IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

the nice thing was to pull up and see the large statue of the angel goddess I had found yesterday and bought that reminded me of the women I saw in April 2006 in the Midst of the Earth in front of the house

Heaven is on Earth

Heaven is on Earth

we must constantly think this and remember this and say the prayers that need to be said

we must draw that great beautiful wonderful place in the Midst of the Earth up to us

Re: The World feels like a Nightmare Dystopia... why shouldn't I kill myself?

Heaven is in the Midst of the Earth and Jesus is there and you have to know and remember this

we must draw upon that love and energy in the Midst of the Earth and draw it up to us and surround ourselves with it

Try on youtube listening to some Chakra meditations and grounding yourself to Earth

Today was a shitty day for me and all

with the trees falling and the damage

but most of all I missed Steven today and that is the hardest for me to take on days when I miss him

it is so hard

it feels like nothing will comfort me

and I try to preoccupy myself the best I can and try to push it aside

but it is there in me in and it lingers on and on

and I think now, he said, I can no longer message him, I can't write any more text messages or write anymore letters I just have to let it go

and it feels like hard

I never agreed to this

why is this like this?

I never agreed to this

Who gives people the right to determine to drive me insane and torment me when I want a normal relationship?????????????

Who gives people the right to do this?

I was not bothering anyone? for all these years it goes on and on

like an endless nightmare

Just put me down and leave me alone with my children and husband and let us be!

you see

there is a fucking problem here

because I did NOT agree to all this shit

I agreed to HELP SAVE EARTH AND DELIVER A MESSAGE

I did not agree

to being taking up to Babylon

the One Mind

all the torture and pain

poverty and suffering

to my Son being killed

to my daughter going through so much suffering

being attacked by many

and all kinds of other shit that went down

I Agreed to deliver a message to whoever I was supposed to when it was disclosed to me to help Save Earth from Destruction by saying Prayers

so there is a big problem here

enjoy your CoVid it won't be the last

NO, Father gave you CoVid and HE will give you more

I did NOT AGree TO ANY OF THIS

I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH

I WAS BETROTHED TO HIM IN APRIL 2006

AND HAVE STAYED SINGLE


STEVE STAYS AROUND I DON'T KNOW IF STEVE IS GOING TO ONE DAY BE MY HUSBAND ON EARTH OR NOT

I DON'T KNOW

I PRAY TO FATHER IN THE MIDST OF THE EARTH

I DID NOT AGREE TO ANY OF THIS AND FATHER TOLD YOU AND YOU HEARD HIM

YOU WILL RECEIVE THE SAME MERCY YOU HAVE SHOWN

YOU ALL ARE IN TROUBLE BECAUSE I DID NOT AGREE TO ANY OF THIS

I ONLY AGREED TO DELIVER A MESSAGE OF PRAYERS TO THOSE WHO I WAS TOLD TO WHEN THE TIME CAME TO HELP SAVE EARTH FROM DESTRUCTION FROM A CURSE THAT HAS BEEN ON IT FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS

Re: Why Quitting Porn and Sexual Discipline is Key for a Masculine Man
what a post. I commend you.

Removing yourself from adultery and sexual deviance gives you spiritual growth and growth in all areas of your life

Re: Why Quitting Porn and Sexual Discipline is Key for a Masculine Man

and I meant to say also quitting fornication and meaningless relationships

If a man loves you, he will wait, and want to marry you

I stopped dating in 2006

I have been in Spirit, true, very much

but I could not deal with the way men had become

I was just too old fashioned for them, I prefer home cooked food, if a man can bbq well that is the delight of no end, I don't go to bars, I love music and beers at home

I just was not into all the things people were into

I would love a good man and husband one day but I have spent this time getting more education and bettering myself with therapy and spiritual growth

Re: Why Quitting Porn and Sexual Discipline is Key for a Masculine Man

They are not the total problem. Men today are weaklings, fat, and boring and inept at being romantic.

No wonder there are so many lonely people turning to pathetic porn like creepy perverted people.
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 69227051


Men have lost their masculinity. so much push for homos and transgenders and feminism

Men are not the men I grew up with.


