IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

THE CHOICES I MADE WERE OUT OF MY OWN FREE WILL EVERY TIME

THERE WAS NO COERCION

AND I HAVE NO REGRETS OVER ANYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH

I WILL CHANGE NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

you know, life is good

a good man will come along and help us with the repairs

it will be fine

we are getting the house fixed up

I will have a working kitchen in no time and cooking the children good homemade food again

It is all okay

Some of the wounds have healed just overnight, many more, yes, are still there, unfortunately, there are still a lot of Evil Terrorists in the USA going UP there


but the USA is a Good Country and it is my HOME now, and I hate bad children, that is the worst thing


You can NOT spare the rod however you choose to interpret that, my tongue is a two edged sword that anniliates many so I don't often resort to physical violence


Just pointing out what complete fucking idiots or how hateful they are usually works


Yeah, life is really good, it is


And the USA is just a Divided Kingdom right now, you know you can't have a Government System set up that is Divided to fight each other on everything day and night it just is disaster and they will NEVER last as long as China or Africa at this rate............they need one Government and to know what their law is, and what Religion their Country is, and what they stand for, PERIOD.

A Divided Country will Fall, as Jesus said.

So I do hope they change soon, because I live here.

But sadly, if Trump doesn't come in for a second term, I feel that is the end of America. I have never seen such a clueless kiss ass wimp as Biden. At least Trump is the First President I have witnessed that actually had a Pair of Balls.

You know women if you find a husband who actually has balls, kiss them and lick them and love them

because you could go your whole life and never find a man who has any

Balls are a rare thing these days

Especially after 1985 when the subjugated the White King for the Black Pimp and did the switch


You know, I set out at some point doing my own tests, unknowingly, it just came out of my mouth one day, to make me realize I was doing them

But I was

and I found after many races and people that the White Male was superior in ALL areas and a threat to those that wanted to destroy Earth and the Human Race and that is why they wanted the White Males extinct and pussified


That was the need for the promotion of the Gay and Transgender agenda and fucking up their heads........how sad when you see a gorgeous white male only to find out he loves sucking dick and packing fudge

Oh, Rachel is out to get me

She is so mad her attempt failed


You know, men are like Wild Untamed Beasts inside, and if you break through you release the Beast and you let it go

because the Beast knows what is loves and what is wants

You let it free, because it will always return loyal like a Wolf to the one it loves

But most of them are too far gone


Only a few you ever find that have any prospect

Haven't seen one now in many years

Rachel is a puppet for the one that gave her the power in 2008 or 2010 to influence the USA Government and more

let's focus on the real Babylon Whore

Who Runs the RCC

I am looking for a Caucasion Woman about 5'10" blue eyes was red hair then white blond hair

I'm looking for the Woman who is running the RCC in the Catacombs and doing Human Sacrifices and corrupting the Works of Solomon


She is about 5'10 180lbs was straight red hair then white blond later, blue eyes, caucasion, pug nose, high black magick and demonry

Krystal said something was wrong with her, when she came upon Krystal took her to where all the KT's had been murdered and was laughing about it.........she said that her heart was on the wrong side and she could see it


So, she has a genetic deformity, her heart is on the wrong side

I wonder what all these young cute guys 26-29 years old are trying to pick me up for?

You think they just want a fuck or something?

Like an older woman understands kind of deal thing?

Or do they have Mommie issues?

I don't know I took a second look at this one, oh you could tell he was born with a silver spoon in his mouth, a lawyer, doesn't drink, doesn't smoke

what do you do???


oh no, I would tear that poor bastard up, he would be signing over his family's fortune to me in a night

no, I can't do that

I must behave I must behave I must behave I must behave

On his page he says with his expensive sports care "Thank you for coming to my TED Talk"

I ain't coming to your TEd talk motherfucker

TED don't need to talk to me

I have my own mind, and I do what the fuck I want, when I want, where I want


Okay, I have had some beers

I will let you all be


Come on Bear, come tuck me in, nigh nigh

I got my State Medication Aide License today

The test was easy


I hear other women still talking to Steve and about Steve and saying "oh I thought I lost him" and yet he pretends like he is only with me

and I start to think that he is not able to just be with one woman and settle down


It reminded me of what happened to me all these years over jealous women atttacking me and my loved ones, and especially the heated up battles since 2008 and my murders


and I was thinking today about Krystal sharing about an article on the news about a man who cheated on his girlfriend and she found out so she had him call the girl and go and pick her up

she was hiding in the back seat and bashed her head in with a hammer and then had the boyfriend shoot her twice and murder her

thankfully these two have been caught and are locked up

I was searching for the article, but there was just so many on Google

I was already thinking in my mind that I knew that Crimes of Passion is one of the leading causes on murder


