IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

well I guess he didn't love me after all

he went off and had sex with another woman who was quick to spread her legs for my man

huh

go figure

well isn't that some shit?

Don't know what to make of any of this shit of 12 years. All this psychic attack and attack by the government and all this questioning and all this torture and bullshit.

I really don't know what to make of it all.

I am still here trying to take care of my child and survive like I was before, living a very quiet simple life, though I am in much much worse shape now.


Well 12 years of battle and constant torture and hell takes a toll on a person especially after all I had already been through in my life.

Yeah, don't know what to make of it all.


Oh well, I am just going to get me an easy to read version of the bible because King James is hard to read for long periods of time, and just read the Bible again. I really like Psalms. Jehovah and Jesus.

No more of all these other characters and all this other stuff. I don't know what to make of it all. No clue.

I'm not mad I did my forgiveness prayers

I am reminded when I do the Lord's prayer to forgive others as I want to be forgiven and so I did

And I was reminded of that Nostradamus prophecy of great doom and the end

when the 5th and 7th are the same..........Vlad Dracul? Was he the 5th King? He is the King of the 7th throne in the Midst of the Earth that God is using that name

and I think it said.........when the 1st is greater than the 3rd

all I can think is Jesus said he was the first and the last

but who is the 3rd? Osiris?


Then great doom comes and all the Wrath of God is unleashed when Mabus suddenly dies


I had good news. I got a call for good pay to go and work with critically ill CoVid Patients. We really need the money. It's a 6 week job but may turn into something more.

Never really seen myself as a nurse, God just wanted me to do it, so I did, and He keeps making the opportunity.

If it was up to them, I would have nothing to do but sit on my ass all day and party and drink beer. They keep ruining every job and educational pursuit I take, out of the blue shit happens, it is almost surreal.

Yes, Steve is still here.

I felt that it was very good for me to go through and resolve things in my mind with Vlad Dracul.

You know you can't just make a relationship that happened hundreds of years ago be suddenly again.

What is real and reality is NOW.

Many people over the years have said many things, and we have been in many battles with OTHERS over our friendship and love for one another.

But, the amazing thing is, you NEVER hear them say "Dracula loves this woman and is loyal to her and wants to be with her. Let them be happy and live in peace in a monogamous relationship and no one do them any harm to them or their children."


It is like people get filled with hatred if they see any happy couple and they immediately try to figure out how to tear the relationship apart, and create Single Impoverished Moms, and Fatherless Children.

It is my experience, that a man may cheat with a woman, but when the wife leaves, he does NOT go to the woman he cheated with. I think if that happens it is very rare that he goes with the adulteress.


Prior to 2008, I used to think that I just had some really bad luck, and that I should just stop dating and work on myself more. I was already celibate when I was betrothed to the King in 2006.

What has been the MOST Amazing experience of these 12 years is to experience the evil and hatefulness of mankind. They are just the most wretched, hateful, awful animals on Earth.


They detest LOVE and Fidelity, Truth and Honor, Chastity and Purity............they can NOT stand an Honorable Marriage and Family they seek to destroy and tear it down anyway they can...........

usually they just go around spreading open their pussies for free, and flashing their dicks, hoping to have an adulteress encounter that will hurt and destroy the Marriage and Family

If not that, they talk all kinds of shit. They just can NOT accept the happiness and love of another. They are so filled with jealousy and envy and wretchedness of hatred.


They do anything they can to make it hard on the innocent just because they are angry they are happy or have love.

It infuriates them.

Yeah, this has been the most Amazing Experience of 12 years is to really get to know mankind.

Now, I know it was NOT a mistake if God wanted to destroy the Earth and all of them.

I had a dream of Chris Flannagan last night, how sad

he was such a good boy so good looking. Krystal's best friend when they were younger

I could have sworn he had been a Templar in another life

He came from a wealthy family

and he would always say to me "I wish my Mom was like you. Her and my sister are such whores. They act like whores, they dress like whores. I wish my Mom was you."

