Re: I AM SORRY I CANNOT FINISH THIS BOWL THEY HAVE GIVEN ME
WITH RACHEL, EVEN WITH THE 1ST BEAST AND LUCIFER GIVING HER POWER TO DO HER LITTLE EVIL TRICKS.....I, PERSONALLY THINK THE MEN SHE IS TRYING TO ENGAGE WITH ARE WISE TO HER

THEY GIVE THEMSELVES FOR A TIME, TO PLAY THE GAME, THEN DUMP HER, AND PAY HER OFF TO GET RID OF HER.

YOU SEE, FOR YEARS, I TRIED AND TRIED TO FIND HIM, THE ONE WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO COME FOR ME IN 1986, THE KING. I WOULD SETTLE AND TRY AND HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP, BUT IT DID NOT GO WELL.

BUT, EVERY TIME, I WOULD SCREAM OUT TO THE SKY "YOU DID NOT WIN! I STILL BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE!"


WHEN THE ANGELS RETURNED IN 4/06, I WAS OFFERED REPEATEDLY ANYTHING I WANTED ON EARTH IN EXCHANGE FOR ME AGREEING. I REFUSED REPEATEDLY, I SAID TO THEM, I AM FINE, I HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED.

SO AT THE END, SHE SAID TO ME, "ARE YOU SURE YOU DO NOT WANT TO ASK ME FOR ANYTHING?" AND I SAID "YES, I AM FINE. I HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED." AND SHE SAID, "THEN, LET ME GIVE YOU SOMETHING YOU TRULY WANT. TRUE LOVE."

AND I SAID "OH, YEAH, SOME PEOPLE HAVE ONE, BUT I DONT'" AND SHE LAUGHED AND SAID "BUT, YOU DO. CAN I GIVE YOU YOUR TRUE LOVE?" AND I SAID "OKAY, IF YOU THINK I HAVE ONE." AND SHE SAID "IS IT A DEAL?" AND WE AGREED AND SEALED IT.

SHE THEN SAID TO ME, "YOU ARE NOT TO WRITE ANYTHING DOWN, UNTIL IT IS TIME, WHEN IT IS TIME, YOU WILL REMEMBER WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW. I WILL BE WATCHING YOU."

AND SO, I RETURNED AFTER MANY YEARS GONE, AND I JUMPED UP AND RAN TO KRYSTAL AND SAID "KRYSTAL HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN GONE? YOU KNOW YOU WON'T BELEIVE IT ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED" AND SHE SAID "MOM, YOU HAVE NOT GONE ANYWHERE. YOU JUST SAT DOWN IN THE KITCHEN TO PAY THE BILLS" AND I LOOKED AT THE CLOCK.......AND THERE IT WAS STILL EXACTLY 3:00 PM