Re: I have had a near death experience- ask me anything

I believe you.

As I have said before I am a Caulbearer and so I have had what many would call always a "paranormal" existence. I have been visited by Holy Angeles 4 times in my life, and many dead, and many other things.

I would learn about Babylon ABOVE/Hell as a 15yr old virgin, begin caught up one day and offered great wealth on Earth and fame if I would join them and their perverse realm of Abominations. I refused them as an Abomination to God and ordered the Whore to put me down. Well, She did put me down, but they would never stop harming me or trying to murder me. Many sad things happened.

God was always with me, and I escaped murder so many times I cannot even count. However, in April 2002, me and my best friend were killed in a fatal car crash and my daughter was injured. When we arrived as some think the Great City, Spiritual Egypt, The Land of the Dead, a holding place of ones awaiting Judgment, Babylon, Hell, the condemned I remembered the place immediately and I said "I am not supposed to be here"


I then turned and I looked down and saw that my little girl was still alive and very injured. I turned to my best friend and I said "I have to go back Krystal is hurt" I told her good bye.


Her F150 was so smashed and we had been hit 3 times by a hook and ladder fire truck that had come through a red light and did not see us, nor us him, until right before impact. It would hit us 3 times as we were spinning hitting twice on my door. I saw they were there with the jaws of life at the vehicle.


The moment before it hit us, I just turned and saw it, and I did not even have enough time to scream and yet time seemed to go so slow........I looked in my mirror on the visor and saw my little girl on the same side as me asleep with her head pressed against the window......and I was so overwhelmed with love and I knew we were dead.......and then I said inside "God send your mightiest Angel to stand between us now" and it was over.


So, anyhow I returned to my body and I found my friend laying dead on my lap and she had almost went through the windshield, not wearing a seat belt, and had flown back onto my lap. Now, we were more like sisters and at times she had not always been the nicest person but at that moment I just forgave her for so many things and I felt so sad, and I laid both of my hands upon her and I began to pray to God and I said to her "I love you unconditionally and I forgive you for all your sins" and I was not saying that I thought I was God, I was saying that I wanted her to know that we were okay with each other.


She then started breathing, and me just being crushed on my side, lifted her up and placed her in her seat, and said to her "You are fine. Nothing is wrong with you." She would only suffer bruising to her left thigh where it had caught on the steering wheel and kept her from going through the windshield. At that moment they had opened her door and pulled her out for the ambulance.


Then, they pulled me out and put me on the stretcher, and I heard one say "We still cannot get to the other one and there are no more ambulances, she will have to wait, go ahead and go" at that point, I unstrapped myself, and jumped off the stretcher, and ran to the group of men at the vehicle with the jaws of life. I kept trying to get through them and they kept telling me get back or they would have officers restrain me.


At that point I just screamed "You are NOT the Mother here. I am! Get out of my way!" and they moved and I took that mangled metal door and tore it open with both my hands and crawled inside to me daughter. I said to her, as she had chronic asthma, 'We have been in an accident. I know you are hurt but we are all alive. What I need for you to do for me is to breathe" Then, I crawled out, I looked at them and said "put her on the last ambulance" and I went with her to the hospital.


Now, here is the interesting thing, my friend can tell you today that she was dead and she remembers what happened. She laughs about it though and says if not for my boobs her neck would have broke when she flew back.


My daughter remembers the accident and the strangest thing, we both know she was buckled in on the passenger side of the truck, the side of impact, but when I got into her, she was then seated on the driver's side of the truck and buckled in. When we talk about it we always remark on this.


Now, I would not get any medical treatment, my daughter required over 100 stitches in her right arm and it was very painful. I would care for her day and night, and she also still had to continue school work as she was in a private Christian school and she would have gotten too far behind. During this time, I continued to urinate blood and many thought I had internal injuries and were very upset I would not go to the hospital. But, I told them that I would worry about myself when my daughter was better.


It would be about six months later that I went for a check up and I asked if my kidneys and things could be checked as well and told the doctor what had happened. I was perfectly fine.


So, what I want to point out here, was this time the Whore succeeded in murdering me, I did not make it to Heaven, which was confusing to me. I was Baptized, I lived a reasonable good life and helped others, I prayed to God, I believed in Jesus His Son but I was NOT in Heaven that time. This really concerned me because this is what all the Churches had taught me to do, I had done it, but it was not my free pass to Heaven.


So many things would happen in my life, and things would be different the second time they would succeed in murdering me in 2008.


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