I would think to myself. "Oh honey, no you don't I am not perfect. I see my part time lover when Krystal is at Grandma's house and drink lots of beer and have wild sex all night, but no one knows."


It was just I guess so rare that I ever took time out for myself that I just got the urge so bad I had to have a night out to just go wild and have crazy wild sex all night and pour my heart out. Brian Smasil was my favorite choice back then.

But anyhow some years back the house was in severe disrepair and I was really sick and we were really really impoverished and he called and said he wanted to come and live with us

And I questioned him and he said he wanted to come and live with us and I told him the house conditions and how we ate and lived and he did not care, he wanted to be with us

I knew something was not right

I found out he had been to Europe and he had gotten involved in homosexuality and was dating men, and seemed to be involved in very abusive male relationships, or very unhealthy, well homosexual relationships are mentally unhealthy anyway and are still classified as a mental disorder TRUTH

But, I told Krystal that I thought he was on drugs, that something was not right, and that he could not come here and just hang out and party, we are struggling to survive

So, I told him.........go to this place out there, where I got my GED, and get your GED ( I found out he had dropped out of school as well) and then, when I see you have done that, we will register for the Community College out here for General Education and you can come and live with us and go to college until you figure you want to do

He called and called and gave a million excuses of why he could do nothing

Finally, I was very frustrated and I felt like he needed some tough love and that he had no guidance at all, or I just was not in the mood that day and I said to him "You need to stop chasing dicks, and get your head on straight, and go and get your GED, and get your life back together!"

then, he said to Krystal, "Your Mom hates me"


We found out that a year later, a friend posted he had been on Herion and he had overdosed.


It was such a shame. Came from a wealthy family and his Mom acting like she was so damn sad about it. She could never take the fucking time to stay home and stop partying to cook him a dinner.

I was the one I remember helping him with his school projects back then and he would come over and stay with us after school and have dinner.


Yeah, I did drink back then, I drank a lot. I would sit by that kitchen window staring out crying and crying my heart out each night for unknown reasons but I did it after the babies were read their bedtimes stories and tucked in for the night.

I thought Alicia was gone one day and she followed me to Brian's house

after that he changed, they got him

I went to go see one day and he was acting strange

he pulled out a 38 revolver and said "It's all about Jesus It's all about Jesus"

I said to him "You smell sweaty. Put the gun down honey and go and take a shower"

he turned on the shower and I heard him get in and I flew out to the truck

did not even take time to turn around

I started flying down backwards down the hill

something had told me to "RUN"


and out the glass living room window I heard shots firing and glass busting


then he called me and he said "I called the Police on you, you busted my Pots."

I said "what"

he said "my vessels" "you busted my vessels. I called the police on you"

I said "I don't know what you are talking about Brian you tried to shot me"


then a long time passed and he moved, he sold his nice place and decided he was going to build a house and went to go live in a little trailer

he lost all his looks he looked old, and haggard

I hardly recognized him

I went in and I laid down and started to get a drink and he said "NO. You need to leave NOW and NEVER COME BACK HERE. GO NOW"


And I didn't say anything

I left


I never saw him again

But I heard a group of women's voices laughing saying later that they had murdered him


But oh, for years, he was my SECRET. For years, what fun we had. A secret place to run to for safety and reprieve and love.


And I was so so fat 250 lbs or something and he was self made and so good looking and all he said one time, is if you would lose that weight I would put you on my bike, and you would be the finest bitch ever.

I remember his Birthday July 17th. For some reason, I always remembered his birthday.

Steve can you find out what I talked about with Brian all those years about and what happened? After two beers I am in black out so I don't remember.