Again, it makes me feel like I just would be better to get away completely from this situation


I do NOT want to share a man with several other women, I do NOT want a cheater and adulterer and fornicator


I just want a one on one relationship with a Good Man


I just repeatedly go in circles, always coming back to this, and always just wanting to run away, I don't like it

BEFORE Steven ever came around I was already Betrothed to the Midst of the Earth to the King and I was already practicing celibacy

and I was NOT really sure exactly what this was supposed to mean

and trying to understand a lot of things after they had returned in 4/06 but like She said, she would make me remember everything when I needed to


SO IT IS NOT A MATTER OF STEVE BEING HERE OF WHY I AM JUST SLOW IN WORKING ON CERTAIN AREAS AND NOT LOOKING TO DATE ANYONE

The implications became much more SEVERE in 2008 with 2 more trips to the Midst of the Earth

and I still am trying to understand these things



I JUST FEEL THAT STEVEN SHOULD BE HONEST WITH ALL THE WOMEN AND HIMSELF................IF HE IS UNABLE TO BE WITH ONE WOMAN........IF HE IS LIKE SOLOMON.......THAN HE SHOULD BE HONEST AND NOT LEAD PEOPLE ON AND CAUSE VIOLENCE AND HURT


Alicia was with a lot of other people and I would catch her constantly but still she would lie, like she could not admit it and this was WEIRD to me, because I told her I was with other people

She knew that I was NOT committed to her, that I was NOT in a committed relationship with her and we both understood that

BUT HER LIES ARE WHAT WE WOULD ALWAYS END UP FIGHTING ABOUT


Likewise, the men I saw at that time...........I did NOT want to be in a relationship with them........they were acquaintances I guess or friends I guess of some sort..........every once in a while we shared a night of conversation, laughs, tears, sometimes dancing, drinking, and sex

and then I would not talk to them sometimes for a year at times

But they knew..........what was going on in my life.........I did NOT lie about things

I did NOT lead people on and fuck with their heads, or play mind games.............I DO NOT PLAY MIND GAMES AT ALL

A Japanese Friend Went to Berlin and Saw NO Statues of Hitler Wondered Who He Was

Maybe we are looking at this all wrong

Maybe it is good to let them run around like animals tearing down all the statues and erasing history

Because the statues remind us of history and what happened hundreds of years ago


My daughter has a Japanese friend who went to Berlin and saw NO statues of Hitler. He had heard his name before and was wondering who he was? Was he someone important? Was he a good person? He said there was no statues so he did not know.


LOL

Re: 'Tear them down': BLM says Jesus statues are 'white supremacy'

Yeah

They want Jesus replaced with the Serpent

Damballah is often called the most important god of the voodoo-religion in the Caribbean. He is the snake god, and is usually seen living in trees near water or springs. He is also the fertility god and the father of the voodoo divinities. In Haiti he is called “Bon Dieu” or “good god”.

I tell Steve I don't know how we can get any closer

We have been as ONE since April 17, 2008 when you came and I was almost dead and you came into me

and we mixed together


Then, I went down to the Midst of the Earth and stood Judgment on April 21 2008 and Father put His Spirit also in me

only to come back to find that they thought we had both been dead for 3 1/2 days and we're all celebrating over it


That is how I came to be like this. I tell people there are two of them here. But no one believes me.


Now, whether they want to say it was the Alchemical Union


Or whether they want to say they had Painted the Virgin Girl as the Great Prostitute and the scripture says if a man lays with a Prostitute they become ONE FLESH

however, but we became ONE FLESH

So, Steven I can NOT get any closer to you than I already am because you are right here with me.

Oh, now here is another repeat of 2010

The women up there again are calling me "The Templar Bitch!"


I remember Brian said to me one day "Come here, you sexy little snakey bitch"

and I said "I may be a Bitch, but I'm the Pick of the Litter!"

