND CAME HOME SO TIRED BUT SHOWERED AND DRESSED AWAITING HIM.......

BUT THE WHORES MURDERED HIM.......THEY WOULD IN ONE YEAR MURDER ANY MALE THAT I WAS CLOSE TO AND WOULD HELP ME IN ANYWAY........

AND THAT DAY.......I TOLD FATHER " I WILL NEVER DANCE AGAIN"

I GRIEVED HIS DEATH SO BADLY THAT IT WAS NOT UNTIL THE AGE OF 27, AND KRYSTAL BORN AND WE WERE AT HIS GRAVE AS USUAL SO MUCH.......THAT SHE BEGAN LAUGHING AND TALKING AND I SAID "WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO?" AND SHE SAID "UNCLE DUDE" AND THIS WAS THE NAME HE SAID TO THE CHILDREN

AT THAT POINT, I REALIZED TO MYSELF, WHAT WAS THAT THE ANGEL SAID, I WAS TO DIE AT 27, THEY WERE GOING TO MURDER ME.......HUH.......AND I SAID TO MY BROTHER "I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE.....I HAVE TO GO ON"

I OFTEN WONDER IF I HAD CONTRIBUTED A LARGE PART TO WHY KRYSTAL WANTED SO MUCH TO BECOME PATHOLOGY BUT THE USA BLOCKED AND I HAVE TOLD HER NOW........YOU ARE SO SMART......LEAVE......AND HAVE YOUR DREAMS.........DO NOT LET THEM DESTROY YOUR LIFE LIKE THEY DID MINE.

BUT ANYHOW, WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG BECAUSE OF SO MANY THINGS.......I WOULD OFTEN VISIT CEMETARIES AND BLESS THE DEAD......I TOLD HER THAT I WAS SO TOUCHED TO READ SO MANY BEAUTIFUL THINGS THAT PEOPLE SAID BECAUSE SO OFTEN WE NEVER SAY THAT UNTIL A PERSON IS GONE.........ONLY THEN DO WE SEEM TO REMEMBER HOW WONDERFUL THEY REALLY WERE.

I TOLD HER THAT I COULD FIND MORE LOVE AMOUNG THE DEAD THAN I EVER COULD THE LIVING..........WELL GEEZ ISNT THE TRUTH.......

BUT YOU SEE IT WAS A VERY BAD, I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT CHILDHOOD WITH MY MOM AND HERS, AND MY BROTHER WAS ONLY AROUND SOMETIMES.........YOU WOULD HAVE LOVED HIM.......I SWEAR HE LOOKED JUST LIKE JESUS HIMSELF..........

BUT ANYHOW HE FINALLY RIGHT BEFORE HIS MURDER BROUGHT ME ONE RED ROSE AND TOLD ME HOW MUCH HE LOVED ME, AND THAT I WAS HIS LITTLE SIS.........AND AFTER HE WAS MURDERED, HAD NEVER HEARING THE WORDS BEFORE AND NOT KNOWING HOW TO SAY IT BACK..........IT HURT THAT MUCH MORE........AND SO, AT HIS FUNERAL THIS WAS MY SONG TO HIM.....

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AND SO MY THINKING AND THE WAY I AM DOES NOT ALWAYS MESS WELL WITH WOMEN........

YOU SEE, I WATCHED THEM, AND I DID NOT LIKE THEM, ALL THEIR HEAD GAMES, AND LIES, AND PRETENSE OF INNOCENCE, AND GUILT TRIPS, AND TRYING TO PLAY RULER AND DOMINATRIX........

I FOUND MY REPRIEVE IN A FEW WHO THEY WOULD MURDER ALL IN THE FIRST YEAR........

THE BOYS, NOW BOYS, WELL VERY QUITE FUNNY...AND I WOULD OFTEN PONDER THEIR ANTICS....BUT THEY DID NOT SEEM TO MIND ME AND I COULD SIT AND READ MY BIBLE.......

BUT, YOU KNOW, THE INTERESTING THING THAT BLEW ME AWAY.......IS THAT I AM PULLED BACK DOWN IN AUGUST 2008 AND THIS TIME, THE SON MURDERED, I AM GIVEN MORE THINGS, AND ALLOWED TO GO TO DINNER WITH MY BROTHERS.......