I just remember that day I went to go see the rental and I got in the van to leave and I stopped and said to Father " I want that one" something about him.

and I drove away

I got that house and moved in

he had left his golf clubs

months went by

mail came for him and I put it to the side

Krystal and I took a vacation to Catalina Island I didn't drink hard liquor but was compelled to buy two shot glasses with bulls on them

I placed them on the table at home when I got back for unknown reason

shortly afterwards I got the flu, it wouldn't go away

a co-worker said "get a bottle of tequila and take some shots that will knock it right out" I got the bottle but was afraid and didn't really know how to take the shots, I got the limes and all

a few days later I called in sick to work after taking Krystal to school and asked My Mom to pick her up after school

I showered and put on a pair of white linen pajamas, Brian reminded me that he could see my nipples poking through them


then there was somebody at the locked gate, sick I went to the gate and it was Brian, here home unexpectantly on a work day, he had happened to show up inquiring if he had received any mail

I told him he had but that he had left his golf clubs and I could not lift them if he could come inside and get them

He came in and stopped at the kitchen table and saw the bottle of tequila sitting with the two shot glasses I had purchased weeks before from Catalina Island by compulsion

and I explained to him the situation that I had the flu and that I did not know how to take a shot of tequila

he pulled out the chair and sat down

and said that he would be happy to show me

and boy did he show me

and show me

all day and night

and I remember he drank too much and got sick and even went out naked out front and threw up

but after that we became lovers for many years

until they found about us

Alicia was running with someone named Christina, and Dianna and Michelle and they were doing some kind of Satanism or something

and they kept murdering all the men around me

I am NOT going to be the Judge of Alicia

because my Brothers have always had to pull me from situations my whole life which are bad and abusive for me because I forgive too much and have a problem with healthy boundaries

My Brother Steve will Judge this

I feel that Alicia although she always acts innocent knew what she was doing and still does

and Diane Schembri I mean Lorena Diane Scott the same

and then there was Matt Martinez, a trucker, in his early 20's, decently good looking with a broad chest and a nice member on him

he did some work for me for free one summer at the ranch and brought me firewood and all and well we were having beers after work one day and things got heated, so I took him to the bedroom

he was crazy about me, always kept showing up trying to be with me

he infiltrated the Christina group but news had it out that he was running with some "dangerous horrible people and to stay away from him"

he kept showing up wanting to talk to me, but everytime he came Alicia was there and I would tell him to leave

I know he was going to rat her out now

Then, when he was the second one to come to the house in the middle of the night saying the main had broke and they needed to call in the plumber and Alicia went crazy again tearing up stuff and took off running in the direction of Christina's house after tearing out the phone lines outside

I got dressed this time and went out to the dark dirk roads looking for signs of water, nothing

so I went to my neighbor and woke her up and asked her if someone had come to her house too? she said NO

I called Brian from her phone and asked him to come get me because Alicia had damaged the truck again

Then I walked down to the corner waiting for him, it had been awhile and he still had not come, and I fell asleep and awoke to lights from people calling the Police thinking I was dead on the side of the roadway

then I started running through the brush with no shoes and made my feet bloody with all the thorns

and the Police got me, and I was saying NO Don't call the Police

but they got me and took me home only

Later, I found out Brian did come, but he must have come down the other way, because he said he went to the house and no one was home

Well, anyway, Matt kept saying that he needed to talk to me, he desperately needed to tell me things, but everytime he showed up, Alicia just happened to be there

and so next thing I know they murdered him too, he is dead.

you know I really try to not let anyone too close to me for their own protection

because of these women

they murder good men who care about me

its not that their is an absence of good men it is that these lesbian whore satanic group are murdering them

the men then think that I am a bitch sometimes or fickle or mean

but I am the one in truth that pays the price of the loss of their love and the grief of loneliness to protect them so hopefully they will one day come to the Truth and know what is going on and deliver me

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend

and if you don't want to see me again, I would understand

I would understand

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well I wrote a whole long post and it did not post I don't know why

frustrating

I can not remove the curse of Lorena Diane Scott aka Diane Schembri

I have tried and tried to no avail

it will kill me and my children and destroy Earth as Mother said, but I have tried everything

I am sorry Father

the ONLY thing Mother gave me as help was to say the SAme Prayer at the Same Time on the SAme Day at Strategic Locations all around the EArth

she said she had done the curse in the teen years and it was too powerful to be removed any other way