Those men would beat someones ass if they disrespected their little sister, and brought roses, and opened doors

but they expected their dinners prepared and I was glad to do it

I still am for the right man, but I am not doing it for a loser anymore, or an abuser

you know there is something to be said growing up poor

you really love home cooked food and time with family

staying home with loved ones watching a movie and a good meal is a great time

your party is beer and music and dancing at home and a good loyal man to make love to

your home is your castle when you are poor

I see rich people and they are so bitter and hateful and a poor person will help you faster than a rich person

it is something

there is so much charity among the poor

but the rich are so hateful and greedy and judgemental and unnerved by every little thing in life

us poor people just take life as it comes

I came home the other day and two trees were down and another poor man cut it up for me for 30 dollars and asked me if it was okay for him to take it, if I would have money

Re: 500,000 COVID deaths
we are in the end days

this is just one of many plagues

why don't you just start cursing out God for it?

because that is where it really comes from

all the horrid people on this Earth and all the corruption

The Golden Age can NOT return until many die

The Mother god Angel said that the Curse that was upon the Earth was so Powerful that it would destroy the entire Earth

that the ONLY way to remove it

was to SAY the SAME Prayer, at the SAME Time, on the SAME Day, at Strategic Locations Around the Earth


And the ten horns which thou sawest are ten kings, which have received no kingdom as yet; but receive power as kings one hour with the beast.

13 These have one mind, and shall give their power and strength unto the beast.

14 These shall make war with the Lamb, and the Lamb shall overcome them: for he is Lord of lords, and King of kings: and they that are with him are called, and chosen, and faithful.


THE NEW MOUNT SION IS US JOINED IN THE BODY OF CHRIST THE HOLY SPIRIT

And I looked, and, lo, a Lamb stood on the mount Sion, and with him an hundred forty and four thousand, having his Father's name written in their foreheads.

2 And I heard a voice from heaven, as the voice of many waters, and as the voice of a great thunder: and I heard the voice of harpers harping with their harps:

3 And they sung as it were a new song before the throne, and before the four beasts, and the elders: and no man could learn that song but the hundred and forty and four thousand, which were redeemed from the earth.

THE SONG OF MOSES

The Song of Moses
32 “Listen, you heavens, and I will speak;
And let the earth hear the words of my mouth!
2 May my teaching drip as the rain,
My speech trickle as the dew,
As droplets on the fresh grass,
And as the showers on the vegetation.
3 For I proclaim the name of the Lord;
Ascribe greatness to our God!
4 The Rock! His work is perfect,
For all His ways are [a]just;
A God of faithfulness and without injustice,
Righteous and just is He.
5 They have acted corruptly against Him,
They are not His children, because of their defect;
But are a perverse and crooked generation.
6 Is this what you do to the Lord,
You foolish and unwise people?
Is He not your Father who has purchased you?
He has made you and established you.
7 Remember the days of old,
Consider the years of all generations.
Ask your father and he will inform you,
Your elders, and they will tell you.
8 When the Most High gave the nations their inheritance,
When He separated the sons of [c]mankind,
He set the boundaries of the peoples
According to the number of the [d]sons of Israel.
9 For the Lord’s portion is His people;
Jacob is the allotment of His inheritance.
10 He found him in a desert land,
And in the howling wasteland of a wilderness;
He encircled him, He cared for him,
He guarded him as the [e]apple of His eye.
11 As an eagle stirs up its nest,
And hovers over its young,
He spread His wings, He caught them,
He carried them on His pinions.
12 The Lord alone guided him,
And there was no foreign god with him.
13 He had him ride on the high places of the earth,
And he ate the produce of the field;
And He had him suck honey from the rock,
And [f]oil from the flinty rock,
14 Curds of the herd, and milk of the flock,
With fat of lambs
And rams, the breed of Bashan, and of goats,
With the best of the wheat;
And you drank wine of the blood of grapes.