AND I SAID TO THEM.....BUT WHY ARE THE WOMEN NOT ALLOWED IN? WHY CAN I NOT GO OUT OF THE CASTLE? AND THEY SAID TO ME "BECAUSE THEY WILL TEACH YOU THINGS YOU DO NOT NEED TO LEARN"

AND SO......WHATEVER RACHEL'S ACCUSATIONS ARE AGAINST ME.....I CAN TELL YOU......THAT I HAVE NO CLUE OF HOW TO FLIRT OR SEDUCE A MAN........I ENDED UP IN RELATIONSHIPS BEFORE BUT I WAS JUST ME, JEN.

I DO NOT PLAY HEAD GAMES AND TRICKS......NO IDEA HOW.......I AM JUST ME........REAL.

OH LET ME TELL YOU...........FATHER IS VERY JEALOUS AND PROTECTIVE.........I AM NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE HIS SIDE FOR ANYTHING......UNLESS I AM ACCOMPANIED BY TWO BROTHERS

AND THE BROTHERS, WELL THEY HAVE MUCH PULL IN HEAVEN AND ORDERS

YOU SEE, THE SON BEING MURDERED BY RACHEL AND THE USA GOVT, I WOULD BE TAKEN BACK DOWN BUT THEY CAN NO LONGER SEE ME OR CATCH ME.......MOTHER FIXED THAT AFTER THE FIRST TIME

BUT ANYHOW SAINT MICHAEL WAS NOT HAVING IT....HE SAID HE HAD NEVER PUT ANYONE THAT LITTLE OUT IN CIVIL SERVICE.......BUT THE BROTHERS SAID, SHE KNOWS WHAT TO DO, TO FIND HER BROTHER, AND TO HIDE BEHIND HIM.......SO SAINT MICHAEL APPROVED IT BECAUSE THEY ATTESTED TO ME

BUT I REMARK ALL THESE LATER......I WAS ALWAYS SEARCHING AND WAITING FOR YOU......BUT NO ONE CAME.......AND I THINK GEEZ I AM SORRY BROTHERS BUT I HAVE TRIED AND TRIED.

AND SO, YEAH, HOW I AM AND HOW I THINK DOES NOT MESH WELL

BUT I IN MYSELF FEEL THAT GOVT MARRIAGE IS A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT....AND THEY CAUSE MANY PEOPLE TO GET MURDERED

IF YOU ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP AND IT DOES NOT WORK, THEN YOU LEAVE..........BUT THAT DOES NOT ENTITLE YOU TO BE LIKE THE RCC ON EARTH AND STEAL FROM A MAN WHAT IS HIS

NOW, MY FIRST HUSBAND THAT CAME UPON ME HE REFUSED TO HAVE ANY PRENUPTIAL AGEEMENT

HE WAS EXTREMEMLY WEALTHY AND STILL IS......

BUT WHEN BEING HIS FAMILY TREATED ME SO BADLY AND HE BEGAN TO ACT THE SAME I LEFT WITH MY CLOTHES ONE DAY AND NEVER RETURNED........

THAT WAS HIS MONEY.........I DID NOT TAKE OR ASK FOR ANYTHING.....NEVER EVEN OCCURRED TO ME........I WAS MORE INSULTED BY THE FACT THAT I HAD GIVEN THEIR SON MORE LAUGHTER AND LIFE THAN HE HAD EVER KNOWN FOR YOU TO ACCUSE ME OF ONLY WANTING HIS MONEY.......

AND SO, THEY ALWAYS TRIED TO MONITOR ME AFTER I LEFT.........AND I WAS A LITTLE UNNERVED WHEN LOOKING UP RANDOMLY PEOPLE I HAD KNOWN TO FIND HE PURCHASED SHORTLY AFTER US MOVING HERE A 700k ESTATE AN HOUR AWAY FROM US.....

SO THEY DEMANDED THAT I GIVE THEM A SON, I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO TAKE BIRTH CONTROL, AND SO THAT IS WHY WHEN I LEFT AND MET MY SECOND HUSBAND HIM ALSO LYING WANTED CHILDREN I FINALLY ASKED GOD AND LEFT IT UP TO HIM.