Only about a year ago was I given the prayer of Revelation 14, the The Song of Moses in Deuteronomy to say

me and Krystal saying it has proved to no avail

ugh Its too serious around here

time for a beer and some dancing

come on Father down down down

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SO COME ON

TAKE ME THERE

well I don't know I think it is kind of sad that Trump is gone

here come the Democrats and we will just have to see. But here they go with big plans for immigration already, immigrate tons of this and that

not enough jobs here for Americans, millions out of work and impoverished, but immigrate immigrate immigrate

makes no sense to me whatsoever

I am more of the mindset you have to repair and clean up your own house before you can invite a TEMPORARY guest to come and visit

but they think it is good to overburden the Welfare and Medicaid system with them. Of course they will all get housing while all ours stay out in the cold on the streets everywhere.

no sense to me whatsoever and it is injustice in itself. If they want to give FREE welfare, medical, and housing then start with all the US Citizens who are homeless and impoverished

we don't need to immigrate immigrate immigrate

no sense whatsoever no sense at all

WOW we are at 417K deaths of CoVid in the USA and the deaths are exceeding 3K a day now

I thought looking back on it a few weeks ago that we might reach 500K by March but it looks like we will easily surpass that now

They say the NEW Vaccine is ineffective against the NEW Strain of CoVid and will be ineffective next year

so all these people taking the vaccine and dying from it are just doing it in vain anyhow, it is already obsolete

The NEW Strain of CoVid is already here everywhere, and the Virus is already mutated

I look for with this new strain for the deaths to increase more than it is now

Probably by Summer a Million dead at least

you know complete lockdown and stay at home orders when there were hardly any cases and a few deaths a month

and everything wide open and a free for all when there are over 3k deaths a day and it is explosive everywhere

does America make any sense to anyone????

it is like what sense does this make?

no everything is back opened up, the restaurants the gyms, the schools and they are dropping dead 3-4K a day and we are RED zone, no lockdown, no stay at home

totally fucking weird

but when there is nothing

everyone stay at home we are closing everything

so things are the same above as below

Vlad Dracul is the King above and in the Midst of the Earth as God is using that name

now, the 1st must be greater than the 3rd

another thought is Lucifer is the 1st son of heaven, and Adam would be the 3rd maybe too, Lilith the 2nd????


I heard the Vlad Dracul above something about to give his love back to him

then some men talking and no they were not

I know he called me a slut because I did not want to have sex and did something to my face and then Steven was there and it kind of hurt but he was fixing my face

Then, I just have been and Steven comes and holds me, but I have NOT been doing anything


I've got to go in in several days to the back specialist to see about my back. I am trying to stall out the start date for the job until then.

Oh, about that job, overnight, all the CoVid patients were gone so that original job they offered me is gone, I am looking at just taking care of regular elderly patients again

the teacher will NOT respond about when I could retake my lab for phlebotomy and finish my class and certification so I think she is just going to fuck me out of that

she just had this major problem with me throughout the whole class, she kept on and on, it was so difficult

and I was a good student, I was making the grades, and I was not the ones crying and skaking while doing the needle sticks but she kept on attacking me

then she caused harm to my clinicals because she told them all that I had a confidence problem, which is NOT true, my confidence is fine, she just did NOT train us in butterflies and handsticks

I was doing the regular sticks with NO problem and 1 stick, and people saying "I did NOT feel a thing, you are great"

I mean I was just so concerned about NOT wanting to hurt them while drawing their blood

and the patients raved about me, even Trauma Nurses said "WOW you are a great stick, keep doing this"

but the teacher just calls one morning after I had seen 12 patients early, and says my clinicals are terminated for no reason other than I lack confidence and am not progressing fast enough.

I was only starting my 2nd week, and had only completed 40 hours of 90 hours.

The first two days were almost like orientation to their system and where everything was at as well.

She just terminated me unjustly from my phlebotomy and now won't reply about when I could supposedly do the remediation and finish my clinicals.

well Lilith left Adam because he was mean to her and disrespected her

and Lucifer came to her which is what caused the whole thing with Heaven and the disagreement.