15 “But [g]Jeshurun became fat and kicked—
You have become fat, thick, and obstinate—
Then he abandoned God who made him,
And [h]rejected the Rock of his salvation.
16 They made Him jealous with strange gods;
With abominations they provoked Him to anger.
17 They sacrificed to demons, who were not God,
To gods whom they have not known,
New gods who came lately,
Whom your fathers did not know.
18 You forgot the Rock who fathered you,
And forgot the God who gave you birth.

19 “The Lord saw this, and spurned them
Because of the provocation by His sons and daughters.
20 Then He said, ‘I will hide My face from them,
I will see what their end will be;
For they are a perverse generation,
Sons in whom there is no faithfulness.
21 They have made Me jealous with what is not God;
They have provoked Me to anger with their idols.
So I will make them jealous with those who are not a people;
I will provoke them to anger with a foolish nation,
22 For a fire has flared in My anger,
And it burns to the lowest part of [j]Sheol,
And devours the earth with its yield,
And sets on fire the foundations of the mountains.

23 ‘I will add misfortunes to them;
I will use up My arrows on them.
24 They will be wasted by famine, and emaciated by [k]plague
And a bitter epidemic;
And the teeth of beasts I will send against them,
With the venom of crawling things of the dust.
25 Outside the sword will make them childless,
And inside, terror—
Both young man and virgin,
The nursing child with the man of gray hair.
26 I would have said, “I will wipe them out,
I will remove the mention of [l]their name from humanity,”
27 Had I not feared the provocation by the enemy,
That their adversaries would misjudge,
That they would say, “Our hand is [m]triumphant,
And the Lord has not performed all this.”’

28 “For they are a nation [n]destitute of counsel,
And there is no understanding in them.
29 If only they were wise and they understood this;
If only they would discern their [o]future!
30 How could one chase a thousand,
And two put ten thousand to flight,
Unless their Rock had sold them,
And the Lord had given them up?
31 Indeed, their rock is not like our Rock;
Even our enemies [p]themselves judge this.
32 For their vine is from the vine of Sodom,
And from the fields of Gomorrah;
Their grapes are grapes of poison,
Their clusters, bitter.
33 Their wine is the venom of [q]serpents,
And the [r]deadly poison of vipers.

34 ‘Is it not stored up with Me,
Sealed up in My treasuries?
35 Vengeance is Mine, and retribution;
In due time their foot will slip.
For the day of their disaster is near,
And the impending things are hurrying to them.’
36 For the Lord will vindicate His people,
And will have compassion on His servants,
When He sees that their strength is gone,
And there is none remaining, bond or free.
37 And He will say, ‘Where are their gods,
The rock in which they took refuge?
38 Those who ate the fat of their sacrifices,
And drank the wine of their drink offering?
Let them rise up and help you,
Let them be your protection!
39 See now that I, I am He,
And there is no god besides Me;
It is I who put to death and give life.
I have wounded and it is I who heal,
And there is no one who can save anyone from My hand.
40 Indeed, I raise My hand to heaven,
And say, as I live forever,
41 If I have sharpened [t]My flashing sword,
And My hand has taken hold of justice,
I will return vengeance on My adversaries,
And I will repay those who hate Me.
42 I will make My arrows drunk with blood,
And My sword will devour flesh,
With the blood of the slain and the captives,
From the long-haired leaders of the enemy.’
43 Rejoice, you nations, with His people;
For He will avenge the blood of His servants,
And will return vengeance on His adversaries,
And will atone for His land and His people.”

you know we call CoVid

COBRA

it started with my elderly mom, that is what she calls it

and so it just is

but I was just thinking, that back in 2010

I was talking about using Snake Venom for cures

and I think it was the King Cobra that I thought affected the respiratory and the venom would be helpful for

I don't know, that was so long ago, and so much has happened since, it is hard to remember everything, and I was afraid to keep any notes with everything and all

Re: Ghislaine Maxwell says she's got video of Trump and Clinton engaged in possible underage sex

I don't know what to say

underage sex was fucking great!

and my grandma married at 13

and my sisters all married at 16 oh my other sister at 15

The Spirits are asking me about prophecy

I ONLY know a little bit about a little bit of things when FATHER GOD shows me

I do NOT know my geography or have enough sense to make up things on my own so if I know of something it is because HE showed it to me

