Re: I AM SORRY I CANNOT FINISH THIS BOWL THEY HAVE GIVEN ME
SO THERE IS A LONG STORY WITH MY DAUGHTER AND TEPES, BUT ALL I CAN SAY, IS YOU BETTER GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT.

SO, IT WOULD BE THE IRONY, WHEN IN 2008, I WOULD GO TO HER, AND BEGIN TO ASK HER SOME THINGS AND SHE SAID TO ME......"OH, NOW YOU WANT TO LISTEN"

BUT IN JANUARY 2005, I WOULD MYSELF WITH HER AT HIS OFFICE, AND I AM UNSURE AS TO WHY I AM EVEN THERE........AND I MEET WITH HIM, AND I DO NOT CRY IN FRONT OF PEOPLE, BUT I BEGAN TO CRY UNCONTROLLABLY AND I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT I AM SAYING..........OR WHY I AM THERE

AND SO, I TURN AND LOOK AT MY DAUGHTER AND ASK HER SOMETHING......AND HE SAYS I REMEMBER...."OH, SO THAT IS YOUR COUNSELOR. I HAVE BEEN WONDERING WHO IT WAS"

AND I LEFT, CONFUSED, AS TO WHY I HAD GONE THERE AND FORGOT ABOUT UNTIL THE FOLLOWING JANUARY WHEN I RECEIVED A FOLLOW UP LETTER.

BY THAT TIME, A LOT OF CHANGES HAD BEGIN TO HAPPEN IN MY LIFE, I HAD SELF IMPOSED CELIBACY, I HAD MET A WOMAN WHO I BEGAN TO WORK WITH MAKING ALOT OF MONEY IN REAL ESTATE. AND I DEVOTED MUCH TIME TO RESEARCH OF MANY HOLY TEXTS AND BELIEFS IN TRYING TO DISCOVER WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO HEAVEN AND WHERE WAS THE REAL HEAVEN.