Oh Father it looks like the ugly Toads are feeling froggy again



Oh Father did I tell you, I was driving out a ways to take my test today, and I saw the most disturbing thing, a deer with no head, its head had been smashed in

That was not a very nice thing to do

Somebody has got to pay for that

so what Steve

what about the Key of Justice I obtained


It is not something you can take away from me or the House of Judah


What I received after so much was NOT just for me, it was for the Entire House of Judah, it was for so much, that so many of us had been through, that Key of Justice belongs to us all



Look, you know, you could have been honest with me 12 years ago

I don't really want to talk right now

I want to talk to Father about some things

You know Steven perhaps this is some kind of other existence that you have

that you have dozens of spiritual relationships and sex with other women

and you just lead them on

not caring what it does to them or their lives or their feelings

But I have told you countless times and them as well, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THE WORKS OF BABYLON ABOVE

JESUS SAID..........ALL SIN IS COMMITTED OUTSIDE OF THE FLESH


JUST GO AWAY FROM ME

WE HAD WHAT WE HAD

NOW JUST LET IT BE OVER WITH AND LET THEIR BE PEACE BETWEEN US

Bruh, heaven is an open gate welcomed to all.
Hell is reserved for a select few.
Chill, we'll have a beer together when the time comes.

When you look your enemy in the eye in heaven, dont be confused. Be cheerfull .

Enjoy life.

Oh well, shogania
Shit happens

Now that Steven and Rachel have had their fun terrorozing an innocent mother and her children

I guess they can at last feel good about themselves and the damages inflicted

It seems they have moved on to other innocent ones

Paris wanted to be out with Mother Nature this morning so we spent a long time wandering in the woods and remarking how beautiful, perfect, and healing She is.

I tell Krystal who was such an angel yesterday and took some PTO to be with Paris and work on the house and now understands we will have no blm stuff or matters in this house, that I needed a beer because Steve and I broke up

She says, mom he has been gone for years

I say no it just happened now

She says, okay then where is all the mail and gifts from him?

I remember when jr was murdered it took me 12yrs to deal w the loss and all

I just blanked out it was too much

And after 12yrs I came to and told him I couldn't do this anymore and Krystal and I went on

That day Steven hurt me the tears I couldn't hold back being accused of something untrue, and all I could say so hurt was

I didn't love you like the other women love you I loved you like a brother

And now it is 12yrs later

Krystal is right

Steven has been gone for 12yrs

The idea seems hurtful and refreshing to me

Just it's over

No more turmoil

yeah I am fine

I don't want to talk about it

Don't bring it up

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Well, my Heaven is NOT an open gate

Father's Standard will NOT fall

Thanks for the offer BRUH

Dream about it

I was really restless last night

and Paris kept coming with me, walking the floors and going outside to smoke, and trying to sleep in different rooms

Then, I finally fell asleep

and I was awakened

and it sounded like Father, but I am not 100% sure

But He said

"You are a Great Person, and You live in a Castle"

and I knew that was True, because I do live in a Castle with Father, and I finally fell asleep good and rested peacefully

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I guess one thing I should make clear to you all

is I can go through my Temper Tantrums all I want

But Father will NOT have me mad at my Brother

and Steve is NOT going anywhere, HE is my Brother

and so we are

And I have gotten so much Discipline from Father for two days now, I ready to give this whole thing a rest


I met Steve in January 2005, though I don't know in hindsight how long he had been watching me or knew me

We have been together now for many years

But it is NOT like he is with other women

WE ARE NOT HAVING SEX

STEVEN ALWAYS UNDERSTOOD I WAS BETROTHED TO THE KING IN THE MIDST OF THE EARTH IN APRIL 2006

WE HAVE JUST ALWAYS BEEN COMPANIONS AND JOINED IN A SPIRITUAL MARRIAGE I GUESS YOU COULD SAY AS ONE

Father consummated the Union of the Betrothal on 4/21/08 in the Midst of the Earth

And then HE surprised me on Mother's Day a few years ago, I was sad and home alone, Krystal was working, and HE came and made love to me

Then, last year, I was surprised HE came and made love to me on November 2nd


But Steve and I have just been loving towards each other and very close companions


He is my best friend


He does NOT treat me like he does other women

Re: iT offends him that you believe in GoD!

Well, the Father Creator God who is Judging everyone and everything in the Midst of the Earth is REAL

and if he doesn't like it, he can go somewhere else and fuck off

I don't think she cares

She is going back to the beautiful Origin Heaven, She has passed the Double Judgment and paid more than her dues

She isn't going to throw away her soul for a dick

I have a really hard time believing all these people on unemployment can NOT find any work

I have had numerous jobs since all this CoVid stuff

I just lost the one because my computer crashed and a few days later I got called and have another PT one processing

and today I got a call for another PT one and an interview next week

and others called but it was not what I felt I could do


It made NO sense to me, that they gave people OFF work 2400 hundred dollars a month PLUS their regular Unemployment

and the people who did not have unemployment only got 1200

That money we got, went immediately towards a new roof, to stop anymore damage to the inside of the house


It came and went so fast


But most people OFF work, will NOT go back to work because they are making so much money OFF work now