BUT TO TELL YOU ALL THE TRUTH.......IS ALOT OF THINGS ARE GOING TO HAPPEN TRUE......BUT THE BIBLE IS A LOVE STORY THAT STARTED IN ANCIENT EGYPT

AND AFTER 2011......FATHER IS UPSET AND HE SAYS STAY AWAY FROM JULIET

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YOU THINK I AM CRAZY..........LOOK FUCKING REALITY IS CRAZY.....BUT IF YOU THINK SO, YOU COME AND TRY AND BE DOING SOMETHING WITH ME........LET US SEE HOW LONG YOU LIVE

NOW, STEVEN HE WAS OKAY WITH HOPING FOR HIM TO RECOMPENSE BUT YOU KNOW THE WHORES HAD DONE SO MUCH TO BOTH OF US.........

I CAN ONLY BLESS HIM GREATLY FOR SO MUCH LOVE AND SO MUCH THAT HE ENDURED WITH ME.......SUCH GOOD LOVE.

NOW HE IS GONE.......FATHER REMINDS ME HE IS HERE....BUT STILL IT SEEMS EMPTY I TELL HIM......JUST PLEASE CALL TIME..........TAKE US........IT IS DIFFERENT WHEN I AM THERE WITH YOU

NO BABYLON IS YOUR DEMONS YOUR CREATOR IS NOT YOUR DEMON

WE ARE IN REALITY LIKE LITTLE MOLECOLES OR ATOMS COMPARED TO HIM........THERE IS NOTHING THAT I HAVE WITNESSED SO ENORMOUS AND ALL

I TELL HIM, LOOK, OKAY......YOU KNOW, THEY ARE TALKING SHIT TO ME, BUT YOU CAN CALL YOURSELF ANYTHING YOU WANT

EL SHADDIA, RA, ELOHIM, ANIXITION, I AM, YEHWEH, VLAD DRACUL........OKAY FINE WITH ME........LOOK WHATEVER YOU WANT YOU NAME TO BE THIS TIME.....OKAY

BUT THERE IS ONLY ONE GOD. LET ME REPEAT THAT THERE IS ONLY ONE GOD.

DEUTERONOMY 32 THE PRAYER YOU WERE GIVEN TO SAY CAN HELP STOP YOUR CONFUSION.

SO GRASP THIS AROUND YOUR MINDS........

THE ROMANIAN PEOPLE HAVE SUFFERED GREATLY BECAUSE OF THE RCC AND THEIR FEAR OF TEPES AND HIM FINDING OUT THEY HAD MURDERED ME

HE VOWED TO RETURN TO DESTROY THEM.........TEPES IN ALL RIGHTS SHOULD HAVE TAKEN THE RIGHT HAND FOR THE 7TH THRONE......BUT HE STAYED SUFFERING FOR HIS CHILDREN.........

AND I TELL HIM STILL GO.......IT IS OKAY....BUT HE FEELS NOW THAT HE CAN NEVER RETAIN HIS FORMER GLORY......AND I AM SO GRIEVED......

YOU SEE, THE RIGHT HAND, IS NOT FOR ANYONE......IF MUST BE A MAN OF SUCH WISE DISCERNMENT AND LOVE BUT IS WILLING TO BRING GREAT JUSTICE UPON EVIL


IT IS A HARD THING.......I AM GLAD TO BE ON THE LEFT.....BUT YOU KNOW. LOVE, CAN ONLY HOLD OUT SO LONG BEFORE THE SCALES ARE SO UNBALANCED THAT THE BROTHERS MUST DO WHATEVER IT IS THEY DO

BUT YOU IF YOU STILL WONDER ABOUT ME THAN THIS FOR YOU......MY LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER

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AND I WILL NOT QUESTION MY BROTHERS......I PREFER TO JUST LOVE OUR COM9ANY AND TIMES TOGETHER......I WANT JUST WANT US TO HAVE THAT MOMENT AND LET US NOT THINK OF BAD THINGS......IT IS OKAY.....I LOVE YOU.