However, I have NOT had anything for awhile

I think it is because I have been too preoccupied with trying to obtain work, and health matters, and trying to get the house together and repaired

I should spend more time in prayers to God

George Floyd and how Minneapolis is gonna burn

Ex cop Derek Chauvin goes on trial next week, and he is gonna go free. Why? George Floyd was a drug addict who was stoned high on fentanyl among other drugs. He has a concentration of 11 ng/ml of fentanyl in his blood, much higher than legit patients using it. Deaths have been ruled as OD with 3 ng/ml in the blood. If he were found dead at home, this most assuredly would have been ruled as an OD. This on top of the cocaine, marijuana, other opiates and alcohol found, makes it a deadly cocktail. This, and the fact that no asphyxiation or strangulation was found present by the autopsy,means Chauvin is gonna walk. And Minneapolis, and probably the country, are gonna burn.

Re: George Floyd and how Minneapolis is gonna burn

Yes, and he was fighting the officers and resisting arrest because he was so high to begin with

however, we will have riots and burning and destruction of personal property and Biden will be licking BLM's asses

you know in this thread I talked about many things

but I tell you the Truth

if you go into battle with Spiritual Egypt or get caught up by Zero

you need to have said the Prayers of the Book of the Dead, and the Repentence Prayers of Solomon adding even more to them, and you need the Rite "ONE" exorcism

you can survive the crucifixtion and the suffering but you need those things

it is very important when you do your prayers to SpEAK with your MOUTH out loud to the air

and put it into the universe

Re: Warner Bros. New Superman movie will reportedly star a Black lead Inspired by Barack Obama

oh will he be gay with a transgender lover???

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I heard this song today and I just began to cry so much

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Yeah, sometimes it hurts instead........how the time flies.......it seems like yesterday was the time of our lives


How would I have known how bittersweet this would be?


To love a man finally and to never be able to be with him. It was so sad. I finally gave up hoping that he would come because I realized he would not, come in the flesh.


You know, people want a Spiritual Experience, something, anything, and I have had so much, so many, that I should be so grateful to God for them but many of them were very hurtful and sometimes knowing things only troubles the soul and mind more.

Be grateful that you have peace and that you love God and don't wish for things because you may get what you wished for.

For me, I never wished for it, I was just born this way, and it has always been since I can remember the age of 3 and the dead visiting. I found out this last year that yes, my Grandfather died when I was 3, the one I described to my Mother as coming to visit me that whole night.

The difference between me and many is that I did NOT need these things to Believe in God. GOD WAS ALWAYS REAL TO ME.

I am so grateful for my daughter for putting up with so much and never complaining, and going through so much with me. I could never say the words of the deepness of my gratitude for all that she has been through.


I try to find some resolve in spending the rest of my years I have remaining now celibate. Wanting to help Krystal get through graduate school and help her now as much as I can.

This was such a 13 year painful experience.

I gave Paris a bath today and then put a lace top I had on her and we laughed and laughed at her. She has brought so much joy and happiness into the home.

Well, I guess I will think about all this tomorrow. It is time for bed.

Oh, is HE here? Oh, maybe not, maybe it is just a cold draft blew in.

Re: San Francisco Pays $16.1 Million to Shelter 300 Homeless IN TENTS!
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California is in the midst of a self-induced homelessness crisis that shows no sign of abating anytime soon. The crisis is especially acute in San Francisco, where Mayor London Breed has erected three tent cities to house about 300 homeless people.

The cost? About $61,000 a year per tent. All told, the cost of the program is $16.1 million. I guess in San Francisco, even the tents are first class.

The city is running a $650 million deficit and the tent city isn’t eligible for reimbursement by the government, so that money comes out of city coffers. If the homeless were housed in a first-class hotel, the federal government would gladly reimburse the city for that, but not for a few measely tents?

San Francisco counts about 6,400 people as homeless, although that doesn’t include people living out of their cars, or the thousands who flit from temporary shelters to relative’s residences to friends and neighbors — anywhere they can find a place to lay their body down. Many of these people have jobs that don’t pay them enough to live within 50 miles of San Francisco.