But Eve was the one who went above and started whoring around and then got Adam to eat the forbidden fruit and not own up to his mistakes to God and fall.

this group of women are always screaming at Steve to "put her down. put her down"

but he won't

this has been going on for years

I think he is determined to get to the bottom of all their lies and murders, they still refuse to admit to anything

I awoke last night and listened to all the wolves scratching on the walls

I haven't heard that since 2010

well we know who Lady Gaga's boyfriend was

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Everything has been pretty quiet here

Steve was really serious to them "leave us alone" he said

I guess after all these years he finally started to get fed up with all their shit

Did my physical and drug screen for the new job, got to go get my TB tomorrow

been applying for Work at Home jobs as well to no avail yet

it would be nice with the condition I am in to just win the lottery I think. LOL

Been saying a lot of prayers wanting for the everyone to have a better life, it seems like it is working for the other side.

I don't know, it seems like it.

Re: 24 Residents Dead in 3 Weeks as One Third of UK Nursing Home Residents Die After Experimental mRNA COVID Injections
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In what is becoming almost a daily report of massive nursing home deaths following injections of experimental mRNA COVID shots, a nursing home in the U.K. is reporting over one third of their residents have died after receiving the mRNA experimental COVID injections.

We are now seeing a very predictable pattern as we are reporting all over the world where the elderly are dying at a very alarming rate following mass vaccinations of the experimental mRNA injections.

And in all of these cases, the local media is quoting local officials as saying that the “vaccines” have nothing to do with the deaths. They are also stating that deaths following the experimental mRNA injections are “expected.”



At least twenty-two people have died at a Hampshire care home (Daily Mail is reporting 24 deaths) in one of the worst known outbreaks of the coronavirus pandemic to date.

The deaths occurred at Pemberley House Care Home in Basingstoke, operated by private firm Avery Healthcare.

The outbreak was first declared on Tuesday, January 5, with 60 per cent of its residents testing positive for the disease, according to sources.

Within three weeks, 22 people had died – over one-third of the home’s residents.
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Well, I don't know about in the UK but I felt the whole push for the Vaccine on the Elderly here and the whole Co-Vid thing itself was a way to get rid of the elderly who we could NOT afford to pay Social Security to because the system was going bankrupt so it was just a way to kill them off, an engineered virus.

I work in healthcare but I am NOT taking this vaccine!

It is killing people, it is no good against the mutations and new stains, they have already said it will be no good in the new year

so what is the use?

I have worked with Co-Vid patients and I wore a mask and gloves and I did not catch anything

some woman up there is screaming she wants "revenge"

well, she doesn't need to be so jealous, envious, and get revenge on me

she can very easily go through hell, live in poverty and celibacy for many years and work

she doesn't need to be jealous over me for that, she can very easily do that herself

she shouldn't get herself all bent out of shape and get such an ugly look on her face over it

the rain stopped

it is a nice day

but cold

I sat drinking some cold beer with the heater blasting and listening to some classic rock and smoking some cigs staring up at the sky and wondering

what the hell has this 12 years been about?

what was all this shit been for?

man, they were some fuckin evil ass people, just fucking evil and hateful and just fucking evil as can be

what they hell did they want to pick my brain apart for?

I am who I am

I am still me

I am who I am still am

can't change it

it just is

Hey Steve, I got a License for LOVE
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I've got secrets inside I can't tell

I've always liked to play with fire

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I had a nice day yesterday on GLP drank beer with NewtonsOwn and had nice company

It was a nice group of people


Cold again here today

processing for this new job at the retirement home, 12 hour shifts and applying for more work at home jobs

Steve has been real quiet. I mean is the 12 year relationship over with just like that?

I told him to put me down. I told him nothing was proved, I am still who I am. Nothing has been proved here.


All this fucking hell. I have no idea what this was all about.


In fact, everything has been quiet. I am like WOW it is so peaceful. I can vaguely remember those days when I had peace of mind, this is surreal.


I look around and ponder where do I begin to start repairing all the damage they have caused? It seems like today to just continue on with yesterday and open and a beer and just survey everything and be in disillusionment for a moment that there actually is peace and it seems they all have gone on and gotten their own lives.