The city was basically forced to adopt the tent idea because most homeless shelters closed down due to COVID restrictions. But $5,000 a tent? Certainly, allowances should be made but that is a ludicrous amount of money to spend on any group, regardless of their hard-luck circumstances.
Quoting: Don Draper from Nantucket




I think this is stupidity and very costly with no permanent solution.

IKEA is now even selling the Tiny Self Sufficient Homes with solar panels and there are many abandoned buildings

They should have designated a portion of land and put Tiny Homes on them that were Self Sufficient and in return made these people get into some Gainful Work Activity whether that is Rehabilitation, Education Work Skills, or some little Part Time Work


To just put them in costly temporary tents and let them continue doing what they are doing is stupidity and a waste of everyone's time and money.

If you are going to do something, make a permanent solution to the problem.

The homeless is really becoming an epidemic in itself

I have a friend, Alicia who just decided many years ago that she is no longer going to work and live off of others and hang out with the homeless

I have tried to get her to enroll in school, to apply for jobs working from home that she is well qualified for and she will NOT

she is continuing to pursue for many years now fraudulent SSI claims and hopes to get it, now claiming she has my diagnoses

The difference between me and her, is the Doctors after a 10 day hospital stay helped me get SSI and I have constantly been trying to Rehabilitate since.

I enrolled in College, it took me 6 years to get an Associates Degree because I was in such a state. I failed my first program and I remember at one point getting written up because I was NOT showering and my body oder was so bad.

But, I kept trying, I am grateful today that I get up and shower each day now and brush my teeth and hair. It feels like an accomplishment for the days when I couldn't seem to do this.

I continuously tried to work. I remember starting with a job for a few hours a week scanning bar codes at the markets and I was so stressed out and couldn't handle it for long.

WoW. I have come so far.

So, SSI to me, was a temporary way to survive and who can really barely survive on 700 a month???? We ate peanut butter and jelly and tuna fish for months and years, even with Krystal working and going to school.

But, I guess they want their 700 to drink on each month and drug it up and just live homeless and begging on others. Alicia called me the other day for more money and I finally told her NO, simply because as well we didn't have it. She wanted 20 dollars for Beer. I had been out of work for months.

Starting back next week. I am excited and nervous.

You can't go anywhere it seems now without being approached by homeless wanting money for cigarettes and beer and drugs. They don't want it for food, because I have bought them food, and they throw it to the side and are angry about it.

Re: San Francisco Pays $16.1 Million to Shelter 300 Homeless IN TENTS!

Whoever got rid of the Mental Hospitals and Asylyms did the USA a GREAT injustice

I worked the jail for awhile as a Med Tech and a great majority of the ones in their were completely insane

I remember one day, one that was hearing voices in his head just proceeded to bash his head against the concrete wall 20 or 30 some times and blood everywhere before he could be restrained and rushed to the hospital, only to be sent back stapled up.

They are just in there, mumbling to the walls and screaming, and throwing feces and urine and acting like violent wild insane animals

It is really unfair to the Police Officers that they have given them all the Mentally Insane people instead of putting them somewhere where they can be given treatment and really some sedation

This is lip service



If we see each other again.. Its because i lapped you twice

Words are motherfucker.. They can be great.. Or they can teach hate

Because you lapped me twice? Hmmmm not sure I really understand you

Okay anyhow, it is a beautiful day, and my back is not hurting so bad today and the sores on my body are closing up and healing finally after I think 2 years

Scars all over

I have a new beer, well one that I go back to now and then, Rolling Rock Pale Ale, and opened up a can of that with a glass of ice

Anyhow, you who posted, if you do all the prayers I have talked about, it will make you strong in battle, it will

I have been there being slaughtered in Spiritual Egypt and I learned as I went along

I'm sorry if you are hurting, may God Bless You with All Good Things.

Love Jen

But, I didn't break any hearts

those men were just friends with benefits at a time

they never loved me

I don't think I've ever been loved by a hand that has touched me, except by my daughter, she loves me, and God Himself

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